"Your always zoning out" one of my friend co-doctors here in the hospital said.
"Chase, just please leave me alone" I said and someone called me from the speaker.
"And that's my call" I said and turn around.
I'm always zoning out after that so called reunion.
I'm always thinking about him, that why I'm keeping myself busy.
Now I'm going to my surgery to get my head from that lunatic.
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After my last surgery for the day I stayed a couple of minutes because of a patient issues, me and my team had a talk about it.
So now I'm heading out, I was about to get in my car when someone honked.
Then the windows rolled down, and just that my so thought all day good is now ruined by him.
"We have to talk" he said.
"Uhmm, there's nothing that we need to talk about" I said and by that he got out of his car.
"You know I'm a little bit tired of this avoiding thing and we have to do something about it" he said now in front of me.
He suddenly carried me to his shoulder and shove me to his car.
"Hey!'' I said trying to get out.
This man I crazy. "You know this is kidnapping!" I said.
"If you want to talk and might as well lock you up in my place" he said.
"Then you can have the talk you want now, there's no need to kidnap me!" I just said for him to stop.
"Okay, let's start with a question" he finally stopped the car. "Why are you so much like a -- what is that -- oh yeah a little bitch, why did you leave me hanging like that!?"
"Don't you get it, cause I really understood, that its not actually me its her, always her!..." I said with raging anger I tried to hide all these years "You just USED me to get out of your misery, its all in your head, well come to think of it did you really forget her or I'm just here being a rebound!"
"I didn't used you to get off my misery how did you get that idea?"
"Did you actually forgot that your an open book for me, your soul is very visible from your eyes, I can read you easily...Boo" and that maked him silent.
"I take that as a 'Your right, Boo, your always right' kind of thing silence"
"Just drive, take me home" and with that he drove me to my house.
"I'm not surprised that you knew my house" I said and shut the door of his car.
I got in and I felt all the energy came out, all at once.
Then I felt him knock on my door. "Elle, please open up" he said softly.
"I've already been open to you but what did I get a fucking heart break" and there goes my tears again falling silently.
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After that day I avoided him, thinking of him everything that's about him, I can't afford another heart break.
"Brie, cheer up you've been like this for like what?, a week or two?" Maddie said.
Were here in one of Sophia's cafe and yet she's not here.
"I just- ughhh" im lost for words!!!
"Isn't the other way around?, Luigi must go through this not you!... Well if you want to get even with him---"
"Of course!" I quickly said.
"You can always continue are so called 'Postponed plan' what do you think?"