All I could do was smile and appreciate the concern I am having from everyone, I just shrug all the thoughts I have in mind and grabbed Rose outside to go to the party, All I could wish for is happiness. When will I ever find my happiness?
I was so preoccupied that I didn't even notice that we are already here in the party. I want to feel this vibe, I want to dance my worries away, I just want to have fun and feel free. We quickly got into the club where the party was being held and met a few people we know. And this is where our night started. I drink a lot of alcohol, the hotness go over inside my body. I got up and go to the dance floor, I am feeling every beat of the song and dance the pain away. This is too much to bare, I hate the fact of being born in a chinese family. I don't want to think about it, for sure it'll just make my night worst.
So I continued dancing, until a hand was embracing the sides of my waist, I didn't look up to see the person behind me, I just continued to dance. He pushed me closer to him, his hands were wandering, it made me feel the chills. I grind my hips and sway it like there's no tomorrow, my movement made his hands hold my waist tighter. His hands slowly move up to my stomach. I can feel his breath and heart. It was beating so fast just like the music. He closed the remaining gap between the two of us then whispered, "What are you doing here Skylar?" I was clearly shocked to hear his baritone, I didn't know he would also be here damn. It looks like I would be doomed ha.
I quickly pulled away, but before I could get away, he pulled me back and angrily stared at me. "I asked you right? What are you doing here Skylar?" He clenched his teeth indicating that he's impatient. I stared at his eyes and said, "I am partying to forget the problems at home Ahya Syd. Is there a problem?" I know anytime soon he'll get angry, but he stared at me for a while and then looked away, he then sighed and grab my waist and pulled me closer to him. I blushed and hide away my shyness, then let him take me away. I know he's staring at me right now so I looked up again and asked, "Why are you staring at me ahya? And where are we going?" He breathed harder and comes close to my ears and whispered, "Why are you wearing like that? We are going home." I then pulled my body away, but he grabbed my arms and locked his hands to my hands, I tried to get away, "You don't have the rights to decide for me! This is my life, my decision and choice to make not yours. And Rose is still here I can't just go home without her." He pulled out his phone and dialed a number, "You shit get your ass here right now. I can see your girl hooking up with someone." After ending the call, he gave me a looked that plainly says go home with me now or I'll carry you. I sighed and just nodded. He then again pulled me close to his then planted his warm hands in my waist, the soft touch that made my heart beats faster.
I shouldn't actually feel like this, his my brother for pete sake! I secretly looked up to him and see what's his face is like, but he has his usual poker face. Then suddenly his bestfriend came and said, "Hey you're going already? Isn't it a bit early to go home?" I just stand beside him quietly not wanting anyone's attention but then, "Oh hey you're also here Skylar." He was about to come near me when ahya pulled me to his back and said, "Yeah I am already going, we are needed at home right now. I am just gonna see you tomorrow bro." He then marched away without waiting for his bestfriend's response and again pulled me to his side with his hands on my waist. I looked back and smiled apologetically. "Don't look back and smiled at him or I'll beat the head out of him." He said and made his hands hold my waist with force that made me wince in pain, he then slowly caress it softly and with a whisper in my ears saying, "Sorry. Let's just go home please." His voice made my heart beat faster than before, and I looked away to hide my blushing face. Just let him drag me away from the club and take me home. That was the first time I felt relieved and contented.
Can't be actually feeling this. But his warm touch and voice makes my heart beat faster. His eyes that made me tremble and blush. Why is this even happening? This can't be.