I don't really know what to write about today, so I'll write about what I feel today.
I feel so lonely and depressed right now. I think its because of this crack head quarantine. I also thinks its because of all the rejection I've had with girls. If you read the last few chapters of the girls I have talked about, I never go out with any of them. I believe it is taking a toll on my heart.
There was this one girl, amazing person in general. Very different from all the other girls, because she actually cared about me. Even though we weren't friends at all. She still cared. I have had the chance to meet her again and I miss her so much. I made up an excuse to go see her at the store. She works there now and I wanted to see her. Of all the others, she stands out from the rest to me. Its because I didn't write the full story of each girl.
I did tell you the stories about the girls but I didn't tell you what they do when they aren't around me. They all of one thing in common, drugs. They all did it at one point and I knew, I just didn't care. That's why this girl stands out from the rest.
Will I ever have romantic feelings for her? No, I dont believe there is a chance at all. She does make an incredible friend though. Her and her family are very awesome, like none of them get into trouble at all. They all just have this one thing like, there presence is great. They'll have an impact on your life just by hanging out with them.
Well, we're supposed to be talking about, how I feel. Now, yeah just really tired, bored out of my mind, and a little bit depressed. I promise you guys that I will find something good to write about than what you're reading today.