It was to kill or not to kill. Han You Ran had made his way of wanting to be killed by his younger brother and he would go any extent to make sure it happened. Han XiGuang couldn't understand his brother any longer but could only summarize a few things from this desperation his older brother had shown him.
He closed his eyes, asking to his brother who seemed to refuse accepting the idea of dropping his crazy plans, "I wanted to understand you. Whenever I look at a pair of brothers together, I always wish that you and I had the same bond that they did. Like brothers, we can fight and scuffle, we can hit each other and sometimes hate to be on each other's side but there's something that other siblings had that I think we could never have to each other. And it's love brother."