"I'm Serina June Han, please take care of me."
With that being said, I was assigned to a vacant chair around the back, near their artworks that looked like quotes about life.
The whole morning all I did was sit and listen and if I feel sleepy I would take out my sketchbook and draw my own perspective.
A room with 29 students and half of them are either sleeping, eating or chatting with one another while at least the other half are listening to the teacher who was discussing right in front of us.
*kriiing kriiing kriiing*
With the signal of the bell ringing, class ended in a flash.
And now it's lunch time.
"Serina." A gentle voice called out.
I turned around, a strong wind blowed my long black wavy hair away.
When the wind calmed down, I saw my brother who is just 11 months older than me...
"Brother?" I said, confused as to why he's called me and he's right outside our classroom's door.
"So she's your sister! You two do look alike!" A boy popped out behind my brother's back with the word 'amazement' all over his face.
I went towards them and did a small nod on the boy behind my brother.
"I'm Angelo Sy. And I'm your brother's one and only...! Best friend!" He said as he smiles at me cheerfully.
"If you say that way, it feels like I'm a loner." My brother eyed Gelo who was laughing so hard at what brother said.
"I'm Serina June Han." I said, as I smile at him.
My name doesn't have a meaning but it's what our loving parents gave so I'm still thankful for that.
"Let's go and eat together." My brother, Kai Jayd Han said so.
His name is weirder than mine but it's also cool in some ways.
I agreed and followed my brother and Angelo to the cafeteria.
The three of us lined up to order our foods. After ordering our foods we found a vacant table and decided to sit there.
"Oh yeah! I almost forgot! Sports week is almost here! I'm joining the 1000m dash! What sport will you pick, Serina?" Angelo asked.
I just smiled at him while brother was eating silently but stopped when Angelo asked that question.
"She's not participating." Brother interrupted.
"Why??"
"That's because she gets easily sick." Brother said, leaving the fact that I have a cancer.
Well it's not something we can brag about and tell everyone like...
"HEYYY! I HAVE DAYS OR MONTHS OR... YEARS LEFT TO LIVE!"
Yeah... definitely not!
"Oh... is that why you're also late in attending school?" Angelo asked.
"Yes." I answered as I took a bite of my lunch.
Seeing many people inside the canteen makes my ear feel like it's been bombed at.
Laughters all over.
Shoutings...
Endless chatter...
It makes my head spin. Ugh!
But I did spot a group of people, four boys and three girls sitting together, wearing fancy earrings, colored hair, the boys have their ears pierced, their school uniform is a mess...
They're like the delinquents or a gang on a romance story I read before.
Where the leader or the most handsome delinquent fell in love with a dense girl.
The delinquent boy in a story may be handsome, smart like... straight-A's, fearsome, strong, cold, distant, rich kid that came from a known family or something like that. *sighs*
Well...! That's always the plot on a romance or school life story isn't it?
Different titles and stories but they almost have the same plot.
"Is it okay?" I asked as my eyes pinned on the table with eye catching people.
"What?" Brother asked.
"Them." I said.
They soon realized who I was talking about and Angelo laughs at me and said, "Well, not really. I mean there is no rules about it but the teachers kept telling them about their appearance."
"Yeah... they're the same grade as us." Brother said as he averted his eyes from them and went back to eat his lunch.
Blonde, maroon, ash gray, navy blue, curly ends, pierced ears, fancy earrings, crooked neckties and collars...
What else?
Oh! Colored nails...
I was jealous seeing people run around and have fun so much that they're already sweating.
But I can't. If I just run for a minute... I feel like I'm being drowned.
My eyes were fixated on the table of the fancy-looking students until I feel the urge to draw the scene.
I kept tapping my index finger on the table as I look at them, moving them as if I was sketching them.
I learned that the group of fancy-looking students are from Class 3-B.
As I went back to class, alone, I quickly took my sketchbook and my pencil and eraser and started drawing the scene earlier.
I felt satisfied as I finished the sketch. If I don't sketch it quickly, I feel like my cause of death will be the restrained urge to draw it.
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Our parents... including my brother says that my talent is that I can remember the exact details of an event or a scene that I see.
Well I'm thankful for that, at least my whole remaining life wouldn't be that boring!
I kept looking at the sketch and my eyes wouldn't look away from one of the boys who was in the table.
A boy with both of his earrings pierced and no more than that, his hair is a messy bowl cut like he just woke up from his bed.
I don't color my sketches but I remember that his hair was the pretty ash gray one with dark roots.
I find it pretty and cool just like the other three.
Even though he colored his hair, his hair looked soft and fluffy.
I wanna touch it. HEHEHE!
But...
I'm confused.
I can't keep my eyes away from him, well, just on the sketch, I didn't fall in love at first sight or something! Yuck!
I'm not that kind of person who falls in love then confesses right away!
Anyways... is the reason because of he was laughing with the others? But the others were also laughing and smiling from whatever did they talked about.
I'm not interested on why they were laughing so hard inside the canteen, that many students and teachers were looking at them.
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It's WEIRD!!
I don't understand why the hell am I captivated by this boy?? But he's no different from the others?! Or is he??
UGHH! This sucks!
It's not making me physically tired but MENTALLY tired! っ╥╯﹏╰╥c