"I had a fever", I replied randomly.
I was nervous about what he thought at that time.
Then he put his hand on my hand to check, saying to me, " I think it's gone. And I also know that you seem undernourished. You looked like you didn't have anything consumed. I wanted to look after you but you left my house and now, now look at how you appear. I just didn't want you to suffer any catastrophe. But why don't you understand it, huh? Am I look that type of bad boys? Did I do anything wrong with you?"
I replied, "No, you aren't a bad guy. You did not do anything wrong."
"Then why are you treating me and yourself like this? Is it my fault to love you, huh?", he asked.
"I am very sorry. I am feeling very bad. I am very bad.", I replied to him. And after saying this, I turned to cry out.
I cried very louder in front of the dormitory. He immediately hugged me and consoled me. I couldn't stop crying because I felt very bad for him, I was very unlucky that I couldn't have him and he was suffering like that. He was very kind, polite and generous towards me. He took a lot of care of me. But still, I was HIV positive and I couldn't give him pleasure and led his life to prosperity.
I was very sad. I felt like he was also got infected from me. And at that time, I couldn't tell him about me because he wouldn't listen to me.
He was very crazy about me. He didn't see any status, girl's beauties, family matters but he just cared about me.
As I stopped crying, he told me to go to his home and he also told me to ask my friends to pack my all necessary stuff for me and I was going to live with him.
I couldn't stop him and he wasn't listening to me.
He seated me on his car and he took me to his home.
I just kept quiet and gazing out from the car. He called his maid to cook for us. And he stopped his car in the way and he bought me a cappuccino and blueberry muffins. He also bought a coffee for him.
We just sat inside the car and started to have muffins and drinks. We shared muffins that he brought many of it. He teased me while drinking and eating. It was a very sweet moment for me.
I knew that I started to have feelings for him from the hospital. I wanted to share my whole life with him but I couldn't and I had to leave when I could.
After having them, he took me to see the seashore to make me pleased. And I was very pleased. He was very warm to me.
I just sat on the beach and looked to the sea. He just sat beside me and hold me in his arms. I placed my head on his broad shoulder and it was very comfortable.
After some time, he went to buy coconut water. And I was just looking to the vast sea.
I started to think," The sea seems to be silent, huge but it absorbs all sorrows inside it. But it stills maintain its impact dignifiedly. It never stops to tide. It never says it is exhausted but it just flows with its notion. So, I also do my best at everything that I can though of this ailment hardship. My life journey started to have Peter and this ailment. And I don't know that towards which way my life is leading. I just hope it will be nice."
Peter brought coconut water and we drank it together. Then we walked on the beach for some minutes.
After that, we continued the way to reach home.
As we reached home, I went inside and there were many maids. They all said to me, "Good afternoon, ma'am."
I glared and felt uncomfortable. I replied, " Good morning."
Peter was laughing while looking at me. I said him to stop laughing but he didn't.
He said to me to get fresh and came down to have lunch.
I went to get fresh but I didn't bring any clothes. I was just wearing a bathrobe. Then I got down to have lunch. And Peter started to glare at me again.
I said, "Stop glaring at me. Start to eat your lunches."
He came to me and fed me first bite. It was very sweet of him.
He said to me to feed him as well. Then, I fed him his first bite. We both started to eat our lunches.
I ate too much because he made me eat as he thought that I didn't have anything consumed before and also sick. The foods were mostly full of protein as it was all meat varieties.
After having them, he wanted me to have some rest. Then, I said that I couldn't fall asleep.
He put me on his arms on the bed and he laid with me. And he started to tell me some story.
After some time, a ringtone was buzzing and I felt irritated and I was sleeping. I reached the cell phone by hand. And I turned to see that it was my father's call.
And I got a wake-up by seeing it. As he didn't phone me often. He just came to meet me time by time.
I was nervous about why he was calling me. Did he go to my dormitory to see me and found out that I wasn't there.