surching her whole mall like lost child(it hurt me i fill sad and uneasy to saw tears in her eyes.
me : agh were this girl leave now..
after eating i want to go..aftee long surch ah i saw her she inter into room so i enter back into room and suddenly i fill floor under me snatched as i saw what room.was it..her eyes wided too!
we stucked into washroom. and i do confessed my fillings to you and you were sleeping and damn my heart was beating...actually i was happy cause my wish come true to stay with you whole day.
i dont need home as longs your with me cause your my home. at morning the way you deffend me by saying me your husband( which i was wondring people call us but for unexpectedly you said that and i was like day dreamer dreaming at a day and the kiss...whole those time was so best for me. your something special i found. and now i scared to loose you and mm eveytime when i see him falling for you but then i remember that beast inside me and your just bet for me. his crule the beast inside me which got heart of stone.
Why should this heart remain lonely,
Why should we live in pieces..
Why should my soul bear this..
I've been living alone since decades. I'm saying this every moment, that I need you..were are you...who are you....do you even see me.....do you....even fill me...why playing.....hide and seek....please come out...grab my hand....walk me towards silver lining of tunnel..take me out.....and show me real me....am living Within darkness there was a close relationship of mine with it.
You're the one who made me know lights..Now that I've come back to these darknesses,
I've found myself lonely here..
Even loneliness is angry with me now..Even the homeless pushed me away
as in, even the homeless fillings don't let me stay with them, I don't even have a home the're just a structure of materials.
I am living incomplete,
I am a punishment for myself.
I need you..Those fragrances of yours from decades are still alive in these breaths in dim inside mind. I'm feeling choked by myself trying to make them disappred from me.
that clinking of your bangles,
echoes in the room of memories..
hearing this I am reminded
that there are chains around my hands. only your able to relased me from them please come and remove free me from here.
I am living incomplete..I am calling you..l need you...i aint a beast from start. please love me like you do and destroy my beast. i dont want to be him anymore. if we ever get back. i want to takr you away from everyone. from real me also. that beast will broke you and i am scared to see you broked. once
i found what you fill for me. i will sacrifice everything who is able to hurt you and hide you and me somewere. i dont want to be king. as long as i have you. my eyes turn teary suddenly she turn her face up with worriedness filled in her eyes. how she know i am sad. is that heart belong to me which beats inside you? she make our eye contact reading me. she cupped my cheeks umm....her warmth claming me. what i want is hug you and tell you everything i been through. read me. fill me..care me...show me i desurve love too. i know you can do that i belive. she start nodding her head in no wiping off my tears. biting her lips and takr me in hug!...saying me..in wispers
she: am here now. i hate when my loved one crys. i am here now.
she hug my figure and i burst out crying. am unable to control my emotions front of her. she was crasing my hairs let me hug her while crying..claming me down. her warmth...her scent..her wibes..her softness...i was clamed i was sleepy. i want to rest in her arms. i close my eyes filling safe...and this unknown positive fillings inside. i fall into sleep while crying...
here....
me: damn again with this jerk..ah no no! go a head my heart and explode until that happen you aint gonna clam huh! thousand of times i told you dont do extra work and do your blood purifying only work in body but you never listen me! now i dubt do you even my heart or not! your mine then listen my orders!...(yah yah scolding my heart internally! ) but suddenly it ached like someone squish it. my left eye teard suddenly filling too much sad....i look up and found him crying!
hey stupid heart of mine..so you belong to this jerk. let me out from here i am gonna do heart plant surgary on you and leave you in your belonging body of his!
am trying to hate him and your beloning to him. but wait....why the hell my jerk crying
(WAIT.....hate them why calling my jerk! girl i dont blame your heart if your the sus about your fillings! 😉)
i cupped his face wiping his tears nodding head in no! i hate when my loved ones cry....and i let my dark side open if somone hurt my loved ones..which side am scared of.i start calming him..let him cry on my shoulder...(he hug me crying and in minutes i fill body leaving his pressure on me slowly..damn am about to fall i take support of wall behind me and as lisa leave with them. i fall down taking him on laps.
(DAMN WHO ON EARTH MAKE MY JERK CRY! WHO ON EARTH WANT TO GIT DEATH WISH!)
i start stared at him.
shubhu: uwu...baby what you do to your jerk huh! i like you overdose him with love that baby unable to bear it.
me: stop teasing! and stop processing your small useless mind of yours.
shubhu: ouch reality is always bitter!
me:(wispering) jerk! wakeup..but he was sleeping pacefully on my laps.
kai: dont be sweet with him!
let me help you to wake him up! ( i glared at him (like dare to touch him and i will make you turn into ashes in secs!))
me:no! let him be. go and follow lisa first. they aint good
kai: sure
( i start stared down to my jerk..caressing his cheeks )
a fake caugh got attention i look up and i saw them staring at me!
me:ah a..a. ignore him and lets discuss about our plan!
shubhu: uff look who is real jerk here!...
me: yah its you! now shut your mouth before i get there!
as we discuss our plan (she was right i am real jerk here cause i am taking advantage to admire him always when he was looking around! (this boy got his eyes from medusa thought...everytime i stared into his eyes i turned into virtual sense of stone!..am unable to stared into his eyes but i like to admire him. and he thought i ignore him! good that what you should thought about me. so i can hold myself back. after discussion i put his head down. lightly and i was about to wakeup when jk did that. he get awake as his eyes meet with jk! and he start look around! of corse am behide him!
as he notice me he turn back grabing my hand!
(boy am not leaving anywere! ah...this boy just remains to tied our hands with handcuffs! ....)
shubhu: ah dont worry your angel dont leave you for moment also. she just was doing your job when you were in sleep!
he was confused to hear her. and i were shoting her glares whoch she was ignoring!
me:(chenging topic) can we discuss team! and leave for tasks.
shubhu: jk! lets go! as she said she run out grabing his hand!
me:HEY HEY! I SAID DISCUSS FIRST!)
he:umm..they already leave! (he said while smirinking to me! as he recognise what shubhu said! from that time he was staring at me and now his smrink! his fingures interwide with mine!
i gulped in fear by his smrink and that type if look on face! unable to utter word!