After a while of talking I tell aleyona to get some rest. To my surprise she started to pout and started to protest but soon gave up and went to sleep. Soon morning hit and I am...not ready for this, oh my god, oh my god, oh my freaken god. My heart starts pounding hard and my palms get sweaty. I try putting a hot rag on my face to calm down but it just makes me sweat me. It's only six more days until I'll be able to tell if she's my fated partner. And even though I should be happy , my mind is full of negative thoughts.
~Ring, ring~
My phone starts ringing and I immediately pick it up "h-hello?", I hear a small, soft voice say. More like a question as if their not sure if their allowed to speak. "Good morning Aleyona ", I say trying to reassure her. "Morning..umm..can we walk to sc-school together?", she ask and of couse I said yes so we decided to walk together. I get dressed and go pick her up, as I arrive to her house I'm a little shocked. There they were wearing boy's clothes, I mean I knew they were gender fluid because people around school told me. But I guess I never really took it in.
I greet them and they just start smiling and ahhhhhh my heart.
~Aleyona's pov:
I stand outside waiting nervously, I've never felt like a boy in front of kaden before. I know, I know, that it may not seem like much. But honestly it really is, because this really kinda decides if she accepts me for me. So as I stand there i catch a glimpse of kaden. Her tall and modle like demeanor outshone her outfit. She wore ripped jeans, with fish nets and a crop nude shirt. It was kinda basic but it looked so good on her. When she gets in front of me she greets me,"hey aleyona..." for a moment I kinda block out the sound of her voice. Although she was only greeting me it was as if her words touches my soul. As if she ....no her body was calling me close. I blushe and stumbled forward a little. I scratch the back of my neck out of embarrassment and look down. "Hey Kaden" I say trying to pretend that didn't just happened. But oh god, I soon hear her giggle and I wish I could disappear.
"Hey, hehe you look good today", I kinda pause not sure if i should be happy or not. I decide to go with happy and think her. We soon start walking and it was refreshing honestly. The way we talked and laughed as if we were in our own little world. It made me feel special and calm. Once we make it to school the loud noises kinda startles me. My hands begin to shake but I think nothing of it. I make my way to class and sit. Through out class I block everything out. I can feel my heart beat slowly speeding up and my hands shaking. I try to take deep breaths but it doesn't help....I-i think I'm having a panic attack. I raise my hand and try getting out of class but all i get is a "class is almost over, wait". I get irritated which only makes it worse.
~author's note: I know this is short but I'm only on person and trying to figure out what to do next~