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Chapter 23 - I've come this far for what?

Third person's POV

Jimin decided to tell y/n everything. Y/n also wanted to talk it out with him.

Y/n was still asleep on the couch. Jimin refreshened himself and sat on the corner of the bed.

He kept staring at y/n.

He thought to himself, why she wanted to help him. He's been bad to her, and after being friend's too, he thought he wouldn't get that close with her or be able to share his feelings that are buried deep inside his heart.

Y/n in the other hand, who knew only a little about him and yet wanted to help him. She knew deep down how he must've felt, cause both were facing the same kinda problem.

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Jimin's POV

I sat at the corner and looked at her.

I should tell her everything. She has to know what is happening in my life too.

She suddenly woke up. I realised I was still staring at her.

"Jimin. You woke up. How are you feeling now?" She asked.

"I-I'm fine. A-and.... thank you for your help." I said.

"It's ok." She said looking down.

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Y/n's POV

I woke up and saw Jimin sitting.

"Jimin. You woke up. How are you feeling now?" I asked him.

"I-I'm fine. A-and.... thank you for your help." He said.

"It's ok." I said and looked down.

Our conversation flashed in my mind.

"Y/n, I want to to talk it out with you." He said. I couldn't believe my ears.

"It's ok if you don't want. It's not necessary." I said.

"No, I need to tell you and I want to. You've told me everything about you, but I haven't. So I would like to have a nice chat with you." He said.

I felt kinda happy. I didn't know why exactly. Is it because he wanted to be open to me? Or because he wanted me to know about it?

"Ok, as you wish." I said.

He got up and closed door and latched it.

He sat opposite to me. I pulled the chair a bit more closer to the bed.

"Hyun-ae and I were together for two years."

The first sentence itself made me shocked. I just kept quiet and listened.

"We both met each other at the dance class. Both of us loved dance. We used to practice together also. We both were doing good.

It was Taehyung's birthday. And Hyun-ae had a get together party at her home. But I didn't attend it cause I was with Taehyung. And for me friends first and then everything.

She got angry with me. I apologised and forgave me. But later after a week or two, I got to know that she hadn't invited them to the party.

I just left it. But this continued. She didn't call them for any occasions. She never came to meet them or came to our dorm. Slowly she started brainwashing my mind, that I don't need friends and I need only her.

But I got to know what she was doing. And I broke it off with her. And from that day, I showed hatred on her and every girl. She hurt me a lot." He said. A tear escaped through his eyes.

"Hey Jimin. It's ok. It's all over now. Look at me." I said and lifted his head.

"I'm sorry you had gone through all this. But it's over now. Past is in the past. It's not gonna come again." I tried comforting him.

"But there's something I want to know. What did she do, for you not to see the boys?" I asked. Maybe I shouldn't have asked. But I wanted to know.

"She'd ask me to stay at her place most of the times. She'd try stopping me from going to places where I usually go with them. If she sees them somewhere, she'd take me somewhere else. Even at class, she'd say she wants to make out with me, but instead she doesn't want me to be with them." He said.

There was so much pain as he said those words.

I went and sat next to him. I rubbed his back.

He pulled me in for a hug. I hugged him back, still caressing his back.

His head was buried in neck. I could feel his hot breath in my skin.

"Are you feeling better now?" He asked.

"For what?"

"I hurt you yesterday. And did I slap you too hard?" He asked.

I laughed and broke the hug.

"I'm better now. And even if it was hard, I wouldn't mind. Cause I deserved it." I said.

"Sorry." He said looking down.

"Look, there's nothing to worry. We're fine now. So let's move ahead and see what's next." I said and smiled. He smiled back.

"Let's go and have fun, instead of talking about useless people." He said and grabbed my hand and took me out. I followed him.

Everyone were seated outside. They were shocked to see us back together.

We seated on the couch and looked at them.

"What are you guys looking at?" Jimin asked.

"When did you guys get back together?" Hoseok oppa asked.

"Just now. Anything wrong?" I asked, lifting one eyebrow.

"Nothing. Let's do our work. We have time now, we better finish it off." Namjoon oppa said. We nodded and went to our rooms and started with the work.

*5 days later

The week finally got over. Our suspension time was also done. And from tomorrow we could continue the trip.

The entire week finished our work. In the extra time, we'd practice individually.

The rooms, halls, every place inside was occupied by someone.

*the next day

I woke up happily. Today was the day, I was waiting eagerly for.

But I felt like I had no interest. After grandma's death, I don't know should I still continue.

Suddenly, my dad came to my mind. The things he told, the way he looked after me, and the last time I saw him before he passed away.

I got ready and went out and sat on the couch. My father was the one who came to my mind. I couldn't get out of it.

'Y/n, it's in the past. Gone is gone. They're not gonna come back. Just focus on what's next.'

I kept replaying these words in my mind and relaxed myself.

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Third person's POV

The others had gathered and were leaving.

"Y/n, come let's go." Jimin called out. But she didn't respond.

He went to her and brought her back to reality.

"Y/n, everything's fine?" He asked doubtfully.

"Yeah, yeah. Let's go." She said and headed with them.

They got into their vehicle and the driver drove.

During the ride, y/n wasn't involving in anything.

She didn't talk nor laugh nor respond. She kept looking out at the window.

Jimin had been noticing her from the hotel. She was acting different. She would be the first one to talk and make them happy. But now, she kept quiet throughout the ride.

They soon reached the destination. Everyone shouted in happiness, and that's when y/n knew she was here.

They got down and looked at it.

Lisa who noticed her behaviour was different, went over to her and asked,

"Y/n, is everything ok? You don't seem to look good."

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Y/n's POV

"I-I'm fine." I said.

"Y/n, whatever problem it is, I know you'll over come it." She said.

"I don't know if this is right. I've just lost my grandma and do I dance after losing her?" I asked her and myself.

Whatever I'm doing, is it right? Am I going on the right track?

"Y/n, this is your dream. What have you come here for? You've gotta achieve and make them proud. You're here now. There's no going back. It's now or never y/n. I hope you make a good decision." She said and left with the others.

I thought about what she said.

She was right. It's now or never. I've come this far for what? To show myself. I have to prove myself.

Lisa's words gave me the courage to get inside and make my family proud.

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Third person's POV

The others went in and introduced themselves.

One of the mentor asked where was y/n. Lisa said,"She'll come."

She knew y/n very well, even though they only met this year.

They started doing warmups. The boys were getting worried, whether she'd come or not.

Lisa encouraged the boys, but inside she was a bit tensed.

"Where is she?" The mentor asked.

"Sir, she'll come sir." Lisa said boldly.

"Let her come. You guys show me your dance." He said.

*time skip

They had finished their dance, but there was no sign of y/n.

Everyone felt disappointed.

"Looks like she's not gonna come." The mentor said and continued,"I'll tell you about-"

He was cut by y/n's entrance.

She came breathing heavily.

"Sir, sorry.... I'm late. Next time it won't happen." She said and waited for response.

Lisa was very happy to see y/n and she had taken her words and come. So were the boys happy that you had come.

"It's your first day, ok. Next be on time. Now you can come in." He said.

She walked in and kept her backpack aside. She stood in front of the mentor and bowed to him and introduced herself.

"I'm Y/n Wang. Nice meeting you."

"Nice meeting you too. I'm Shawn. I'll be your mentor for today. But first, I'd like to see what you've got." He said.

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Y/n's POV

He asked me to show some of my moves. I've got a ton of it.

"Music please." I said and Jungkook played some.

The music was very grooving. And it was one of my favourite song.

I started dancing to it.

*after few minutes

I finished dancing and looked at the mentor.

"Wow!" He said.

"It was wonderful. At your age, I didn't even know what to do yet. But you guys are really amazing." He said.

"Thank you." We said in unison.

"Now, be seated. I've got to tell you something." He said and we sat down and rested ourselves.

"Ok. Today, I'll be guiding you. But tomorrow, you'll be having separate mentors. You'll be dancing in pairs. In your group there are only two girls. One pair has been confirmed. And one of you will be with the other girl.

For the rest, you can choose from your cheerleader group or you can pair with a boy. It's up to you." He said and paused for a response.

"Sir, can we know who is the confirmed pair?" Jin oppa asked.

"The pair is...." he said and took out his phone to check.

"The pair is Y/n and Jimin. This was confirmed by your dance teacher. And Lisa, it's up to you to choose your partner." He said.

Everyone looked at me and Jimin. And then at Lisa, cause she's gotta decide.

"I'll.... I'll be with jungkook." She said.

"Ok. The others, do you want to be partners among yourself or??"

"We'll be amongst ourselves." Hoseok oppa said.

"Then in one group, there'll be three people. I'll give you time to discuss about your pairs. So each pair will have a separate mentor. And there was another group who are gonna join us shortly." He said and few girls entered the room.

"Here they are!" He said.

Everyone were shocked to see them. Especially Jimin. He looked at me. I nodded my head, making sure there won't be any problem.

Hyun-ae and her gang entered.

But I myself was shocked inside. Why is she here? What is she gonna do and what does she want?

Whatever it is, I should try my best to keep away from her. If I shouldn't hurt Jimin, then I have to do it.

It's all for our team's good. I should control myself or it'll turn out to a big problem. Let's see what happens...

To be continued...