It's pink, matte smooth, cute and vibrating. Isang linggo rin akong excited na dumating na itong secret order ko na binili ko pa online.
Hindi ko napigilang uminit ang pisngi ko noong si kuya Jael ang nagabot sa akin nito last Sunday. I tried to run as fast as I could when fedex arrived. Pero sumakto sa pagdating ni kuya Jael galing sa regular sunday basketball niya kaya't siya na ang tumanggap.
Ang gusto ko sa mga kuya ko, if it doesn't involve boys, hindi sila mapanghimasok sa personal life ko. Mabuti na lang dedma lang ang pinaka mabait at pangalawa kong kuya sa kung anong laman noong delivery box.
After a quick shower, I went back to my room and viewed-in to my go to playlist of porns. It was the first day of midterms, at maiinip na naman si kuya Jared kapag mabagal na naman ako kumilos. Kaya wala na akong oras pa magsearch ng mga bagong videos.
I clicked my top favorite video na sakto rin, because in this one, the male star was pleasing the female lead using sex toys, one in particular, a vibrator.
Sa porn na 'to, yung vibrator na gamit nila, malaki at ipinapasok sa ari ng babae. I didn't want to lose my virginity through a vibrator kaya ang binili ko ay 'yung ihihidhid lang sa hiwa ko.
I turned my vibrator on, hindi nga siya masyadong maingay tulad ng sinabi sa advertisement. May mga napanood kasi akong kasing ingay nung pang-shave sa buhok sa mga mumurahing barber shop; baka may magtaka pa at makarinig dito sa bahay.
Gwapo 'yung lalaki sa porn at parang mukhang matanda na 'yung babae, may pagka-MILF siya na red head. Since noong nakita ko ang dambuhalang hulma ng ari ni Teacher Kim, parang hindi na ako nai-impress pa sa mga napapanood kong lalaki sa porn. Mas malaki na standard ko, Teacher Kim level na.
Ang eksena, marahan at may pabugso-bugsong hayok sa pagsusu ang lalaki sa utong ng babae. Nilalapirot, nilalamutak, buong sinisipsip ng lalaki ang susu ng babae. Gusto ko rin ng ganito, yung may cariño brutal.
I rubbed the vibrator around my areola na siyang nagdulot ng masarap na kiliti at nagdala sa akin sa paraiso ng kaluwalhatian. Shit. Hindi ko inasahan na ganito kaagad ang epekto nitong sex toy na hawak ko. Ang sarap. Biglang nanikip ang bukana ng pagkababae ko, isang buhos agad ng kalibugan.
It isn't called a vibrator for nothing, sa isip-isip ko. It sent vibrating sensations to the sensitive parts of my body. It was exhilirating. Electrifying. Every nerve in my body was busy, confused but aching for more.
I gave my pussy a gentle slap, then rubbed it a la cariño brutal. As the wet tongue of the skinhead beefy porn actor glided down to the swelling pussy of whom he hungered for, my vibrator followed suit. His tongue savored the lips of her entrance as did my vibrator swamped me in pleasure. The MILF moaned behind the video, I screamed inside my head, both our mounds wet and sultry.
My horny counterpart was obviously well-experienced to reach her climax multiple times. Isang pagkakataon ko pa lang nagawa na labasan hanggang dalawang beses, medyo nakakapagod din kasi ang magsariling sikap. As the red head hungered for the rock-hard cock, I aimed for the best climax I knew I was about to have, ever.
I pressed the vibrator to my clit harder and meaner, while the tips of my sticky wet fingers tried to invade my virgin pussy. The porn guy thrusted hard onto the depth of the moaning lady while I self abused my pussy; I slapped it, rubbed it, played it as hard and as much, like I do with the toy I was playing with. Both my hands were busy.
Ah-ah-ahh-ahhhhh-ah-ahhhhhh. We all moaned wildly in unison. I was about to explode. My toes were holding on to each other, tight and stiff. My mouth was dry, my vision was hazy. Fuck!
My jaw tightened, I bit my lip a little harder and rougher, my toes clung on to each other. Ah-ahhh-ah-aahh-Ahhhhhh. I erupted into a breathtaking climax, spiraling in ecstasy. I was panting and swallowing dry. I don't think I have ever released something powerful like this before. Everything in my pussy was pulsing, blissful and satisfied. I was very, very wet.
I have a new found addiction. Sex toys.
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I walked into the classroom, worried. Pakiramdam ko, nagamit ko lahat ng brain cells ko during my wild morning release earlier. But then again, I realised, I had more terrible things on my plate. The main course - #BewareTeacherKim.
Isang linggo na ang lumipas, hindi ko pa siya napapatawad matapos ang pagiwan niya sa akin sa ere noong library fiasco. Although, I still daydreamed about him - inside me, deep, deep, deep inside me; never wanting to pull, but also never content; he just wanted to keep digging deeper and harder endlessly. I was hating on him, but at the same time, longing for his precious cock invading every space of my virgin pussy.
Exams have become way more serious than ever. It seemed everyone was treating it with a life and death importance. You fail it, your done. Wala pa akong naibagsak na exam before, at hindi pwedeng ngayon pa. Study happy Cece, paalala ko sa sarili ko.
Teacher Kim entered the room. His eyes were searching and it was obvious, he was looking for me. Since the library indecent incident, the first thing his eyes do was look for me tuwing papasok siya sa klase. At sa tuwing hinahanap ako ng mga mata niya, something would melt inside my chest, but I tried to ignore it.
Last Friday, our advisor, Bb. Perfecto, rearranged our seatings for the midterm exams. Mabuti na lang I was placed at the far end corner at the back, by the window, over looking the roofs, some trees, and buildings outside. Perfect, I had something else to look at. Our one-seat apart seating distances created a domino of heads, at hinaharangan niyon ang tanawing ayaw kong makita.
But to no avail, #BewareTeacherKim stood up, kalahating umupo sa tagiliran ng kaniyang lamesa. A piece of that juicy ass and his right thigh deliciously laid flat by the corner of the table, and his left pointed straight down to the floor, glorious, chunky and very masculine. His height and his physique made him look like a monument - mataas, malawak, dakila.
I didn't think he was trying to intimidate us para hindi magkopyahan. His exam was full of numbers, and repetitive letters, and characters that are not even in the alphabet. Kahit siguro ang kopya boys sa classroom hindi magtatangkang mangopya.
He stood up there, towering, as pretty as the Eiffel Tower, both seductive and romantic, and just making me painfully confused. Hindi ko na ma-gets kung ano talaga ang trip niya.
His face was serious. He was directing his sight to our Wall of Promises hanging at the back of the classroom, as if he can read anything written on those mini post-it notes.
Isn't he supposed to be looking over the students?
Nakita ko na nga si Magnum, ang lider ng Kopya Boys sa klase ko, na sumisilip sa papel ni ate Juris as if may makukuha siyang sagot eh magkaiba sila ng test paper at set of questions.
Bb. Perfecto's Wall of Promises Project was probably hanging just about few inches to my left ear. I reckoned Teacher Kim wanted to look at me, but he wouldn't, like always, he was very confusing. Paasa! Nakakainis, galit ako sa kaniya and yet sa kaniya ako nakatuon at hindi sa test paper ko.
Why did Good Cece died?! I need her now.
For a couple of seconds, our eyes met. Finally, lumingon din siya sa akin. Nagkaroon na din ako ng pagkakataon na ako naman ang umiwas sa tingin niya at irapan siya. I thought it would make me feel a little better kapag ako naman ang umiwas. It didn't.
Sinubukan kong sagutan ang test paper ko sa abo't ng makakaya ko, kahit nararamdaman ko ang mga mata ni Teacher Kim na nakaderekta na ang tingin sa akin; parang may mga dulo ng karayum ang tumutusok sa balat ko, matutuldok na sakit pero nakakalibog.
"Shoooshh!" pagsita niya sa dalawang nagtawanan sa bandang harapan.
Umalis siya sa pagkakaupo niya sa lamesa at lumipat sa kaniyang silya. Iyung pagmasahe niya sa leeg niya ay naging tanda na sa akin na tinitigasan siya. Dahil iyun din ang parehas na ekspresyon sa mukha niya tulad noong nasa library kami.
Natawa ako sa loob-loob ko nang mapaisip ako na Math teacher nga siya. I imagined na he stood up kanina and sat on his table to survey the seating arrangement and calculated the exact spot kung saan may suwang na espasyo sa pagitan ng mga ulong nakayuko at nakatuon sa papel nila, na pwede akong matanaw ni Teacher Kim.
Kahit imahinasyon ko lang na nagkalkula nga siya, natawa ako sa posibilidad na totoo. Because there he was, nakatingin sa akin ng direkta sa suwang na espasyong nadiskubre niya. Ilang beses din nagtagpo ang mga tingin namin. I felt uneasy. Pero sa palagay ko dahil sa makapangyarihang orgasmo na nailabas ko kanina pagkagising ko, hindi wagas kung magiinit ang katawan ko sa mapanusok na tingin ng taong gumugulo sa isipan ko.
Sa wakas, the first bell rang. Hindi ako sanay sa tahimik na Teacher Kim, iba sa tipikal na araw kung saan nagtuturo siya, nagsasalita, at nagpapatawa. Mga jokes na nakakagwapo. A greek god's humor. Pero mas nakakatuyo pala ng lalamunan ang silent Teacher Kim.
Lumapit sa'kin si Mecky. "Cece, ano, madali lang?"
Medyo lutang pa ako, hati pa din ang atensyon ko kay Teacher Kim na nagliligpit na ng gamit niya. "Never naman naging madali ang Math."
"Huh? E, math genius ka na, nahirapan ka pa? Pa'no na lang ako?"
"Math genius ka dyan! E, sayo pa nga ako nagpapaturo."
Sumusulyap-sulyap ako kay Teacher Kim, hoping he would look back. Thought, it was dumb, but I was still hoping.
Napansin ata ni Mecky na panay tingin ko kay Teacher Kim, so I distracted her. "Anong set ba yung sayo?"
"Set A. Hirap ha!" sagot niya.
"Set A din ako eh. Ok na yun. 'Wag na natin problemahin ang tapos na, may susunod pa tayong mga exams."
It was a second, just before he left, the greek god glanced at me. Parang namang hinugot ang kaluluwa ko't sumunod sa kaniya.
Damn his effect on me!
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Ang first day ng midterm exams turned out to be harder than expected. This will be a hell week, I thought. Marami sa mga ni-review ko ang hindi lumabas sa exam questions habang marami-marami rin ang wala talaga akong kaalam-alam sa isasagot.
I thought I reviewed well enough. Pero sabi nga ni kuya Japo, ang less pasaway kong panganay na kuya, sa college, 'if you think you've done enough or studied more than enough, think again'. Ngayong senior high pa lang, napapaisip na din talaga ako.
Pinatawag ako ng principal after my last exam for the day. I was a bit worried, pero so far, sure pa naman akong wala akong ginagawang masama. Since Good Cece died, I have been faking it a little harder to continue my good Cece persona and I'm pretty sure it was still working well. Wala pa naman pumuna sa akin o nagbago ang trato. Except Teacher Kim, but then again, at this point, he was the exception to the rule.
"Ms. Kim-MeNENdez!"
Isang over-the-top na pagbati ni Principal Moon nang pumasok ako sa magarang opisina niya. He was a bit too creepy even for non-judgemental good Cece, nangasim na lang ang mukha ko.
Then his moon-shaped face made an expression as if he was looking at me like a gold mine. "How is Atty. Menendez? And I just saw Madam Kim last week sa isang art gallery opening, she looked stunning!" patuloy niya.
His voice has a girlish tone that he obviously tries to hide by lowering his voice and talking very slowly. His voice has always sounded fake to me tho.
"Well, dad's okey. And so is mom."
Atty. Menendez is my dad-lawyer whose firm was hired by the school to represent it in legal matters. My mom, widely known as Madam Kim for no subsequent reason as to why 'Madam', is a budding socialite and a generous benefactor to some of the school's extra curricular projects.
"Good, good. I wasn't able to speak more with your mom last time, she was a hotspot at the event. Send her my regards and my compliments, will you?"
Tumango na lang ako at pilit na ngumiti.
"And I want to personally thank your dad for his generous donation for our special scholarship grants. You know naman, I created that program to help our struggling students and I have helped a lot, but thanks to your dad, I can help more. Do you think, you can invite him over at school? I'd like to prepare a special lunch for him."
"Err, I can.. but you can just call him naman po."
Tumawa siya na parang nahihiya, but still creepy. "Oh, yes, yes. I can call him, of course. But, you know, I wanted it to be less formal. You know your dad, he doesn't like, my, kind, of, spectacles. He's a humble man, your dad, even he's very successful and.. wealthy, of course."
I cringed at the way he laughed.
Hindi ko iniisip na mayaman kami kumpara sa karamihan na mga kaklase ko. Nagji-jeep nga lang kami ni kuya Jared papasok ng school eh. May kotse na ang mga kuya ko na inambagan ni dad when they got their first job. For our parents kasi, kung wala pa naman daw trabaho, dapat matutong mag-commute.
My mom inherited a small fortune from my late judge grandfather. Then, she got almost half of my father's wealth when they separated. Dad hated her for it. And, well, dad, he has always been an overachiever.
I waited for a few minutes sa mini conference room ni Principal Moon. I forgot to ask why was I called-in. But it wasn't a long wait, shortly, I heared voices outside the conference room.
My heart skipped several beats and my pussy instantaneosly tightened when Teacher Kim entered the room. His expression told me he wasn't expecting me either. I felt a fang of fear and I swirled in confusion. What was this meeting all about? Were there people who knew? Are we busted?
He was immediately followed my Principal Moon who looked overly excited than furious or anything resembling to trouble. "Teacher Kim, sit, sit. I need you to sit for this."
The greek god sat, we were both awkward.
"Well, Cece and Teacher Kim, I called you in today because of a very wonderful news."
Hindi ko napigilan, napabuntong-hininga ako. He said wonderful, so we were safe. But I kept my poker-face, my nose in the air; I thought it was more than enough of hint for Teacher Kim to know that I was mad at him.
He looked rather endearing tho, which made it harder for me to get mad at him for real. Even more endearing because he seemed to be apologetic.
In his typical style, Principal Moon lightly slapped the table's surface to make sure all attention was on him. "Our school.. was selected to represent the Philippines in an international math competition.. to be held in.. Tennessee, USA! And you two, are our school's best pick to do this honor, for us. It's a two member team, one faculty and a student, and I knew right away.. that I made the best decision about you two."
It was hard to tell if he was thrilled about the competion and excited about us, or just very pleased with himself. He was never the type to share the limelight.
"And since you, Ms Kim-Menendez, have always been a top student, and you've won us awards in.. local, competitions, I had no second thought.. to make you as our best pick. And Teacher Kim, of course, the best teacher this school has ever had. I am sure I've picked the winning team, in both of you! And I'm rarely, rArely, wrong, you know.. You both will be great, I know that for sure."
He seemed a little awkward praising another person other than himself.
I felt honored to be chosen, but it didn't matter at the moment. I will be abroad, hopefully alone with Teacher Kim, that's what mattered. Even though I could see the two men in front of me continued a conversation, the room felt completely silent for me.
I dazed off and imagined of the day I will be with Teacher Kim, possibly sleeping in the same hotel room because Principal Moon is so kuripot, then we will have breakfast together after a long, wild sex the previous night.
Ahhh, the bliss of heaven.
I was drifting into this beautiful daydream when a loud bang pulled me out of my trance. Clumsy Principal Moon accidently pushed a cup holder full of pens from the conference table. It was rather stupid, I thought, since the cup was in the middle of a wide surface, not likely to just fall onto the floor.
"No, no, it's ok, sir. I'll pick it up."
Teacher Kim, trying to be modest, acted quickly to pick up what fell to the floor, preventing the fake-apologetic Principal Moon to do it himself.
Again, unplanned, I was wearing the flowy skirt I wore that last time in the library, and also my candy red, lacy, super thin, sexy lingerie.
#BewareTeacherKim went under the table, and I couldn't stop myself from doing something really, really naughty.
I opened my legs wide and free, gently pulled my skirt up a little, revealing more of my thighs, and obviously what was in between had no where else to hide.
I laughed evil inside at the sound of Teacher Kim's head hitting the table underneath. "Fuck! Shit, sorry.. err, I'm ok. Ahhh, still, picking up the pens," he said nervously.
Principal Moon continued telling me how proud he is of himself, that our school was selected among many others. But I wasn't really listening, which was to my benefit because everyone knows, Principal Moon only likes to talk about himself, no need to respond, really.
Poor little Teacher Kim returned to his seat, pale and white, jaw tight, pupils flared and,
Is he sweating?
But I was also suffering inside my little panties. If only he touched it and those fingers made contact to my skin, I will probably be suffering less. But he didn't, and I decided, I wanted to punish him.
He continued his conversation with Principal Moon who was not so pleased that he wasn't the main topic anymore. But I was pleased at the sound of nervous and rattled Teacher Kim hitting an exotic, erotic note when I rubbed my bare foot on his knees.
"Brilliant! Yes, sir, I, uh, ti-ti-think...uhm, that's an excellent a-a-ay-idea. Cece.. uh, Cece and I will do a strategic review and, uh, prep for the c-c-coh-cohompetition."
His voice was faltering and he was blinking nervously. I couldn't help but be smug and take pride from it.
He took a huge gulp behind those sexy adam's apple and I wanted him thirsty even more. He was trying to prevent himself from looking at me, I could sense it, because he would jerk his head towards me but kept his gaze fixed to the only unimportant person in the room who was oblivious to the rising tensions between me and Teacher Kim.
I felt I was Eve, the snake, and the apple. I was the prey, the predator, the sin and the truth. Underneath this very horny table, there was a revelation that was about to be unveiled, released and to be experienced.
In my head, I was sincerely thanking Principal Moon for lavishly spending for a mini conference room inside his office, making everything mini in it including my new favorite table. Because of it, I could reach any of the bottom part of Teacher Kim's body. He'd know it, I know it, but nobody else will know it.
For the first time, I enjoyed the death of Good Cece. No one was going to stop me. Without hesitation, I travelled my excited toes on the nervous thighs of the man whose body I wanted to devour. I have never seen him this awkward and uncomfortable. It was both sexy and pityful.
He was taken aback and gasped hard when my foot cupped his crotch, but he was still avoiding my eyes. The joy I was feeling can never ever compare to anyone else's happiness or success. It was peculiar, only to me, because only I have a Teacher Kim, whose cock was growing at the touch of my happy foot.
If one could actually be pure evil by birth, it wasn't me, but I wanted to be. My feet massaged Teacher Kim's glorious bone; his huge, massive, and titilating boner. I was aroused, in bliss.
The invisible smile in his face became clear to me. He liked what I was doing, ang pawisan niyang pisngi ay siyang nagdagdag init sa namamasa kong hiwa. It made me want to lick him all over. His face glistening in sweat looked irrisistably seductive, his cheeks were luminescent, he was glowing.
He let out a deep breath.
"Thank you Principal Moon. I think I'd, uh, want to speak with Cece, here, first, about this... incredible opportunity that you gave us. Thank you, sir."
Principal Moon allowed us to stay in his now-dirty-and-horny-conference room, then he left.
Finally!
Nakasubsub pa din ang paa ko at minamasahe ang buong katigasan ng ari ni Teacher Kim. He looked at me, his fazed expression gave me so much pleasure. I was nervous but I was not going to show it.
I tried to look suggestive and that I was enjoying every inch that his throbbing erection was revealing to me. I bit my lip and smiled a little but let my eyes shy away. Truthfully, I still wasn't all that confident with what I was doing.
He wanted to say something but he seemed to be out of words. His mouth would partly open, then his lips would press against each other. He was in a back and forth, parang he wanted to gain control of the situation but he has already unwillingly surrendered. It went on forever, or at least it felt like it. I was not willing to stop or will I ever get tired. I was enjoying his hard cock, so big, it hurts.
He opened his mouth full, dry and famished, his brows crooked, then he looked down to where my foot was, where it kept itself busy and happy. He gaped at it, his forehead creased but there was an invisible smile in his face. He watched my foot like time didn't exists, and I just wasn't stopping.
But to a painful surprise, he stopped it. His hand gripped hard on my ankle, his mouth set in a hard line, his face stiff, and it looked like he was trying to stop something else.
"I told you to control yourself, Cece," he said in a deep, dark, and dominating voice.
He lifted his head, wet his lips, then he gawked at me superior and in-charged. His eyes were striking, powerful and arresting. It didn't make me feel scared, but I did feel inferior, weak, and powerless. I suddenly felt ashamed.
Despite that, with all the strength left in me, I pulled my foot from his grip, slipped into my doll shoes back, then I stood up. I didn't want to be the loser again, my anger from the last incident surged up again and I wanted to punish him, this time it will hurt.
"Ok." I said, unperturbed, like it was the only thing to say.
"What? Ok? That's it?" he asked; his face, baffled.
"Yea. Ok."
"What do you mean OK? You think, this is ok? You think, I am ok?"
His voice rose, distraught. Although, the last question sounded a little more pleading than upset, remorseful than offended; it made me want to hug him and tuck him to bed.
"No... I don't know."
I tried to remain collected but my knees were trembling, my nerves were failing me, and like a tub of cold freezing water was poured over me. I suddenly realised what I just did, and if this continues to be a serious talk, I would have zero idea what to say. I had to go. I had to run!
"This... I, I, I can't... You... This... I..." he was lost for words, agitated even. I felt a little sorry for him. But I needed to run.
"Where are you going?"
He grabbed my hand but I pulled it hastily like I just got burned really hot. He was caught off-guard. He lifted both his palms and yielded.
"To the toilet, sir. I need to change my panties. In case you didn't notice, it was red. Now it's.. wet."
"Oh."