I drove to the hospital and the doctor said that they want to run some tests but I declined because Fire would not like that.
And now were home, were here in our room.
"If I can turn back the time I would" I said.
"Why?"
"So I can secure you in my arms over and over again" I said and hugged her from behind.
"Baby, can you sing a song for me?" She looks very tired as she said that.
Now I'm getting weak like she is right now, I want to cry because I know what will happen now.
"What song baby?" I asked caressing her face.
As I looked at her I memorized her features her face that I will never forget.
"The song you sang when your courting me"
"Which one, its so many" my tears is falling.
"The first one" she said.
'Bucket full of tears
Baby know I'm here
I'm here waiting
Close your precious eyes
And just realize
I'm still fighting
For you to be with me
Sit under this tree
And we can watch the sun rise
We can watch the sunrise'
"I'm tired, Baby" Nicole said but I continued.
'Wake up feel the air that I'm breathin'
I can't explain this feeling that I'm feelin'
I won't go another day without you
I know it feels like no one's around
But baby you're wrong
Just get rid of that fear
Promise that I'm here
I'll never be gone'
"Michael Luigi Delfiero, I love you" she said.
'So baby come with me
We can fly away
And we can watch the stars shine
And baby you can be my love, oh' I sang softly.
"I love you too, Nicole Fire Gallego'' with that she started to close her eyes.
I was about to stop but..." Continue singing"
I'm crying.
'Wake up feel the air that I'm breathin'
I can't explain this feeling that I'm feelin'
I won't go another day without you, without you
Hold on, I promise it gets brighter
And when it rains, I'll hold you even tighter
I won't go another day without you, without you'
"Remember that I'll always love you okay?, even if I leave I will still be by your side always" she said.
I'm here behind her hugging her tearing up.
"C-can i sleep now?" And it made me cry more but I continued singing.
'And this is me tonight
There's no more games and no more lies
And I know it's right
'Cause of the way you look into my eyes
And when I hold you tight
The worries disappear, I'm glad you're in my life'
'Promise me you will not be angry at me when I leave, okay?" I just nodded.
''You can sleep now, Baby, sorry for being selfish"
"Goodnight, Baby...I love you" she finally closed her eyes.
I cried and sob.....
'Wake up feel the air that I'm breathin'
I can't explain this feeling that I'm feelin'
I won't go another day without you
Hold on, I promise it gets brighter
And when it rains, I'll hold you even tighter
I won't go another day without you, without you
And I won't I won't go another day
Without you'
"I love you too, Baby....you will always be in my heart..." I kissed her head for the last time, before I lay her in the bed and called her parents to say that the love of my life is finally resting in peace.
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Days had passed and all of us are here in white you in your dress and I'm in mine.
But not marrying me, oh hell I wish.
At the same time burying you, I buried my whole lifeless world...