Dear LadyBug,
I do not apologize. I refuse to say it's anyone's fault for what I am about to do. I hate to see you in so much pain..especially since you have done so much for our community. The children are happy to see you every morning. When you sleep and they come in the room, the always want you to put them to sleep. I understand how harsh reality is but remember, your power is something that came from within. A goddess of the children, protecter and leader of a strong group of rebels.
I know what you did though. I know what she is doing to you deep inside.
In order to make you happy, keep in mind that our relationship will continue to bloom..whether or not you want to join me but..I am sacrificing myself for you. Our life is like a flower..and even though my petals were healthy, I knew yours weren't. Each of them went from Lilac, to brown and finally black.
When you read this, do not cry..do not scream. Just put this paper in the lake and wait with the children. Tell them nothing because they know I will not return. I did this for you my love. If that isn't enough to prove my equal of you..then it was worth falling in love with you. The best 3 years of my life..spent with a glorious soul who learned how to unlock her inner person.
"I may sleep in the night and cry in the day..but my tears will feed the children of those who cannot speak or hear. My eyes will be the sky while our love will be the leaves. I shall not wilt for as long as you love me. When it's your time, only then will the Phoenix rise from her burning hatred and show her true colors."
Love you,
Darien