After 3 days
You cleaned your house, spik and span. In the evening you you went to grocery store to buy essentials like chocolates, puddings, candies, cakes , cookies and of course some nutritional food items as well. The whole day you spent by completing your homework and preparing for the upcoming tests
In the night....
For you spending time alone at home was the best thing ever. It was you own time the ME time. Away from all the worries of world you either listened to your favorite songs or binge watch a web series. Grabbing popcorn and a blanket wrapped around you began with the show. As a matter of fact the web series was not so interesting. The truth was you missed Joon. You missed his voice. You missed his smile, his dimples, his sexy brain (LOL).The feelings when you talk to him were far away from this fake world. It was a short period of time but you still missed him and it was so bad. The urge to talk to him increased breaking all the limits. You grabbed your phone
Y/n- Joooooooooooooooonieee!!
Namjoon- Yoo
Y/n- You know what happen today?
Joonie- Yup. you ate the whole box of ice cream.
Y/n- Joon no
Namjoon- Slipped on a banana peel because this is what you deserve.
Y/n- No Joon. Stop irritating me
Namjoon- yea Y/n i am so irritating.I will not irritate you again. bye
Y/n- Wait what's wrong? Why are acting so weird.Have you found someone new in your life. lol They must be not so cooler than me. Or have you found a new girlfriend?
Namjoon- lol girlfriend that is not in why dictionary
Y/n- then a side chic
Namjoon- Y/nisshi do you think I am like this?
Y/n- Then stop beating the bush and tell me what happened?
Namjoon- Fine. Lend me your ears
Y/n- YES. MARK ANTHONY
Namjoon- Have you ever fallen in love?
Y/n- Ya but presently no
Namjoon- You proposed the person or he did?
Y/n- I was the brave one.
Namjoon- Cool. Dumbo
Y/n- Are you gonna say something meaningful or insult me as usual.
Namjoon- Did he accept your love?
Y/n- Yea was in relationship with him for 1 year and we obviously we broke up
Namjoon- Why so? You loved him, right?
Y/n- I did. He didn't. I was blind due to love I had for him. He absolutely didn't love me. He actually found a new girl with whom he could have some fun. Moreover I was too naive and dumb to understand that.I gave him all my heart and time. In the end he just stepped on them.So I got dumped pretty badly.
Namjoon- I have no words to say anything
Y/n- Why are you asking this? Did Mani called you again? What happened? Did she something relevant? Did you confess? Also i am not that dumb Y/n anymore. That was past. I am bold and independent.
Namjoon- Stop freaking out
Y/n-Namjoon I am just considerate about you.
Namjoon- No one gives a damn about anyone. People are selfish. They are only considered about themselves. Fake love.Fake attachment.
Y/n- But i am genuinely. Let everything out from your heart Jooniee
Namjoon- Ok fine.When I was in class 9 Mani got admission in the school. She came like a spring breeze ready to open my heart. At the first sight only I lost the battle. God damn she was so beautiful. Definitely she is. She asked me about her class and I indicated her that it was actually my class. I offered her my seat as there was no vacant seat. The whole day I was taking small glances at her. The innocent yet beautiful face I will never forget.
Y/n- Continue continue
Namjoon- After that day I wanted to see more of Mani in the recess. I wanted to talk more to Mani. I wanted to know her more. Gradually I realized I was in love with her
Y/n-oh.
Namjoon- She never had feelings for me and i guess she will never have.
Y/n- But Namjoon if she doesn't love you move on. You will find more girls maybe hotter and sexier than her.
Namjoon- Y/n I am not hungry for body. I love her because of personality, not because of her body.
Y/n-I agree when she doesn't why don't you just let her go.
Namjoon- It is not so quick, girl. When you fall in love everything in it has no end. It's been 4 years in love with her. What do you think it's so easy. When you look into their eyes you see complete detachment for yourself. You feel tied to them, every action they do, every words they say, every look and expression they give.
Y/n- Relax Joon
"Surely I can never be that girl which you will love?"