SHANA
After taking a walk around the Italian Restaurant area. I did not expect that there is a nice garden along the way. It is a mall by the way and contains many shops and many restaurants, as well as cinemas, a gym, arcades and a large central activity center, often used to stage events.
I have been in NY but never been strolling in this area. I know the mall name but did not came to that other part of the restaurant. Well, how would I know I do not go out more often.
I do not even know what's going on with him when he invited me to have dinner tonight. I was okay because I did not think any malicious at all about his invitation. Even we are not that close I mean super close but when we were inside the restaurant things were surprisingly insane.
I know I have feelings for him but him to me as Shana, I do not think so because he likes Zari physically. I know I am the same feature as Zari. However, I changed it into not so fashionably just the plain Shana.
A man like Colton likes someone as Zari's appearance. Who would not be thinking doubtfully when he asked me on a date? A pregnant woman to be exact… well, I know that he is the father and I think I do not intend to tell him that. I guess, I do not know, whatever! My head might spin if I do that now.
Despite, with our conversations, I guess I am going insane. I am very confident woman but now that I am pregnant, I feel like I have so many doubts in me.
Luckily, the waiter came back again with our remaining foods Colton ordered. We stopped talking about that matter. He did not open up that topic or not even talking at all just us, eating in silent.
I was glad because I am starving and I was craving for the foods in front of me. I hope after this, he will not pursue anymore with that dating thing.
I do not know what to say anymore because I know he likes Zari. This will be too complicated situation for me. He will know my secrets and I am not ready yet.
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We went to our condominium in silence and I do not want to say something first because I do not know what to open up some topics. My mind for now was blank.
We arrived at the parking lot basement. I unbuckled the seatbelt once he stopped the engine. He walked down first and opened the door for me.
"Thank you." I smiled a little but I was nervous at the same time. We reached the elevator and pressed my floor. I waited him to press his floor but he did not.
"Thank you for the wonderful dinner," I said looking at him. "Are you not going to press your floor?" I asked.
He turned his head on me. "No, I walk you into your unit." He responded like he is serious.
"What! Why?" I asked, without blinking.
"I already told you a while ago." Colton said firmly.
"Huh! You were asking me on a date but now sending me to my unit." I said a little irritating.
'What is wrong with him tonight? He just gone for three days from the business trip and when he came back, he was some kind of different person to me.'
We arrived at my floor and I walked out first and did not wait for him. I was a little bit agitated of what's going on in his mind. Why is he doing this to me all of the sudden?
I was in front of my door and I faced him. "Thank you again for the dinner and sending me to my door. Goodnight!" I said, smiling.
However, he just stood there, as he did not hear me out. "What are you waiting for? Are you not going to let me in?" he said, me, I stood there looking like hello what are you talking about, expression seen on my face.
"What? Why?" I asked pouting my lips. "Why are you going inside my unit?" He just stared at me without saying a word. He did not reply just stare and stare, as this is not going to end.
I know I should not have been asking him like that. Since he took me out for dinner of course, he should send me home. But I do not feel like this is not I expect it to be.
I pressed the pass codes of my door to open it. I walked first and did not invite him in because I am really upset but could not say I am mad. Am I mad?
No, I was slightly happy at the same time confused. My baby kicked when Colton walked towards me in the living room. I rubbed my tummy again because my baby is very active tonight kicking me to the left and right at the same time.
"Now, that I am home you can go home too." I said, smiling at him. "Do not get this wrong Colton. It's just that I am not used to this."
"Then, you have to use to it from now on. You will feel my presence and my face every day." Looking at me firmly, okay that was not really, I sign for when he got me pregnant. This is a good thing for my baby but a bad sign to me. I still haven't told him yet and I am already stressing out deep inside.
I sighed. 'Gosh, why is it so hard on me? Why is he doing this to me?' Then our baby kick again at the same time left and right.
"Aw" That was really weird. I have been feeling it at the same time. Sometimes, I have been thinking that I am having two babies inside me.
But then, it erased my thoughts because it was only one. I keep my pregnant journal with me and it was only one in the hologram.
Whatever!