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Chapter 345 - about self

we all went scilent.

lisa: gays dont loose hope. lets forget what happen today.

shubhu:how can she do that with us.

kai: hey lets do better next day okey. lets find place to sleep.

shubhu: i think i found place

kai:were?

shubhu:look at bus stand. lets sleep there. on sits...

we all nodded in yes and quickly went to bus stand.

kai: girls wil sleep in corner sits from were is wall. and we all sit here

as we planed sit.

jerk quickly grab sit beside me. i smiled at him.

all were seems sad, i thought to distract all from this bad day.

me:gays until we fall a sleep lets talk about ourself.

jk: okey start from you!

me: yah this is cheating. we will count and choose.

lisa: can you all shut up. what your scared to start. let me.

me: wow today our teacher will talk about herself lets clap for her.

lisa:(in style act like teacher.)

we all start claping while laughing

lisa: hum...lets talk about me. i am lisa.

me:we all know. now about your life. any incident. or moment which was special or scary. which we dont know

lisa: well then lets talk about our before admission life moments ans how we get into this college he:hum...its better.

lisa: before taking admission here

i was with mom dad. i were happy with my family. study about magic ××***** school. it was so big and cool. i like to play in cantine.

jk:wow you were also there

lisa: it means you also

jk: yes i was also. what batch you were?

lisa:138th batch

jk: me too.

lisa:wow means same class then why we are still starngers do you remember that old teacher who was always stomp her book on table when she enter. i was the one who hang her that book replace of big dang clock.

lisa:it was you! yah that was amezhing. anyways she was really annoying.

jk: and do you remember that lake. yah were students come to sit. instade of lectures

lisa: all couples get there. so i never take steps towards that way.

kai: gays we are also here..

me: ha ha ha ah i am filling heat suddenly. kai is that from you?

lisa:(slap my hand playfully) yah what your huh. why your teasing kai without reason.

me: his my friend. and i have right to tease him

kai: am not. i was just- want to tell we alll are here. so please stop this.

lisa: ok fine...listen so before i come here i study very properly i study maths magic. i mean mathematical magic

me:magic with maths means?

lisa: bad question. dont you know matimatical magic, hey dont you attend primary school how did you get in this magic school.

me: i know maths and i hate so much. i mean math is my enemy. but magic i never lurned.

kai: dont you know mathematical magic? the one which envolves geomatry. equestions and sigils then what you lurn. whole life

me:maths physics english, biology and few more subjects but without magic.

jk:nonna were from you?

me: am from mass a alian! what the joke am human dont you see!

shubhu: well i am confused.

me: i lurn maths and other subjects but magic never envolved in this.

kai: dont you know maths

me:hey lets forget about that. i even hate maths lets just ignore..just maths word make me annoy.

lisa: fine..i never got much time to focus other else. it was sweet scilent life, which seems like dream to me. but once i get here i met with you

me: now what you want to say about your life.

lisa: good question well spiced up my life and now am really thinking am in dream from which i want to wakeup. but one thing for sure you all make me realise the sweet empty life is never can be sweet perfect life. this is the real life. not perfect but now i got real memorys to remember.

shubhu: you make me cry bish...ahh..all thanks go to(i squish her hand.)

shubhu:ahh....its thr person who sit next to me..

i glared at her.

jk:true.

me: jk my side not her! understand! your my besti

jk:yes nonna.

he:(get between us who were smiling at each other. suddenly staring into my eyes) i back off. looking down. suddenly his hand grab mine..(his hand scares me. i means look at this hand...big, those veins..and those hard muscles....and my hand front of him so small. i always fill like pikachu front of him. why glares to me. what i done.)

shubhu: next me!

me: it should be you anyways.

shubhu: woh...someone is so excited to know about me.

me: well am to know how trash live.

all:woh!

shubhu: yah am not trash! you bish! am shubhangi! understand!

me: i was joking. cool down. my friend.

shubhu: humm...listen before i get here i was living normal life. i make lot of friends and love to explore new nearby places daily.

well...i study about chemistry magic.

jk: well before taking admission here i still remember the moment . i were doing job and help my father but life was empty, i crave for something but i dont know one day when i was late and my car got problem that day i met angrl in morning...at a first i thought she is partial but then she speak and her that smile...i fall for her and from that time i start filling complete for what i was craving-

he: oh really! wow you should keep your heart safe before it broked. notherly angel will broked it into pieces.

jk:(sad chukled)already did.

me: by the way why dont you talk out with your angel, maybe your angel accept you.

(suddenly jerk squish hand)

me: what! let me help him to talk out

he:(to snatch you uff this girl still dont unseratand about whom the hell he talking! or playing dumb)

jk: well i cant now its late.

me: owu dont be sad we found same as her

jk: she was only one like her.

me:yah shut up before atmosphare get dull uff this sad drama just chill dude. there is a beautiful angel who is waiting for you who's made for you. now be happy.

kai: well i dont want to remember past. so i want to introduce myself. am kai from north-east

lisa: wait white castel world. right ?

kai: humm and i am-

he: hey thats what huh..just tell about yourself not background of yours

shubhu: wow i want to see white castel prince once. i heard his perfect

me: aint our kai also perfect?

kai:(woth smrink) yes i am.

me: well kai is just my group leader but you can assume him prince

kai: yes you can. well you should actually.

me: hey dont get on prince personality your just like us okey.

kai laugh

kai: okey mam.

he: now its my dane aint it?

jk: yes it is.

.

he: well Lets talk about me. hum..as you all know i am from

west south platform. from aierodose world.

shubhu: wait. but those peoples have wi-wait! ah why dont you have..they said only one those boys can hide w-

kai: yah shubhu just listen na.

shubhu: no! wait are you the real pri- (her eyes wided)

he:(use powers from behind her on shubhu) taking control over shubhu's voice)

he: am just very normal boy from low side. understand!

she nodded.

he: good. now dont cut off when i am specking. (he said everything still smiling playfully) (but all were realise what shubhu want to say accept only common human between them..

me: yah shubhu just let him.

shubhu: s-sure.

he: well when i was child i was always prised about everything but then i-

(he start making fake story all were know its fake accept one)

after sometime..

me:now its my time. i said smiling and saw all around us already fall into sleep while puting head on each others shoulders.

kai sleeping while his head on jk's shoulder.

jk's head on he's shoulder. and here lisa resting on shubhu and shubhu's head on me...

i smiled at them.

me:(few..you all sleep. anyways i dont got good past like you to tell you all.)

he:umm..you can say about yourself.

me:why whould i. lets sleep now. its late, everyone already fall a sleep look.

he: well but am awake i want to hear you.

me: hey. there's nothing to talk. hum..we should talk about future.

he: like our future family planing.

me:jerk!

he: i am. so should i take this as yes.

me: hum(angry death glares)

he:well ha ha ha how can be humm sound yes. i was joking.

me:good

he:(wisper)but you know am serious.

me: did you say something?(with more glares)

he: no my love.

me: aint your love. i love myself.

he: I know your love game but ga is scilent.

me:yes. its mine..wait...yah jerk! i dont!

he:you do

me:i dont i told na...just sleep (i relax my body on metal bar front of us. turning my face side. hiding my tears)

me:( how could i say. i am scared of future. peoples and maybe everything am trying to be brave and freaky to face world

cause i Have seen the world changing, I have seen my beloved ones changing. still remember. my own bloodline change and forget me like i was just a shadow (tears roll down)

And did God changing as well.

You're my last hope dont giveup on me. no. Don't break it down

I'm already devastated,

Don't try to robb me.

I have seen the lies being altered

I have seen the truth being modfied, I have seen the rocks shifting, And have seen the transforming glass as well.

If ever you don't need me anymore, tell it while facing me

Don't ask for advises from outsiders.

If you want to give me your heart

Also support me, company me

If you wish to crush my heart

You are welcome to do it with all your heart.

I have seen the moon varying

Have seen the stars varying

Oh in the most required times in the world,

Everybody changed, I have seen. now am scared of love how should i tell you. i know you will change. i am just unable to bear the pain. am so scared to trust, i dont know what should i do. my past is past no matter how rough it was but now am so scared of future. not past. i thought am in dream. i let you give chance to choose. what future should be. am ready to face it. but am scared now.

no matter what! if your by my side. i dont give f*** to world. its human nature getting bored. annoyed, or change with time and i know after getting to know me closely my imperfections or about me how wierd i am. or not fit in anything like others do. you will compare maybe shame me .

you will change. but if your gonna leave then just told me before time. so i dont fill like falling inside my grave..like i did before)

he: just grab my hand.(he said grabbing my hand) (am still not facing him. )

here

he: you never saw future then why you jump on conclusions. (i know its hard for you. ) i pull her on me.

taking in embarrace, she hide her face dont want i see her cry. if she dont want i see her face right, i pull her close on chest. she griped my shirt and start saying move side let me sleep.

(why your like this. hide what you want. and show what you dont want. you want to rest in embarrace so griped me but push me saying the words hurt me...you show how happy your but from inside sad.

you stay scilent most times..but your mind always talk so much.

i want to bring the real you from inside you. i promice i will reach real you inside heart crossing walls and obstacles i will never let her die. she belong to me waiting for me. )

he: i want to be your alpha. just belong to one. and want you to be my luna. only one god choose for me. and i am crazy in love with you. if your leaving future decision on me. belive i will try to make it bright. same as you light my world. you know i always tell if our meeting was iny hands i would had fly to you. or you were with me. but time always brought hard.

but remember it brought what we worth it. future is future. if your scared of it focus on present. lets not think about which never know

she:w-wait a minute how do you know what i was thinking.

he:(how do i always forget ahh ) yoour hearbeats tell me. look they are bartraying you again!( am teasing )

she: i- i dont got words to say. now sleep before i-

i put head on her shoulder.

she smile and start singing lullaby

me: why you sing lullaby for me?

she: i wish whem i met who i will offer my cup i will sing for him to sleep. thats my moment i desired

he: so i should assume your cup is mine.

she: no its not!

he: why not!

she: a- ah just sleep jerk! i will call ghosts

he: huh they never harm me

she:why?

he:well as long as your hear they will scared of you so they never come closer.

she: you want to say am scarier then them.