She impressed me in one look. Love at first sight. She was so beautiful but was so simple, traditional which impressed me. The sandal spot on her forehead, was increasing her beauty, attracting more and more towards her.
Everyday she was worshipping at our principal chamber. As she was a Brahmin girl, our principal sir gave her that duty. Firstly she was going to take water from the tube well, with naked foot. Then was collecting flowers from the garden. Then worships in the office, with the bell and smokesticks. Then comes out with the sandal spot on her head. A pure Indian girl, traditional girl. My dream girl.
But that day she was looking so different in shorts. I started hating her a bit, due to her dress code. I knew that, she had the right to wear clothes according to her wish. But was not happy with that. I wanted to see her, in traditional dress only. In which she looks so beautiful.
I was the vice-captain of the school. So had to take care of the cleanliness. The next day, I was sweeping in front of Sushi sir's room. Suddenly I got surprised. She came to me, and told "excuse me". I was so surprised, she herself came to me, to talk with me. I was just looking at her embarrassedly. She told me hello. Then I came to the reality from my world of imagination.
She asked me why I had gone to her village. I smiled at her. Was willing to tell that I went, just to see her. But I controlled my emotions and asked her, what was the need to know about me? She asked me again little bit angrily, why? I smiled back again and replied, "O hello Miss, what are you thinking about me. I went to the temple, not to your village."
She replied me that the temple was not in her village so why I had been to there. There was no words for me to reply. So I spoke a little bit angrily and told her to mind her own business. But she asked me again? Luckily our principal came there, so she left without my answer.
I was so happy from inside, was thanking god. My friends who saw me talking with her were demanding party. I was feeling like a celebrity again.That day I went to her village again with my friend Sritam. This time I took a step forward and made fun of her friend, Sumitra. Her friend was shouting, but we left laughing.
The next day again she came to me, and asked the same question. I smiled and replied that" I went to her village, to make fun of her friend " and left her laughing loudly. She was calling me, but I said byy, and left laughing at her.
I started going to her village regularly. But was able to see her very few times. She was coming to me, asking me the reason, so many times. But I had not replied her. Was just laughing at her questions. Then she stopped coming to me. As I was not answering anything, was just making fun of her. I started making fun of her friend, so badly. That her friend started crying.
Then one day she came to me and asked why I was making fun of her friend? I replied her that" I even don't know, who is her friend? Then how could I make fun of her? She might have some misunderstanding." She moved away angrily. I was laughing looking at her.
During launch break she came to me with her friend. And introduced her friend to me. I was so angry at her, as I heard that, she loves another boy from her village. And was furious thinking that, I was not making fun of her. But she was making fun of my love. So I spoke so angrily to her. I told her that, " bring your father, mother, brother, to me, and introduce all to me. Should I take there photos and worship them?" and left angrily. She was hurted with my words.
After some time my friends came to me and told me that she was crying so badly. In anger behaved so rudely with her. As I was a kind of mental. My senses were not working, when I was getting angry. My anger had not gone, So I told them "let her go to hell. Just leave me alone." As they already had faced my anger, all of them left me alone. After sometime I realized, what actually I had done. I had made my angel cry. My love cry. I scolded me a lot, for my rude behavior. Was so sorry for my such behavior to her, to my friends.
I hurted her so badly, that day. for which I can't forgive myself throughout my life.