5.First moments back
My son is coming home today, everything seemed to be going well since I pleaded if I'd confess they needed to put my family in witness-protection to keep us safe from him and whatever he haves in store for us.
Sara Summers concludes her choices to prevent anything like that ever happening again, I hope I did the right thing please Lord.
... FLASHBACKS ...
I told the Detective what she wanted to hear.
Something like in the we loved seeing in the movies the criminal confessing to their crimes, yet still I was innocent but the feeling felt the same.
Who it might she asked and why might they be after your family.
Kay-go was his nickname, His real name were Lue Winter and were Liam's blood brother.
His mother left him at my home after that fated argument, and never come back alive.
Liam was just one years old so he couldn't haved no past memories of his mother and died family.
His older brother thought he died with is parents and from that day, he had vowed to get revenge.
All his minds thoughts blamed me for his family's death, rightfully so it was my fault.
His mother was my sister and had died in a car accident after a argument with me, sorrow errupted from Miss Summers heart that were seen able through her eyes and feel-able to me as I were with her in the room.
It's truly my fault that my sister died, I don't what happened but it's not your fault Sara!
The detective consoled my emotions for what I felt I have done, the one of my biggest crimes I have blamed myself on, even thought she told me and I knew it was not my fault the voice inside my head said otherwise.
Moister started to show around the same women I have sitting here with these past hours hearing her life storie that were to hard for me to hear.
Her life was a rotten saga I wouldn't even wish any human being, but still Miss Summers eyes were the greenest eyes I'd ever seen.
Seeing someone with so much love that was eye blinding hurt so much, made me feel to crying what is with this world.
What's wrong with people to hurt each other, do they not know what they're doing to one another.
She pretends her crying off, but it was to blunt not to be seen or felt the pain of silent screaming also could be heard but also ignored by others.
"It's just my allergies", no need to be worried.
Is't wrong for me to admire another women beauty in the sitaution she is in.
Something I no longer felt I hated me what I felt inside like that, am I a bad person for feeling this.
I wondered to myself as I still did get lost in Sara Summers kind voice and beautiful eyes, or was I biosexcual my thoughts scared me for an bit to much.
After her heartfilled talked I thought she needed a break and my heart was tired for hearing such an sad life-storie she has had.
Miss Summers do you want a moment, no I can still talk!
Her rushed answer filled a moment of silence that were to uncomfortable.
Miss Summers forced herself to continue talking, this is to protect what have loved and loved that has felt my hole life, Sara I can't hide myself in my mind living my life half lived no more.
You could not protect your mother how can you protect your family, why is this voice I always had in my head to nagtive, I already knew that leave me alone I don't know you!
Could a person switch that voice off in your head that everyone seemed to have when you have been messed up to badly you couldn't protect yourself and someone a new had to rise to protect and said HELLO!!
I can go futher,wavering words slip out of her Sara's mouth as she wonders can she really?
Can I trust that voice, no you can't Sara!!
I'm not weak, I am not alone, I have a family that makes me strong, I'm not alone my family loves me.
The hole mood in this interagation is always faded with a wrong sense of where you are, some feeling that I quiet knew far to well something that I hated to know so well, oh Sara grow up you love it the voice said in my head.
... End of Flashbacks ...
Mom! ... mom!
Are Liam coming home today.
Sara Stares at her ciouress son wondering what to say because she didn't know if the doctors will let him come home today, maybe I need to give my son some hope she wonders to herself.
Yes Luke, your brother is coming home today.
Did you make him a get well card yet.
A selfconsious blush renders on my sons cute speechless face, yes mom he pulls the blue page he hide from his back showing his drawing of our family, even with grandpa and grandma.
My father in law died 3 months ago it was a really heartfilled drawing I wanted to show to my mother-in-law but I doughted she could handle it.
This was a really nice one, remembering me of our last family meal where everyone was laughing at grandpa and my husband's silly jokes.
Relieving any bad thoughts of stress or worked stress.
Mom ... mom can we have a Sunday dinner with the hole family here, my little Luke words renders me wondering, can children read their parents mind or is't only me?
Luke I tell you what, I will invite grandma for Sunday-dinner, mom cam we take grandfather his Sunday meal to, Yes we can!
I smoothing smile shows it's way on Luke's face as he skips his way back to the the dinning table from the kitchen where I were, probobaly waiting for porage I'd to make him and for Ashlin her morning feeding from me.
I made him some Corn Flakes and nice warmly milk poured ontop of the porage and made my way to the bedroom where Ashlin was still sleeping peacfully.
Sara conresses her daughter's blond hair threw her fingers listen to her infint baby's breathing as she layed next to her daughter.
Seconds become minutes and so on as I started feeling sleeping as my eyes started fading into a dream yet still holding softly onto my daughters hand.
A cracking sound wakes me from my slumber, the window was open yet I couldn't recall opening it, nah it's probably Luke knowing in the Summer days like it were days was warm and unkind in peoples home.
A light passing of wind fills the room, I should close it a little leaving only a little space for fresh air I wouldn't want Ashlin to get sick in anyway and I still didn't know if she had allergies yet because the doctors didn't test for everything, which is best don't you think so because she is still a infint baby!
Someone lurks their face inside they're room, "Oh lord their sleeping, are they ready what is next" the lurking eyes turns into an face we already knew far to well.
That tired face that looks like it has spent nights up thinking and not sleeping with an creeping voice that sends chills down my spine.
Something is wrong, mothers inteusion right?
Something tells me to, Sara please wake up!
A sight of nightmares Kay-go is holding my daughter in his arms muming her to sleep, the same person that sended my son to the hospital.
Please she has nothing to do with this, sssh miss Winter you wouldn't want me to drop your daugher.
Haaaaa I wake up from my dream that felt like bruise torn off, Fisrtly check up on my family, Luke is still sleeping and my daugher is sleeping in her cot.
I made my tip toe to our living room, and picked up our house phone.
The phone rang ... and ... rang.
:Hello
: Hello sister why are you calling me 15:15 am in the afternoon.
:I need to ask you an favour will you come sleep over by my house, I just don't feel safe anymore.
:Okay Sara I will be there tomorrow, it's okay to feel like you're because you have been through alot.
Is Liam and your husband okay!
: Thank you, they said that Liam is coming home today I really hope everything is going to go to how it use to be.
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