"In the reaction of life don't be a promoter or a catalyst but be gold, don't react to everything. " Though I wrote this quote but to be very honest I never implemented it on myself. If I had implemented this, I would never had a bad past.
Now what was the past?
I liked a person to whom I meet at a play. We were doing a play called Merchant Of Venice. We developed a friendship that became like a poison for me. There was always a conflict between my mind and heart. And as always the heart wins. I did a mistake.
So that's the past. But I had move on. Though it was difficult but not impossible. I was in a paradise for sometime but I ended up by living in the present. Honestly speaking the major mistake that I had in myself is confidence. Confidence to face the reality. Confidence to accept that I am not like a normal good looking girl. Perhaps I realized it very late but the best thing was that I bounced back to reality very quickly.
Everything was going well in life but sometimes God gives us surprises that we don't want. I has suffering from Migraine. Though people thing that it is just a headche, but it is even more than that. Doctor had a doubt that if I was suffering from brain tumor or something like that but because of all the prayers and blessings every reports of the scan were normal. But the dark side of it was that I was suffering from migraine. Headache is a normal thing for me now but at that time it was horrible like hell. I used to sleep for 18-20 hours in a day and sometimes it was too much that I was not able to breath properly. I knew my life is not soo normal like others. But the best thing at that time was my parents and friends support.
It was now the time when I got to know about the ailment and I was again in the same pit of thing like in the past.
So what's love or likeness?
Some one rightly said that nuclear forces are the strongest forces and not love which is misunderstood.That's the reality.
Realizing it is easy but forgetting him is difficult.