As we walk into the exam room my body is filled to the brim with fear. What if she's not my fated pare? what if she is and she hates me? My head was filled with bad thoughts that worked up my anxiety. And even though she held my hand gently,I wish she held tighter. Soon they called my name to the back and my, anxiety got worst the moment her hand left mine. My heart was racing, finally we get to the room. I'm told to lay down on this white table. Close my eyes and breathe slower, but only I can't. I find it hard to slow down my breathing at all. Because at this time my body isn't listening and all I can think about is the possibilites . I just can't, I want her to hold me again...I start remembering how it felt to be in her arms. How it felt like I was becoming venerable, falling apart. At that very moment all logic of right and wrong was gone. And I began to feel affection that flowed threw me like, a calming warmth that soothed my soul.
Like the answer to my being I was whole . The feeling of her breath against my ear was like cold wind. The feeling of her hand rubbing circles on my back was playful. Then before I realized it the exam was over . The lady told me to keep my eyes close and follow her voice. So I did until she said open and I was met with a mirror . The only color's I could see was green, all different shades. Even ones I didn't know of , it was beautiful and honestly I was kinda happy. But then I snapped back and the realization of the moment hit. This is the only color I will even see until I meet my fated pare. And who knows when that will be, even then it'll take a bout a week for us to notice anyways. I slowly stagger as I walk out of the room . My mind empty I wonder why, yet my body held straight in form. As I make my way back to class I'm met with colorful eyes. All shades of green circle around her, bouncing off making her glow like a fairy.
Kaden welcomes me with open arms "are you ok? I could tell you were shaking the moment you walked away". Wait she could tell..ummm...how am I supposed to respond I've never had someone genuinely worry about me. " U-um yeah I-im good" I managed to say with a half assed smile . Kaden took that as an ok I guess because then we just walked to our seats. All around the class people were talking about how, they felt when finding their colors. About how some were gonna tell no one until they found their pare. I was slowly zoning out when kaden said "wanna hear about mine?". At that moment almost everyone turned to listen which came to no suprise . I mean have you seen kaden, she's tall with beautiful olive skin, hazel brown eyes and curves. Not only that but her personality is even more beautiful and bright. "Yeah b-but only i-if you wanna" I say still stumbling over my words. Kaden then smiles at me and comes in close as if ,saying she only really wants me to hear. But of course no one really got the hint and only back up a little. "It was like a warmth was wrapping its arms around me.Then i was soaking in all this negative energy turning it into flowers. Suddenly I could see this little baby deer waiting for me to come and hold it". As kaden speaks her cheeks become red and she starts stuttering. "I-i wanted the d-deer to be happier then what it was", as she speaks I can't seem to look away. My eyes follow after her every word as if they were visible. When she's done she pet's my head, looking away to hide the blush that seemed to trail to her neck. I-it's kinda cute, I giggle and smile I just can't help being happy . For the rest of the day we had free time since we had our exam. They also say that tomorrow we have, no school since the exam will take a toll on the body. Usually there's a type of change that happens to the body. Based on the colors you receive and status it sits on its different for every one. It can be something as simple as personality. For example if your color is a light one and your status falls with protecter or care giver. Your personality may become softer and more nurturing towards some people . The same can be said if the status falls with little or dependent. Your personality can become more childlike and more complex than your actual age.