On the following day morning, when I woke up, Peter was already awakened. On my first seeing, I saw his smile hence, it gave me an optimistic vibe to fight for myself.
Then, he kissed me on my forehead.
He asked, " How are you feeling now? Any better?"
I replied, "Yeah, I feel fresh and good now."
He smiled furthermore.
I was worried about my report result but acted as nothing happened because it might be an error. It might be unnecessary to make a fuss on it.
Furthermore, he was very happy to be with me so I didn't want to make him upset. I only thought," If the report result still reveals me positive for HIV/AIDS then my world will be collapsed. How can I show my face in front of my parents and my friends? And I will make Peter test his blood as well because I had sex with him only."
In his home, there were servants so they made breakfast and did the cleaning.
It's already 8 am when we both got up together. We had to get fresh so we brushed our teeth together because he already bought toothbrush for me.
Then we had to do a shower, Peter pulled me to do shower together but I didn't do. Accordingly, I did shower after him.
We had breakfast together then we were about to leave.
I said, "I will go to the dorm today after the class so you don't need to wait for me and pick up me."
Peter said, "No, you won't go. Just come to my home, please. Stay with me, dear. I want to take care of you for a few more days so that I can rest assured thinking you are fine."
His eyes sight were full of love and care so I couldn't look him on his eyes.
Again, I said, "I will go. I am going to pack my stuff."
He replied, "It really hurts me when you don't listen to me and do whatever you want. You never ever actually feel like I am always with you. Am I right, huh?"
I couldn't refuse him anymore.
I said, " Okay, I am not going anywhere. I will stay here with you for a few more days."
He was happy then he hugged and kissed me on my cheek.
Then we got ready together and we left for college.
On the way, I told him to drop me at the back of the college so that no one could see me with him.
He dropped me at the back and he went for his class.
During class, I felt tired and fragile. I was starting to believe the result of my previous report due to my situation. My friends from my class asked me whether I was reluctant.
My heart was crying but still, I didn't want to share it with anyone because I was afraid about how they thought about me.
My concentration was only on the report result so I didn't concern about my class. The class got over.
I waited for Peter at the back and after some time, he came and picked up me back on his car.
On the way back, I was silent. I didn't talk to him because the report result was bothering me and I couldn't control myself.
He asked, "What happened, today?"
I didn't want to give him a reply. I just kept silent.
Again, he asked, "What happened, huh? Tell me, please."
I couldn't say anything.
Again he asked that " What happened, honey? Please share with me."
I replied, "Nothing happened."
He said, " What? If nothing happened then why are you upset, huh?"
I replied, "I am feeling fatigued and weak again the whole day."
He touched me to see if there is anything abnormal.
He said, " You keep loosing your weight, honey. You are looking tired as well. I didn't know about your whole body examination result. Sorry, I forgot about it. How was the report, dear?"
I replied, " There seemed nothing wrong inside me. I got fainted just because of exhaustion and nothing else."
He sighed. "It's good.", he said.
We reached home. We went inside together and changed our dresses and got fresh. We had our food together. Then we were watching a Russian movie on his tv.
It was a romantic movie. In the movie, it started to come to kisses and bed scenes. There were too many hot scenes even I was feeling very hard to control myself when I was watching with Peter.
I was sleeping on his lap.
He said, " How are you feeling now?"
I looked up at him and I said, "I am a bit..."
He randomly kissed me on my lips.
I pushed him back. And I shouted, "What are you doing?"
He replied, " I am sorry. I couldn't control myself. You are sick and I am wanting to do this with you. I am really very very sorry."
It hurt me while listening to him saying sorry to me.
I said, " I am also sorry. I didn't mean to shout at you. Forgive me."
Then I ran to the bedroom and my tears started to fall randomly and I couldn't control myself then I cried placing a pillow on my face to avoid Peter to know about my crying.
The awaiting report result was blackmailing me emotionally.