she's looking more beautiful than ever before, she's in black top with blue jeans and matching black coloured earrings brought her more cuteness. I couldn't stop my eyes staring her, she saw me looking at her and smiled at me. I too smiled at her showing my complete 32 teeth.
All the day passed and its time to go, except me everybody happy to go home. And I'm counting how many hours I have to wait to see her again. I followed my benchmates to parking to get my cycle.
Then someone tapped on my shoulder from the backside, I turned and I'm stunned it is Jenny she offered her hand to shake saying, "Hey, how are you Sandeep?" I stood like a rock in front of her without any expression on my face. Oye what happened babu did you forgot me? She said with a whimsical face.
No no no sorry, I didn't forget you, Jenny, how are you? I'm doing good. What about you? She asked. Fine, I replied slightly smiling. Ok, Sandeep I'll make a move we'll meet tomorrow, she said taking her cycle out of the stand. Ha okay, bye bye Jenny I said, smilingly but, I feel we could have some more time to talk. But the irony is we always have to wait for time to come. Days are passing, as usual, our conversation is too, as usual, hey-hey that's it. One fine Sunday evening when I was waiting for Monday morning. To go to college where I can see my girl. Then it was around 6-7pm then a notification popped up on my mobile. Jennifer Jenny sent you a friend request on Facebook. From then our conversations started growing from chats to late night chats, chats even after saying bye. From Facebook to WhatsApp, WhatsApp to night calls. Our bond had become stronger than I never thought. As our bond got stronger fear of proposing to increased. I got a fear that conveying my feelings to her may ruin our relationship if she doesn't like me. You know what if a guy started liking a girl everybody in college knows it except that one girl. Everybody started chanting Jennifer Jennifer when they see me. Outside I act as don't like those chants but inside me, I feel like, I don't know, how to express my feelings using words. And I like that feeling. Almost 3 months passed. It was the month of October and from tomorrow, Dussehra holidays were declared for one week. And decided to propose her. I was waiting alone for at the end of the street of our college with great fear and anxiety. She came by cycling along with her two best friends, she smiled at me by applying the break of the bicycle. And asked why were absent for college today. I started stammering word by word, I don't know what happened to me, we used to talk on the phone for hours but today, not even a word is coming out of my mouth. I was speechless, hey what happened why are you so frightened, everything is okay right, she asked with a big question mark face. Then I tried to say "I love you, Jenny". But I couldn't no word was coming out of my mouth. Then I picked a book of her from her bicycle's basket and I wrote only three words " I love you". And kept that book as it was. And without any word or eye contact, I left from that place. I went straight to Home and I'm waiting for online status and expect an acceptance message with more anxiety. And also trembling of rejection. Instead of the message I received a phone call from her. I cut her call and messaged her to please text me. She replied "I'm going for a vacation. And I need some time to think. Don't make any calls and messages until I return. Ok bye, take care". I didn't replied to her text. I re-re-read her message for hundreds of times. "She reacted positively so, she will accept me" this was the only thought that was running through my mind. I got my meals by 8:30 and got to bed by 9:30 my mom wondered and asked, are you ok? Haa maa, I'm good. Then she came to me said good night nana by kissing me on the forehead.
The most favorite song of mine made me feel most irritated when it started ringing as my ringtone very early in the morning.
To be continued.