Of course, we just gotta talk about LOVE this week. Only because we talked about HATE last week. To be honest, I really wanted to pit more on it, I didn't because of this whole virus break out. It's crazy guys, but let's get back to the subject.
What do we get wrong about, LOVE. Well, in the basis of LOVE. I think it really depends, there's all kinds of LOVE. Siblings, friends, all the way too like your Wife/Husband.
Here, I'll tell you a story.
Freshman year, I probably talked a little about her. This time I'll go into full detail. The very first time I met her was when I was in band. I was learning how to play the bass guitar and out of the corner of my eye, I saw her standing at the doorway. At the time I shrugged it off, because I thought she was lost. The next day, I saw her when I was coming down the stairs. I thought, 'You gotta get to her before she gets mixed with the wrong crowd.' only because every new person does and turns out to be a giant dick after.
I came up to her, "Hey what's up. You're knew right?" I asked her. "Yeah, can you show me around?" She replied back. So I showed her around, all the classes she'll be in. I also added in who she shouldn't be around. After that moment, we became good friends. We'd have the same classes together, so we just screwed around. We became so close that if you'd seen us, we'd look like a couple. She would take my phone and post stories on my snapchat.
There was this one class where we really looked like a couple. It was Spanish. I hate Spanish to this day. We didn't even fo our work we would be just together dinking around. I asked her if she would want to hang out this weekend and she said yes.
"Here son." My mom said giving me 20 bucks. "Thanks mom." I replied taking it. "There she is." My mom said motioning to her. She was dressed up and everything. All I wore was pants and a t-shirt. She wore this nice summer dress, even though it was like almost winter.
"Hey May, you look good." I told her walking up. "Thanks Isaiah. Let's get something to eat." She replied. We were by a store at that time and I had money. We went in bought some snacks and walked around town. There was a church that I worked for and still do today. One of the doors was cracked open so we went in there and ate.
"Listen to this song." She told me playing, See You Again. "No, this somg sucks." I replied. "Just listen to it." She told me scooting closer. We sat there and listened to all the songs she wanted. I was scared to go into a relationship, because this would be my first one. That day I was gonna ask her out, when I came too. I chickened out. That was the biggest mistake I've ever made.
Few weeks pass by. I heard that this school year will he the only year that she would be here. I wanted to try and ask her out again. So during school I was gonna meet her up and ask. I get to her in the hallway and...
"Hey, May. We gotta talk." I said. "Yeah what's up?" She replied stopping. "I wanna ask that if you..." I said before. "Come on babe." Mason said grabbing her and started to walk away. "Sorry, Isaiah we'll talk later." She told me going around the corner.
I was shocked, I didn't know what to believe. Then during the next few weeks we, grew apart. She switched about every class we had together. I was really depressed at the time, I didn't care what happened. I tired to reconnect with my friends that I abandoned for this girl. They didn't accept me.
Towards the end of the school year, she came back. Wanted to hang out more. I accepted, only cause I still had strong feelings for her. We hung out, but it wasn't the same. We'd usually be close, but now she didn't want to be. I was saddened by this. We weren't the same as usual.
When the time came and the last day of school ended, she was gone. I don't remember how long I had cried myself to sleep. It hurts me till this day.
This year she hit me up on Instagram, and we talked. It wasn't the same though. She eventually cut me off in her life.
Now I feel like I'm ranting. So, LOVE. For me it was, feeling like nothing could ruin your day as long as you were with them, and every moment I was with her. My heart skipped a beat, every time.
So LOVE isn't the physical things like gifts. You don't need gifts to feel love. For me, just being with them. Is the best kind of LOVE.