Chapter 9
Where you are I'm there to
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Mom's best friend, aunt Smith walked up behind us to stand there and watch us from a distance.
"it's beautiful" he says.
He's so different ever since last I saw him. The last we were together playing on the park swings. We have a habit of chasing each other up and down the park. We love playing swinging on the park swings just to see who will swing higher then each and then we let go falling on on feet then racing to monkey bars, just trying to cross it without falling to the ground. We loved pretending their were crocodiles under is. Same to say always I won like every time netherless it's fun being around him, at our age its critical to be around fun people. This weren't the first time I've seen him hurt either, in the past he broke both his wrist playing with grown kids soccer. He took a hard fall to the ground with both his arms held out, everything bad happened while playing in his yard with those older boys and girls. They weren't even kind, they just stood and stared away as he fell and as soon as Liam started screaming they ran away quickly.
luckily Luke were always there so he ran in and called their mother, I could hear his screaming from inside my home so I rushed over but by the time I came out his mother picked him up and took the car driving off leaving Luke their to take care of his little sister that weren't that little anymore. I so wished I could of gone with not to see what happened but I wanted to just know if he's going to be okay.
This time I could feel and tell things were different, mother told me what happened to the Summer family, so I couldn't ask a question that might make them cross with me.
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" yes it's Liam" whispering gently (Oh Liam, I thought the stars were the most mesmerizing thing we had seen together, maybe something else took that place).
Their are certainly things that were so different about him after all he has been through, when me and mom visited Liam in the hospital we spoke about things, I mean I spoke and he didn't care to even listen to me. I told him no matter how hard things get I will always be here for you, "we'll be fine as long as we are together". But he still didn't look at me, I thought I did something wrong I felt so hurt.
I were crying outside" Mom we have been friends so long he didn't want look or talk to me even just a single minute" dear it isn't you it's him he just needed to be alone Rheagan.
"For how long mother" as long as he needs dear, don't worry when he's ready he come talk to you. Since we have babies we were friends mother always says. We just bonded and I use to always fight with him making him crying.
Now he's acting like things were always different, like we were never best friends.My mother hugged me to comfort me with her motherly love, her muscles and body were tense for seconds until she accepted my hug.
It was just not the right thing for him, Rhea it's not you he just didn't wanted campany probably, as a mother I felt I had to lie her she wouldn't of understood the hole situation and might of ended up hating him because he didn't want to been seen by her now.Mom why does boys always have to make things so hard, can't he just talk about how he feels.
" Rhea my sweet daughter it just is girls will always talk about how they feel and boys will always keep everything inside hiding their feelings until they ready to talk about them". Mom and I went home and that night we just watched chick flicks and comedies I weren't ready to sleep also 8:25 Pm already past my bed time.
2 Weeks later
Why did I do that to Rhea when I were at the hospital, I really starting to miss my rival and best friend. I asked mom if I could go visit Rhea. When I got home after being at the hospital for 3 days.
" yes sure just don't go off to far" sure mom. I kinda thought I had to write a note to her saying sorry because it felt just to be the perfect thing to do, I had to do to apologize.
Dear Rhea
- I really sorry for not talking to you
-I know you where just their to cheer me up with ice cream probably
- I miss talking to you, playing with you all around this world we created in our yards and playground
I placed a sticker on with my hand written words for Rhea, I just didn't want her sister or mom to read what I wrote for her. On, two and I were running out my room. Mom I off " sure just don't go to far" I won't!
I were off to the home next to ours, surprisingly to me I felt so anxious a nervous ball were in my stomach and throat, should I just turn around my heart were about about to burst out of my chest or I were become a super saiyan, must be that right?
I took the deepest breath I ever took in my 4 years being alive and slide the noted letter under the door which I can sure were a abyss of darkness I couldn't see anything the must of ate my letter.Sooner the later I heard movement becoming footsteps, I thought the inside must be flying around the house. A sudden urge forced me to open the door. But then I heard her Rhea sister's voice so ran home. I must flew because I can't remember how I got home so fast.
A hole 3 days had gone by with no reply from Rhea does she not want to be friends with me anymore, I kept asking myself. A knock on my door it were Miss Smith not Rhea my hopes so crushed, my one thing I regretted were not talking to Rhea. My best friends son ran to his room, I knew why but should I tell him my daughter has the flue that's why she can't see him. Every night when I check on her before she I go to bed she is reading your letter ( you two will make a couple one day, my son in law huh).
The next day I had to go to school like always, the day boring until I see her eyes peeking through the window looking at me as I made way home, " I felt so warm either it were the warm sun blazing on me as it were a warm day boy.
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2 Years later
Rhea Prov ...
Well I five years old and I have been in love with him since he moved next to me oh. When we were at my home watching Dragon ball Gt. Liam seemed to love watching it he's favorite character where the protecagnist Goku and he were really strong overcoming his every rival. When Goku made a Kahamaaha Liam also made one his such a dorky boy my sister always joked.
Dear diary I think he's so cute, funny and just as amazing as cotton candy oh I love cotton candy, oh when can I have gotten candy!
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I hear voices from the outside my room, " dear Rhea is in her room". I've to hide this diary under my pillow. Come on Rhea this looks totally suspicious, so I decide to jump off my bed to lay myself on favorite blue rhug deciding to stare at my seeling. Good I thought "anyone who comes in now will think I just bored and I have nothing to hide".
" Hi princess"
" Hi Green"
Both me and him started laughing, it were our inside joke ( what are we still doing inside Liam).
" Oh I don't know maybe cause I waiting for you to get up" he says.
" Rhea give me your hand, I'll help you up" okay just don't drop me I tease, that only happened once Rhea.
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