So there were are exams. We were in different schools. I didn't meet for almost 15 days. But he had a little bit conversation through messages. It was obviously always me asking questions or notes or help when I was stucked in a topic. But we had one.
It was 2 days before are exams when we started a conversation which did not have any meaning and ended up at the topic of 30.08.2019. It was 16.09.2019 when he said a complete NO to me. Obviously for that thing called feelings. But I had a mixed feeling at that time. I was not reacting to it. But now I focused on the exams.
Time passed and exams were over and we meet on 03.10.2019. Everything was quite normal. But I did not know how to control myself and focus on my dreams. Different people gave me different advices but non of them worked. I still was confused. Everything can't be according to us in life but one has to move on in life because its beautiful and adventurous. But that moving on takes time to happen. Last time it took about 1 year and if it happened again then my whole life would be spoiled....