He clenched his hand on my head and he caressed me saying, "What happened, Liza? Why are you here? You know, I searched for you everywhere."
And after listening to it, I cried again louder for a certain duration and he just stood there, hugging me and caressed me the whole time. He didn't ask anything anymore, he just hugged me and caressed me.
He was very warm to me and by his coming, my loneliness and darkness started to overcome.
Then we both came to our cabin.
He told me to change the wet garment. I changed my garment and there were already different foodstuffs to eat that he brought for me.
I didn't have my hunger and I didn't want to eat anything. But he became persistent and fed me.
I just sat quietly and I didn't tell anything to him. And he also didn't ask me. He just sat beside me and he just kept looking after me.
The evening occurred at outward. I put my head on the shoulder of him for a certain time. I felt like he was the only family of mine there with me.
I only remained quiet and after some duration, I fell asleep in his arms. I slept.
When I woke up, I directly happened to see Peter hancy face. He slept with me on the same bed, beside me and hugging me. I could sense his body warmness.
And I started to look him on his face. His face seemed innocent and lovely to me. I couldn't believe that he was with me during my difficult days.
He seemed very tired but he didn't show his tiredness to me. He was like a light ray in my dark life who seemed to be the force that would lead me ahead.
I felt like I had someone that I desired to care before me. I had to be happy for him, for my parents and for my friends.
But it's just that I wasn't being able to handle myself.
After just watching at him for some time, I tried to overcome my emotions and I started to see positive things around me and positive people in my life.
Then, I got out of bed slowly and I went to the window. I started to see the exterior.
I saw on the street that there weren't just happy, rich and full of prosperity people. There were also many people who struggle in their life to survive and to fight for themselves.
There were some people who were happy in their small achievement. There was also an accident occurred on the highway and someone died on the spot.
The police officers were there and that died person also might have his family.
And I felt that;" We are already determined to die when we get born. Nobody can resist it and can refuse it. The death just comes unknowingly and take the people unknowingly. No one is sure about it. It just happens unpredictably anywhere, any place and anytime no matter how hard we tried to escape from it. It just a pact for the people whether they want to acknowledge it wholeheartedly and live cheerfully or live in fear of death."
While thinking this, the time flew quickly and unknowingly Peter hugged me from the back. He woke up already.
My heart started to know about his action and his feelings even when I wasn't watching at him or not being with him, also even his touch without my acknowledgement.
That day, I got discharged. I didn't want to know about the result when I was with Peter so I just didn't care about it.
I told my consultant secretly to send the result of the report by emailing me to my email address because I couldn't come repeatedly.
And the doctor said, "Okay, I got it. I will send when I got the report on my hands as soon as possible."
We both went out of the hospital and got on his car. He asked me to go with him to his house because nobody was there.
But I refused it.
Again, he kept asking me repeatedly so I couldn't refuse him anymore. I went with him to his home.
As we went to his home, he told me to get fresh and rest while he would cook the launches.
I got a shower and I didn't want to rest alone so I went to the kitchen and I just sat on the chair. Then, he gave me a glass of water after that, I kept continuously watching at him.
He made the launches very nicely and put a lot of effort into making it. I just loved him doing it so I couldn't control myself and I just went up to him, I started to hug him from the back of his.
We had launches together and he washed the dishes as well and I just dried them.
He wanted me to do rest so he took me to his bed and he just placed me around his arms and chest then he helped me to fall asleep.
But my heart couldn't do rest. Inside me, I felt like there was a time bomb going to explode itself when the time came.
I was kept feeling like my life was in the race and it was tick tick tick.....