Another day went by after such a hectic week. They all were eating, just Silvana wasn't there. She was most of the time working. Rosch knew he promised her to make a meeting with Schajana, but to much came up lately.
He saw Schajana holding little Roar and went up to her.
"Let's go and give little Roar a check up. He looks normal, but it was so much stress. It wouldn't hurt to let Silvana look at him.", Rosch said while taking her arm, almost dragging her.
"W.. Wait Rosch. Shouldn't Aria go? I mean I would love to, but if it comes to his health, it should be the mother going, right? And I could check him, too. Why go all the way there? ", Schajana said, making Rosch grab his forehead.
"Now she has to be all logical. Why must it be so hard to get those two to talk?", Rosch thought annoyed.
" That is true, but your mother has more experience. I just want to be sure that she checks every little thing.", Rosch said trying not to upset Schajana, but she didn't mind and smiled. Since it is Roschar's first child, she must think he is overprotective like she herself was, when Suz was born.
He looked at Aria, hoping she would get what he wanted and give Schajana the last push.
"Just go. I didn't sleep at all with little Roar holding me awake all night. If you could help me out, I would be thankful.", Aria said giving Rosch a wink. And they finally went to the temporary hospital.
"What was that about?", Ziriana suddenly asked making all females curious.
"I think he needed her sexually, because they didn't have any alone time recently. He really needed it, that's what I saw in his eyes.", Aria said proudly as if knowing her male, but she completely misinterpreted Roschar's stare. Still he got what he needed.
Schajana walked besides Rosch, making sure to touch him. She loved this walk together right now. She held little Roar and walked besides her male, as if they were a small pack. But everything had to end and they made it to the cave that was now the temporary hospital. They walked inside till the back where Silvana was.
Rosch walked in without knocking, but Silvana got used to that. But she was surprised by Schajana.
"Hello. We came to make a checkup for little Roar.", Schajana said all smiles.
Silvana gulped down and relaxed. She almost choked, because she thought Rosch wanted to hold the meeting with Schajana, he promised her. To make it sudden without her preparing first almost gave her a heart attack.
But to her relief came a reality check. Rosch grabbed little Roar and went out.
" Schajana, Silvana. Have fun talking", he suddenly said, while almost completely out the door. But he was grabbed almost simultaneously by those two females. They looked in shock at each other and started to laugh suddenly. It seemed both of them were awkwardly around each other.
Rosch looked hopeless at those two. He sat down with little Roar in his arms and looked at them. They weren't saying anything just looking around the room awkwardly.
"You two, listen. It can't go on like this. When I am alone with you two, you speak how much you love each other, but as soon as we are all together it becomes awkward. Just let out your feelings.", Rosch said holding little Roar up in the air, while those two just looked at him shocked.
They looked, as if saying, if that was so easy we would have done it already.
After a short silence, someone couldn't hold it in anymore and blurted something out.
" Okay. Let me just blurt it out. Am I hated by you?", Silvana said so scared that she had to close her eyes when saying that.
They both talked a bit after the war, but they had doubts in their minds. They couldn't just let go, after being separated for such a long time, being suddenly intimate is hard.
" WHAT? No never. I love you and will forever love you. It is more like, am I good enough? I always believe and still do a little that you don't need me. Am I a disappointment? Are those the reasons you left me behind?", Schajana suddenly said. She wanted to be loved by her mother. She wanted to hear her again like in old times, how great she did. But she always remembered the day her mother was just suddenly gone, without saying goodbye.
Silvana jumped up, jumping at her child. She held her tightly.
"Never, never, never. You are perfect. The best daughter someone could wish for. It was all my fault. I was young and thought you would have been better of with the Goblins. The Elves would have killed us. I was scared and thought that I couldn't raise you all alone without help. My best friend couldn't handle her child even though she had help from her family. How should I do that alone? I truly believed you would be having a better life here than with me. I am so sorry. I couldn't say goodbye. I was scared that I would have taken you with me. I was scared that you could die with me all alone inside the forest. I was scared that you hated me. I am pathetic. ", Silvana bawled out loud. She suddenly couldn't stop talking and apologized the entire time. She sounded like a young mother again, without experience, which she was. Trying to be forgiven by her daughter, who started to bawl like a little child, too. Those two hugged each other and Rosch knew his work was done. They now had to do everything themselves. He wanted to go out, but was grabbed by both of them again. They embraced him and cried.
They told each other stories. How Schajana was used like a trophy, which broke Silvana's heart. The moment she met Rosch, who theoretically got her like a trophy, but she was okay with that, because he saved her.
And Silvana told her about the hardships she had. Losing her best friend, being pestered by the Sunshine lord and the hate she felt toward herself for leaving her child alone. She almost started to hurt herself, but those pupils of her saved her. She took them in and pampered them like her own. They were all without parents and that made her almost like their mother. If they weren't there she would have probably died.
"I hope you will now come here more often and help me with the work? Let's talk much more. I want to know everything about you and bring Suz next time.", Silvana said, becoming more open and happy. She is still shaking, because all those different emotions are rampaging inside her, while Schajana just nodded happily.
Rosch let Silvana and Schajana in charge of the medical forces, but those two would probably only now work together.
" Good that they finally are speaking with each other. They would have probably ignored it. Silvana would work even more and Schajana would take care of the children, as excuse. ", Rosch thought, while having a mild headache. "Females truly are too complicated.",Rosch thought at the end.
They talked for almost the entire day. Which to Roschar's misfortune was almost like torture. Not that he didn't care about them. He loved it that they are trying to get closer, but it is just that he had listened to their stories already to often. They told him everything to practice how they should tell the other one. Daughter and mother were so similar that they hindered each other. They were both scared and didn't know how to talk with each other.
But now it seemed to work a bit. The first steps were done.
Rosch finally was able to get out, but had to leave little Roar as sacrifice and he felt bad, but little Roar didn't seem that sad being sandwiched between those two.
Rosch walked around and saw Aria and Xynthia walking up to him.
"Rosch were is little Roar? I get upset when he is gone for to long.", Aria said, while looking a bit sad.
"Don't worry. He is with Schajana and Silvana, but more importantly. I have to tell you something important. Xynthia can you leave us alone for a while.", Rosch said being completely serious. Xynthia was surprised, but nodded. She left instantly.
Rosch walked under a tree and took a seat, while showing Aria the place besides him.
" Don't freak out. But what I have to tell you is probably crazy and you won't believe me. But listen.
Your mother is still alive, living together with your father. She is almost like a doll, living her life without happiness. Your father does not want your mother to find out that you are alive, because like you, she thinks her beloved one is dead. So you don't need revenge, instead a rescue plan. ", Rosch said fastly, before Aria would go completely nuts. But she just looked blankly, as if he told the dumbest joke in the world.
" How do you know those things? I lived so close to the city and never found out, but you did?",Aria asked a bit skeptical. She even thought Rosch would lie to make her not want revenge again. Maybe he and Ziriana together were in it to make her stay here.
She often said to her that she needed to forget her revenge.
Rosch knew now that he needed to tell her more and told her about the encounter with Basarilia and her powers, that she saw Zas memories. He told her every detail to make sure she didn't doubt him.
" And I don't think she has a reason to lie to me. So I truly believe your mother is still alive.", Rosch said further. This time Aria's eyes were watering and she didn't know how to react. She often heard about Demons and their powers. For Rosch to claim one was unbelievable, but he did unbelievable things till now. She suddenly started to bawl and Rosch held her. After almost half an hour later she looked at him.
" You know since I met you, only positive things happened. I am truly happy. Now we need to only save my mother and everything will be perfect. Let's do it.", Aria shouted with new found hope. But was brought back by Rosch.
"Listen, the reason I told you this, is because you are to keen on revenge and now you will be doing everything to save your mother right? I had the promotion that you wanted to leave us? That is why I told you that now. You wanted to see how Ziriana, Xynthia and little Roar were doing here and if all looked good, you would go north again. Am I right? ", Rosch hard questioning shocked Aria. She could only look to the side. It was to hard to look into Roschar's eyes, since he was completely right.
Rosch got really mad and did something he truly didn't know he was capable to do. He turned Aria around fast. So fast and strong that she didn't have a chance. Her butt was now facing Rosch and he held his hand high up and slammed his palm on her buttocks. Aria shouted in pain and Rosch didn't stop.
Rosch was so angry, as if he was talking to a naughty child that wanted to do the exact same mistake again. He wasn't perfect either, but by Masarath she is 46 and he is 2 years old.
After the 20th hit Rosch finally relaxed and the teary eyed Aria looked, as if he wronged her.
"Aria, listen. We only have one chance to save your mother. When they anticipate that we come, it will be over. If you go and they know you want to save your mom, the chances to ever save her is gone. Let me prepare. And only if we are ready will I take your mom back. She isn't in danger there and lives life without hardship. If you go and do something and that went wrong, you will hurt Ziriana, Xynthia, little Roar, your mother and me. That will be the only thing you will accomplish all alone. ", Rosch looked at Aria completely sternly. The thought she would go alone again scared him. And Aria for the first time thought about her consequences.
" I could do more harm if I went without a plan? I am so stupid. I only thought about myself. Not about anyone else. Ziriana told me so often. I am so sorry for ignoring how you felt. Just like the time I went south all alone. Now that I think, Ziriana slapped my ass for the first time than, too. ", Aria thought harshly with herself. She was still childish and by Nightwalker standards she just became grown up recently, still more a teenager than an adult. Ziriana was spoiling her and Xynthia a bit to much, too. But she started to think differently ever since she got spanked by Ziriana for the first time, for mating with Rosch. She didn't even think about the others, deciding their destinies for them. She had an obligation for her family and even more to little Roar. And now she again tried to do things without telling anyone. She felt a bit ashamed. She looked at Rosch and felt even worse. He was just 2 years old and had his shit together.
Rosch embraced her.
" Sorry, but somehow it was just to much. You are a mother now. Think about little Roar more and about the others, who love you.", Rosch said kindly.
Aria nodded and snuggled up to him.
"I am truly sorry. But Rosch if I said I got a bit turned on by the spanking, would that make you mad?", Aria suddenly said. And right now Rosch wanted to spank her again, but he just sighed and then started to laugh. Aria, too laughed. She just couldn't be the serious one. She wanted to lighten the mood.
"Seems like you will get spanked more often from now on.", Rosch said petting her butt a bit, while the light stings aroused Aria. She didn't like to be so serious anyway. She would acknowledge what he said and trying her best to not make the same mistakes again. And after the scolding she wanted to be loved again. She was still a bit pampered. But they didn't do anything naughty. Her head was full with pictures about her mother. Now that she knew she was alive her mind was on cloud nine.
Rosch again thought that females are very weird creatures. He does get blinded, because of his instincts sometimes, but they get blinded when getting to emotional.
"Galia once told me that an emotional female is completely unpredictable.", Rosch thought and suddenly started to understand what she meant. Suz tried to kill herself, when Rosch was almost dead. Galia changed 180 degree throwing herself into the alpha demon apes fist to save Rosch, Schajana insulted the Sunshine lord in his own territory. And Aria now just wanted to get revenge for her mother, even trying to go alone. They really seem unpredictable.
Rosch and Aria went home, where Silvana was finally, too. She was still not 100 percent comfortable, but she took a room as her own and lived with the family from now on. Schajana must have talked her into living with them, which Rosch appreciated and kissed Schajana for.
Rosch went to his scout leader Gub and told him that one of his subordinates should always watch Aria. He didn't believe that the hothead would always know what she was doing. Gub shouldn't stop her, just give Rosch the info and he would do something than. He didn't want to take away her freedom, but he would try to talk her into coming back, if it came to that.
His entire family made some food and those normal days were, nice even though with so many females, Rosch had always stuff to do. He looked to the side and saw Ziriana happily with little Roar in her hands. Rosch went over to talk.
Which surprised Ziriana greatly, as she winced. She still wasn't comfortable with males. While little Roar was her sweetheart everyone else wasn't. Even though she was held by Rosch twice already, she couldn't stop shivering. After the first time sex, her trauma got even stronger.
"Sorry for startling you. I just wanted to ask how you are doing?", Rosch asked a bit sad. He knew she wouldn't be okay, but he hoped for more.
"I... I am okay I just need time.", Ziriana said weakly.
" It's okay. I just want that you are okay. Everything else doesn't matter.", Rosch said with a smile. Ziriana was surprised, she had to familiarize with the idea of a male that could wait with sex. But she started to smile lightly, too.
" Oh, I heard you had spanked Aria. She came to me and said she was sorry for being selfish. I was completely surprised. But I am truly sorry. I wasn't harsh enough with Xynthia and Aria. They often went out to have fun or do dangerous stuff. I should have scolded them, but somehow I couldn't. ", Ziriana said a bit self blamingly.
" hahahah. It isn't your fault. You just loved them and couldn't do it. I can't imagine having to take care of two children, while doing everything else alone. When I see little Roar, I know how you must have felt. Look at them now. Thulpina, Schajana and Aria look exhausted after a day with little Roar and at the end your are still holding him, helping them out.", Rosch said after laughing. Ziriana had to laugh, too. They talked some and laughed often. Rosch knew that he had to give Ziriana time. Probably a lot of time.
Rosch finally went to sleep, while the rest was still up. He somehow was more tired now than having trained or fought an entire day. Taking care of his females is another kind of battle that needs to be fought.