So yes I was confused about my feelings for him. Though I never want to know my real feelings about him but it came out from my heart naturally. I don't know why the hell I was going to commit the same mistake again. I don't want to do it because I wanted to focus on my dreams in life. Their was a constant was going between my mind and my heart. Earlier my heart won it but this time I wanted to be practical.
Being practical enough is not that easy. He was one of them. But I wasn't. That's we are still opposities.
War!
I was controlled always by my heart first. That's the reality that's why I committed my feelings in front of him on 31.08.2019.
Let me narrate the incidence.
It was a fine day. The weather was pleasant. I was giving my pre-birthday treat. It was around 4:30 when we met at dominos. I reached there with my friends. I thought he won't be coming but they I suddenly through the window that a guy in red black check shirt came. There he was. My mood changed within minutes. We ordered our pizzas. We started a normal conversation. Then one of my friend came with the cake. I was now more happy. We cut the cake and had are pizzas and left for the coaching.
Our class was over and I don't know that happened to me at that time.I went to him and said ' I like u man. I don't know why I am saying that. '
I said and left that place. All my friends we're shocked about my behavior. I said nothing to him. I went back to home
and didn't sleep the whole night. My tears were in company with me. For me the heaven pour down to the place beneath. I don't know that why I did that. It was a surprise for him also. At that time I thought that we would never talk again after that.
Let's see what happens next..