Rosch was at the back. He didn't want his subordinates to see him struggling that much with his inner demons. But in truth they wouldn't care. They were so happy about their easy victory and the loot that they got, that they only talked about that. They even started to say, if the enemy is as strong as those they just met, it would be an easy war.
" Don't get cocky. Never underestimate your enemy. Elves, you should know it the best. In the elven civil war you lost more than 100 of your brothers. Every war has his price and to hold that to a minimum, we need to give our all.", Rosch suddenly shouted from the back. He didn't like the attitude of his warriors. Before Gorker's story, he may have even laughed with them, but now he knew they had to always be prepared and take them as equal opponents.
" You can celebrate, mourn, be happy, sad or just don't even give a damn, but the next day you have to be ready meeting the opponent head on without looking down on them. Today they were easy, but that does not mean they will be the same in the war. Because if you do, you will surely die.", Rosch said further. The words hit the Elves harder, since they remembered their civil war against the Sunshine family. But their eyes brightened again.
"YES CHIEFLING.", They shouted out loud. It was so loud that animals in a radius of 2 kilometers ran for their lives. Rosch knew the Elves would be serious, but he had a bit of doubt about the Goblins. Just like him since they joined his territory, they only won and seemed to get more arrogant with every victory.
"It's okay. Warriors are different. While it is true, overconfidence can be lethal for a single individual, for an army it does not matter. When you are in the war fighting, it depends more on the overall moral and your ability to lead. If the leader gets devastated or killed, the army will follow, if he stays strong and kills other leaders the army will get stronger, too. It is weird, but even if you are outnumbered, the death of one being can change the entire situation. ", Ziriana suddenly said, shocking Rosch.
" You were in an army?", Rosch asked, but Ziriana just looked away getting a pained face. He knew she didn't trust him yet and that is why he shouldn't ask more for now. The mood was a bit depressin.
Rosch always looked at Aria and couldn't ask, but she felt it and somehow knew what he wanted to ask.
"We didn't get raped. If that is what you want to ask. They almost did, but we defended ourselves. To hold down a Nightwalker is dangerous, since we can release our bones blades, but after the beating they almost fucked Ziriana. We were just lucky that the other unit came stopping them. They wanted to make her a gift for someone and the rest is as you know. ", Aria said, while looking at Ziriana. She got hurt badly for resisting so much.
" I.... I shouldn't be happy. But I am a bit, I am sorry. It would have been better, if you had just complied. It's better that you stay alive, than getting killed for resisting.", Rosch said with a shaky voice. If something happens that is similar, as with Galia's mother. He would wish his females to stay strong and survive, not trying to kill themselves. If they get sullied, it would hurt and make him mad, but at least they were alive and with him.
" That's not so easy. If someone would rape you or break you emotionally in another way. Could you live with that? Could you look into the eyes of your loved ones and just forget everything. Sometimes there are things worse than physical pain and death.", Ziriana suddenly spoke again, shocking Rosch.
" She may be right. Gorker told me the only reason he didn't kill himself was, because he knew Galia was his child and would need protection. His body didn't feel pain anymore, it was his mind that fucked him every day. ", Rosch thought, while looking at Ziriana. She was silent most of the way, but it seems some topics hit her to hard. Rosch gripped her bottom and chest strong and pressed her against himself more.
She wanted to say something, but somehow being held like that didn't feel that bad for her.
Hours went by fast and Rosch was almost at his territory, as he heard a commotion in front of his cave. He went faster with many of his warriors and as they appeared and saw what was going on, Rosch almost snapped again.
Gorker, Vilcet and the other leaders were down or on their knees bleeding heavily, while Randan was holding little Roar in one hand.
"I WILL FUCKING MURDER YOU. ", Rosch roared, as he let Ziriana down. He dashed forward attacking Randan as fast as he could. It was the first time, but his eyes shone brightly silver. This time his body didn't expand, it was his magic power that rose tremendously. But Randan just moved a bit, holding little Roar in front, making Rosch stop immediately. Rosch was now to close with all momentum gone and got hit in his chest with a bone blade.
It was centimeters away from his heart. He was coughing up blood. You could hear screams and shouts.
"Just let my son go. I beg you.", Rosch said, his eyes becoming an even brighter shade of silver. His Elven bloodline was burning so much magic, because his son was in danger. He even seemed terrified a bit. He remembered Gorker's story and didn't want to see such a scene, where his family would get hurt in front of him. He pushed forward into the bone blade, shocking Randan.
Randan drew his bone blade back a bit out of shock and in that moment Rosch ripped his chest open, with blood spraying everywhere.
But he didn't care, because with a speed he has never reached before, he could get his son back from Randan.
Rosch held him, against his bleeding chest with a smile. He jumped back to his females, as he turned around and gave little Roar back to Aria, who was horrified by those fast moves and events right now. She just took little Roar and looked at the gaping hole on Roschar's chest. You could see his beating heart through the broken bones.
"All of you run. I will hold him as long as I can. If I go all out maybe I can at least give you some time.", Rosch said, while becoming paler by the second. But he released all his bone blades with a thin layer of magic around them.
He seemed ready to take down his father with him.
The pregnant females started to rush and cry, but those that weren't didn't move, determined to go down with Rosch and buying the others time. Rosch was shocked and didn't want any of his family to die. He wanted to say something, as another voice suddenly sounded.
"STOP IT. I JUST WANTED TO SEE MY FUCKING GRANDSON.", Randan shouted out loud, deafening some warriors, who tried to help Rosch.
"By Masarath. I wanted to see the quality of my grandson. If I wanted to take him by force or kill you all. I would have send my warriors and wouldn't have come myself.", Randan said tiredly, realizing even he went a bit to far with the joke.
He could have said he only wanted to check on his grandson and not just ripped the baby out of Thulpina's hand. But it seemed to much fun for him. Randan never believed that Gorker would suddenly attack him without any warning.
Everyone was shocked, adrenaline was pumping like crazy through all of them. Just Randan looked relaxed. Even his guards were fighting Roschar's guards. The were ready for death, since they were completely outnumbered by Roschar's force.
"But nicely done my son. You hurt me even, what was that tremendous rise in magical power suddenly? You surprised me again. ", Randan said smiling from ear to ear, while his hand was bleeding that he had held little Roar with.
"And that grandson of mine better be strong. I won't let three Nightwalker females birthing mediocre children. You better give your best genes or I will take them and try myself.", he said further smiling even stronger. He liked this chaotic situation it seemed. He may even have some instincts that tell him to take them, but his desire for the perfect warriors seemed to be much stronger.
Randan disappeared, as fast as he appeared. And left one hell of a chaos behind.
Rosch fell on his back bleeding to much, as Schajana dashed forward, still crying.
" Rosch, it is to hard. I... I have to rearrange your bones and then heal you, fuck. Somebody get my mother. She needs to do this.", Schajana shouted, while her tears couldn't stop.
The others of the family became crazy, too. Everyone was running around aimlessly and still in shock. Millisiana was the only one, who could bring order in this mess. But before she could send someone to get Silvana, she already appeared herself, because of the commotion. She looked shocked at the scene. Her pupils started to heal all the surrounding beings, while she took care of Rosch.
"Sch.. Schajana, what happened here?", Silvana asked, looking scared after seeing Roschar's horrible wounds. She instantly started to heal him. Breaking his ribs that stood out back in. Rosch hissed, because of the pain. But Silvana truly was amazing. She fixed Rosch up, making everyone astonished. After fixing the bones, she started to heal the flesh, all while Schajana told her what happened.
Before Randan appeared everything was silent, only little Roar made some playing sounds. They were all outside, looking at Roar, who liked to crawl around. Thulpina was running behind him so he wouldn't get to far away and caught him. But Randan suddenly appeared and ripped little Roar out of her hands. He looked at the baby, as if he got a new toy. His smile looked dangerously and Gorker reacted so fast that nobody even understood what happened, only Randan. He dodged instantly, countering mercilessly. Slashing a deep wound on Gorker's chest.
"Old friend. I can't take you lightly, so sorry for taking you down with everything I have.", Randan said, while stepping on Gorker's head readying himself to kill Gorker. Randan didn't like that Gorker dared to rise his weapon against him.
But he was attacked by Orosh, Vilcet and Luchs. Just that those three weren't of any help either. They were finished of fastly.
" I just came to look around and to find out why I have such a weird feeling inside of me. And what do I find? Two Nightwalker crossbreeds. A female and a baby. And you won't let me even look at them. That is really rude to your chief, you know. So tell me, who are you beings?", Randan said a bit alerted. He didn't trust anyone and seeing those two Nightwalkers when a war was coming, made his alarms go off.
Randan waited a bit, but after sniffing a bit more, he suddenly looked surprised.
" For real, so that is my grandchild. Hahahah when did that happen? ", Randan said a bit to silently, because the sentence of a crazed Rosch overshadowed his volume. Randan didn't want to correct his misunderstanding. It was the perfect opportunity to show his son a lesson. He wanted to trash him around so often and now it seemed to be the perfect timing.
Rosch wasn't awake anymore, as the story was told further and went unconscious. He slept for two days thanks to the blood loss. But even though his body was still hurting, he woke up and walked out of his cave. He looked, as if he was sleepwalking up the mountain. Where a huge empty space was, perfect for a lookout. It wasn't used since it was to far up. But Rosch still went up without knowing why and suddenly stopped, as a black being stood up looking threateningly at Rosch.
"I... Don't want to hurt you. So please go back down. I thought of it and decided to leave those three here. I will be gone before the others wake up.", Ziriana suddenly said. She looked beautiful in the moonlight. Her green eyes were reflecting the light in an amazingly beautiful way.
" Then why didn't you leave already?",Rosch asked.
Ziriana looked pained.
" They are my family. Those two are my daughters and little Roar is my grandson. How can I just leave. When I found them and raised them with all my love. It just pains me to leave. But I know they are safe now. And I can't live with a male, that just wants sex from me. That is why I would just bring dark emotions into this family. Having seen how you risked your life for little Roar was just amazing. You all will be happy, I will just be a burden. I hoped that when you wake up, you wouldn't go after me, but that hope seems to be over now.", Ziriana said, weeping like a small child. You could see that she didn't want to leave, but the pain she feels, when Rosch looks at her must be horrible.
" Who are you kidding? If you leave, we won't be happy. They love you. Do you think they want to see you gone, especially Aria after getting separeted from her birth mother? She will search for you just like she wants still revenge for her birth mother all this years. Come go back to them. I won't have sex with you, if you don't want it. Maybe I have to stop drinking, but as I am now I don't think I will succumb. ", Rosch said kindly, whit a light smile.
Ziriana had to laugh.
" Really. How about that?",Ziriana said showing her breasts suddenly. It was a shock to Rosch and he started to walk forward, as if in trance.
" See I knew it. ", Ziriana said disgusted, as she wanted to take something out of her pocket, but was completely shocked by what Rosch did.
He grabbed a rock and smashed it against his head with brutal force, leaving him bleeding pretty strong.
"FUCK, that hurts. But I knew it. Just like with the aphrodisiac, a strong enough hit to the head will make my clouded mind clear again.", Rosch said with a brilliant smile.
"Pffffftttt. Hahahahaha. That was your ingenious idea? Everytime you feel attracted to me, you smash your head bloody?", Ziriana said, laughing out loud after the initial shock and Rosch just nodded.
"Better a bit bloody, than my females being depressed, sad or wanting to leave me. Now let's go back. Nobody wants you to leave. ", Rosch said proudly. When he was younger he let Aria and Basarilia leave just like that. Now he knows it was a mistake. While he isn't perfect and can't protect them perfectly, it is better than letting them fight for themselves. If they truly want to leave, he wouldn't force them to stay, but he would do anything to try and change their minds so they want to stay by his side themselves.
" You are still a child, while I am already 107 years old. But maybe that is why our thinking is so different to even make me laugh in such a serious situation is amazing. But it isn't bad, somehow I truly don't want to be alone again, that you are right with. Come here I know a better way, but it may end horrible. If I push you and fight you of, don't take it personally and don't get killed. I can't help it. I am still scared. I just have to do it once, so let's get it over with. ", Ziriana said, while waving Rosch over to her.
Rosch was surprised and didn't want to do it, but she went forward, while undressing herself. Rosch was so shocked that he wanted to smash the Rock against his head, again, but Ziriana anticipated such a move and stopped him. She held his hand, while standing in front of him completely naked. Her dark brown skin was illuminated by the moonlight, shining on her beautifully. Rosch gluped loudly, while trying to hold back. He saw Ziriana shivering a bit, but her next move made his reason fly away. She took his other hand and made him touch her vagina.
Rosch suddenly let go of the Rock and grabbed Ziriana. He pushed her down, while picking up her waist. He started to play with her clitoris, while sticking his tongue deep into her pussy. She let out a small shriek, while her shivering got stronger. She truly tried to stay relaxed, but suddenly something snapped inside her head and she grabbed the Rock that Rosch had before, smashing it against his shoulder.
Rosch had his pure black eyes, as he grabbed her hand and didn't let go. He then pushed his waist between her legs, as Ziriana's eyes became completely crazy. She was somewhere else, like a trauma. She suddenly released her bone blades and smashed it into Rosch shoulder trying to free her other hand, but to her shock Rosch tensed up his muscles and she couldn't draw her bone blade back. He then pushed slowly forward. His dick already opening her lower lips, while Ziriana now even started to bite. She ripped a chunk of his lower arm, while Rosch finally pushed his dick balls deep.
Ziriana's eyes were completely open, as tears fell down her face. Shock written all over her face. Her trashing stopped and she just lied there. Even though she invited Rosch and made him do that, she clearly wasn't ready. Rosch smashed his waist down without caring, but seeing her like that deeply stirred his heart.
"FUCK, I AM NOT LIKE THIS.", Rosch thought to himself, as a bit of silvery red came up in his eyes.
"Ziriana, I am sorry. I can't stop. Please forgive me.", Rosch said sadly. His waist wouldn't stop for anything it seemed.
Rosch could only hold his hand up, touching her cheek and tracing it as kindly as he could. He was hating himself right now.
Ziriana on the other hand suddenly looked at Rosch. He was fighting his inner demons and she saw it. His waist smashed into her, while his upper body was kind and trying not to hurt her anymore. She than saw his eyes that became more silvery red. It was the first time she saw them, since he had pure black ones or was knocked out till now. They were as beautiful and kind looking, as Aria described them.
"It's okay Roschar. I have to hold on for a bit and than we all can live normally.", Ziriana said still shaken, but somehow calmer. She just didn't move, as if her body was in shock.
Rosch saw that and felt hurt again. To do something like this was horrible and he truly despised his Nightwalker side right now.
He made himself, as tall as possible and grabbed her head. She was confused, but tried to do what he wanted. She came closer to his face and kissed. Rosch didn't let go. He put his tongue in and made her breathless. She only felt pain down there, but the kiss changed something for her. She felt good, even though she was in such an uncomfortable position. Rosch was truly to small.
She started to moan and looked surprisingly at Rosch, who touched her everywhere trying to make her like it more. It worked slowly, but only as long as she could kiss and embrace him. Suddenly Rosch came deep into her, while holding her tight. It was the first time she didn't feel shame, even a bit good.
Rosch turned her around and started to do her doggy, but didn't stop embracing her. He tried everything to make sure she felt his heart, which was beating the same way her's does. It looked a bit weird since Rosch didn't touch the ground, but he came deeply again and this time he asked kindly, not like with Xynthia domineering and emotionless.
"Do you want to be mine?"
Ziriana just nodded with tears, as Roschar's dick popped out of her vagina. He instantly went up to her head and embraced it, pressing her head on his chest. He started to pet her and give her kisses.
Ziriana looked deeply at him. He had now completely silvery red eyes.
"Aria was right. Those eyes are beautiful. Only look with those two at me and some day we could have normal sex.", Ziriana said burrowing her head deeper into his chest.
"I will wait. I don't even care, if we never have sex, just give me those sweet lips." Rosch said, while kissing her deeply. He felt a guilt he had never felt before. As if he was scum. She smiled after the kiss, because that was the only thing she could do without getting into a frenzy, as if being sexually assaulted. Rosch went up and brought her down the mountain to his territory.
" We should go to the temporary hospital first. You look bloody again.", Ziriana said, not letting go of Rosch. She liked being carried by him. She felt a bit bad, hurting him so much. But Rosch just smiled. He kissed her again and went there to get healed.
It looked, as if she had all the time in the world to completely let Roschar into her heart.