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Chapter 50 - Feelings

Rosch went further looking at the battlefield. Hundreds of corpse were lying around, but some Elves were still alive and those needed to be found. He walked even further, as he saw his mother. She ran up to him cleaning his face.

"What happened Rosch? Your cheeks are swollen and you have a nosebleed.", Lunara asked with shock.

"Mother, females are weird. She wanted to mate, but suddenly screamed and hit me. Saying I was like all the other males. I don't know why, she just became weird from one moment to the other. I got angry, too and threw some words at her. I didn't mean them, but I think it is already to late. I won't forgive her and she probably won't forgive me. ", Rosch said, still confused what the issue could have been for that escalation.

Rosch told his mother what happened and she was shocked.

Firstly she was completely embarrassed, because Rosch told her everything in detail even in which positions they had sex, but seeing her son asking as if it was normal, she too started to act differently. She had to accept that she failed teaching him about relationships and sex.

"Baby, I told you stories, about my city, beings, innovations, relationships and so forth. That's were you got all your inspiration to change the Goblin village. But you seem to have forgotten what I told you about the relationship we Elves have. We want to be together with one partner for our entire life. Silvana and I had our dreams shattered already, since we were raped. Living together and loving each other till you die is what we promise our beloved one, before making a child. Now she found someone, who was different. She thought she had a second chance in finding true love. That was you and she suddenly realized that he was like the others that wanted her, having a harem. Only seeing his females as breeding stock and sexual relief machines. Her heart that opened up got crushed instantly. Do you understand my son? Not all races live like Goblins. Harem isn't that common actually. The more races you meet the sooner you will find out. ", Lunara lectured her son. She wanted him to have one wife, but she never imagined that her son would grow this fast. Before she could talk about females with him, he stood before her with Schajana and Suzanna. She accepted it fast and thought that they wouldn't leave the Goblin village that soon anyway. She thought it wasn't bad and suddenly Galia and Thulpina stood before their cave and again she wasn't fast enough to tell him about relationships. He only knew how to handle former slaves and females, who were accustomed with polygamy.

"Shit. I really messed up. She must really think I played her. Never warning her that she wasn't the only one. But I am not like them. I wouldn't think of my females as tools. I never would or could hurt them.", Rosch said, while looking down. Lunara traced the swollen cheek of her child and smiled.

"For you sitting here and thinking about, what you did wrong is already more than any other male that Silvana thinks of would do. She was just shocked maybe even remembered her days she was hurt.", Lunara said trying to cheer Rosch up. Rosch thanked Lunara and went back.

Meanwhile behind the shrubbery were Rosch just left. Silvana and Schajana looked at each other in shock. Non of them said something or moved forward. Till Schajana couldn't wait anymore.

"Why did you leave me behind?", She sounded scared and suddenly regretted her decision to ask.

Silvana was shocked.

"I didn't leave you behind. I love you. You are my child, but if I had taken you with me, not only me, they would have killed both of us. I am sure of it. Believe me, I would have never left you behind. I just thought you would be safer with the Goblins. ", Silvana said scared. She really thought that Schajana wouldn't forgive her, but to her surprise Schajana jumped into Silvana's arms, hugging her.

" Wow, you really went for it with Rosch. ", Schajana said, smiling cheeky. Her mother got a bit angry, berating Schajana for talking like that with her, but she truly couldn't be harsh, just like with her pupils.

The two started to talk and after over two hours they went a bit silent.

" He really is different. To think Rosch wanted to be together with only my granddaughter, but fate didn't want that to happen. But it makes me angry that he had me, you, Schajana and Suz. Who does he think he is. Sleeping with my entire family.", Silvana said still a bit furious.

" He wasn't mean. Just didn't know it better. He lived in a society that thinks harems are good, while still having elven principles. Loving, caring and protecting his family and females. Not using them as tools. Even changed his territory rules were females were free and could do whatever they wanted. Schajana seems to be overly happy with him. Every time she speaks about Roschar, her face lightens up. Galia, too is completely fallen for him. ", Silvana thought to herself.

She wasn't sure how to handle everything right now. She attacked Rosch and she accused him to be a monster, who fucked her like a tool. Even though he is Silvana's son-in-law and even grandson-in-law, she can't just break their relationship, because her daughter and granddaughters relationship with him is unbreakable. Their love and trust for him are unbelievable. She can see it in Schajana's facial expression, just how much she loves him.

Rosch was looking at them, listening what they are talking, but now when everything went silent he saw his chance. He went forward falling on his knees.

"Silvana, I wanted to say sorry. I didn't realize the problem. I didn't know about other types of relationships and even more I thought that every female wouldn't mind to share their male. I am truly sorry. I will never touch you or hurt your feelings again. I love your daughter and granddaughter more than anything. I love all of my females more than anything. I shared life and death with them just like with you. My bond with them is unbreakable and that is why I hope we can start over a new, since we are related even though you probably don't want to be. ", Rosch said bowing his head in apology even more.

Silvana was shocked and started to tear up again.

" Why is he so kind and understanding suddenly. It was easier when we insulted each other. Now I am feeling like the bad guy. He is just a child. And what does he mean never touches me. Does he know that I still love him. Just because we screamed at each other doesn't mean that I want him dead. He is truly inexperienced, knowing nothing about relationships. In his mind everything is probably black or white, yes or no. No wonder, I am the stupid one. Falling in love with a two year old. Fucking two years old, I am 84 this year. Why didn't I wait? Everything is fucked up. ", Silvana thought, believing that she was now Roschar's mother-in-law and that was it.

Suddenly, Schajana slapped the back of the head of Rosch. Rosch looked at her confused.

" While it is good that you apologized, don't say you won't touch her. Fight for her. She is your female, isn't that what you tell all the females you like. You need to show her that you are different, while she needs time she needs something even more. Someone to heal her broken heart." , Schajana said looking at her mother. She saw her eyes, that were looking at Rosch. It were the same loved filled gaze she had. The difference in Silvana's eyes were insecurities and pain.

Silvana wanted to say something, but couldn't. She wanted Rosch to fight, take her even if she pushes him away. She knew that it was dumb and childish, but that is what her heart wants. He needs to overcome her pain.

"But I have hurt her. At first I thought she was crazy, but now that I know it was my fault I feel terrible. I hurt her so much.", Rosch said guilty, but was slapped again.

"God, Rosch. Relationships are never easy. You had easy relationships, because the females you had till now accepted everything. They didn't know that different things were possible. You were the best thing in their life so why complain about a bit of sharing they must have thought. Now you met a relationship with hardship and just gave up. That's not my son. ", Lunara said annoyed, as she slapped him on the back of his head, too. She was in the bushes and didn't want to take actions, but now it was needed she felt.

" Goddammit, all of you stop slapping me. All of you get the fuck out, now. ", Rosch shouted successfully being angered. The females were shocked and left a bit scared, as he grabbed Silvana's hand.

"You stay.", he said waiting for the rest to completely leave. They have seen him often angry, but never towards one of his family.

"Good, fine. I like you Silvana. It wasn't even three days, since we met, but fuck you are a fine female. I want you so bad, you can't imagine. At first I thought it was because you looked like Schajana, but no you are completely different from her. Always jumping into action even though you could die, caring for others so much, never giving up and even now looking at me with those beautiful clear eyes that want to be loved. I will fight for you, even die for you. So don't think I will let you of so easily now. I will make you mine and it was your decision. If you don't move out of the shrubs now, it means I will hunt you for the rest of my life. ", Rosch said a bit embarrassed, because he felt the girls not entirely leaving, eavesdropping on them.

Silvana was crying a bit again, but started to smile.

She looked at Rosch, feeling that he is completely different than any other male she met till now. He isn't like the elves, who have the idea of the one and only, but not like Nightwalkers, too, who want many females just for their looks or other reasons. He is just different and unique.

"Give me time. I need to think. We didn't have a night's sleep for almost half a week.", She said with a bright smile trying to cheer herself up a bit. But saw the determination in Roschar's eyes.

They two talked for a while, as word came that the soldiers finished searching the entire battlefield. The rest of the journey had to be done and the masses of Goblin and elves started to wander towards the Goblin village a new.

On the way Lunara walked besides Silvana.

"I am happy that you are okay. After I heard you died, I thought I had let your dead sister down. She always cared and loved you so much.", Silvana said a bit sad to Lunara. Lunara smiled and just gave Silvana a hug.

"When I saw Schajana the first time I had my suspicions, but I just couldn't think of a time you were captured. You were often away on pilgrimages. How didn't I ever hear or noticed about you being captured. My sister always talked about everything with me.", Lunara said apologetic. She would have helped her or would be there for her. But looking at Silvana she suddenly realized that exactly that was the reason, Silvana didn't want it to be exposed. Elves looking at her with pity and even some with disgust may have been to much for her. She wanted a normal life forgetting what heppened. The two walked together, with Schajana and the rest, while talking.