The following working day after a restful weekend makes you feel so blue.
I walk towards the station listening to my favorite songs.
"Ashley, Ashley!" someone tap on my shoulder and I turned around.
" Hey, Long time. How are you? Was calling out to you, and you didn't response "
I am really sure I gape for a while because the person standing next to me was none other than my high school crush, Eddie! My mind was blurred for a moment.
I smile, many things ran through my mind but I didn't put a single feeling out.
" Oh, I had my earphones on " I said sheepishly. Man, he makes me act all super girly.
I didn't have much to say as I didn't know what to say, it was kinda awkward silent for a minute or two till Eddie broke the silent.
" Nice to see you again, I am leaving to another state for my engineering course, very soon" he said.
I wished him all the best and stuffs and I turned and left..
I left! Inside my head I was cursing myself, I could have easily ask for his contact number. Damn! I am so stupid.
Eddie on the other side looked on as I walked off. He had a regretful look, a sad look on his face as he finally turned around and went.
On reaching my classroom and I looked outside the window.
There she was, walking in through the gate like an angel. I saw her smiling and walking in daintily with her friends.
The urge to punched her friends on their stupid face was bubbling inside me. As I look at them with blood shot eyes.
"Ashley! " Esha called me as she walked in the class.
I turned around." Whats brewing there? " asked Esha." Eh, nothing " I pretended everything was cool.
" For a second, I thought I felt the demon of death possessed you" she said as she looked out of the window to see what was there.
Her action made me skip a heart beat or two (which I still don't know why) and felt relieved when there was no one outside the window.
I casually ask who that new girl was (thankfully she didn't feel anything wrong with me asking that, while my heart felt like someone was grabbing it hard)
"oh! she is Michelle, we just have one common paper with her she said."
I acted as if, it was a casual conversation.
I shifted to our usual chatting, while my heart was skipping wildly hearing her name.
My mind and heart coordination fails whenever it concerns her. It was gnawing me from within.