I got back home safely with brother. He told me to wash up first while he cook our dinner.
So here I am...
Soaked in a hot and scented bubble bath as I keep on thinking if the reason why I was captivated on that ash gray haired boy.
Just... please tell me that I didn't start to have feelings for him or fell in live with him, or even became interested in him just like the stories that I've read.
Because if I did... I'm going to laugh at myself that it will be my cause of death.
(✖﹏✖)
I kept sighing until I soaked myself even more that my mouth is touching the bubbles.
/ / / / /
After bathing, I wore my plain pastel yellow pajamas that are warm and have a nice feeling on my refreshed body.
Racing down the stairs, brother scolded me that made me laugh a bit as I sat on our table, waiting for the food.
Brother was still in his uniform as he gave me a bowl of rice and the dish he made.
"Let's eat." He said as he sat down across me and both of us started eating.
I quickly finished mine and told him that I will be the one doing the dishes.
I placed the bowl and chopsticks I used on the sink and grabbed a glass of water and drank it.
"Dry your hair properly." Brother said as he eyes my hair which is still dripping.
"Sorry." I said as I went back upstairs to grab a towel but then I saw my sketchpad that I drew on earlier on top of my study table with my other notebooks and books that I brought earlier.
I took the sketchbook and walked down the stairs. Looking at brother as if to show him I'm walking CAREFULLY and SLOWLY that made him laugh a bit as he eats.
"Brother, can I ask you something??" I ask as I dry my hair with the towel by using my left hand and my right hand flipping the pages of my sketchbook.
I stopped on the latest sketch I did which I call, Table of Fancy-looking Students.
Hahaha. Joke.
"You drew them?" He asked, a bit surprised.
"Yeah..." I said, flustered but then I looked at the boy who captivated me and pointed at him.
"Do you know him?" I ask as I look at brother who looked at who am I pointing at.
"Asher? Why are you interested in him?" As brother ask me I feel like brother was warning me not to continue having an interest on him.
"I'm not interested in THAT way but I am interested on him." I emphasized.
He sighs in relief, ugh! Seriously...! I really do know what brother is thinking when it comes to this kinds of things! (≧∇≦)
"So why are you interested in him?" He raised an eyebrow at me that made me laugh.
I hummed, not knowing what I should say.
"I actually don't know. After I finished this, I was... captivated? Is that the word? So...! Yeah, I don't know the reason but I'm not captivated or interested in him in THAT way. I just don't know the reason why. You get it?" I asked him if he understands but...
From the looks that he is giving me, he doesn't understand A WORD that I've just said AT ALL! It's frustrating yet funny at the same time! HAHAHA!
I sigh and shook my head dismissing the topic. I took my sketchbook and went back to my room, putting it on top of my study table and hanged my towel.
So his name is Asher. Suits his ash gray hair. ﾍ(￣▽￣*)ﾉ
Before I even call it a day, I went back down and cleaned up the dishes and afterwards I closed the lights and fixed my bed as I lay down.
Unexpectedly, I fell asleep in a flash. Maybe that's just how tired I am... well I'm always tired but this night is a miracle~!
/ / / / /
So... it's the second day after we received the news that I have a lung cancer and I have a limited time left which they are not sure of but they said a year.
God, I wish you extend it to one more year! (╥_╥)
"Akashi! Pass the ball!"
"Pass it you weak idiot!"
It's them again—
"A-Ack!"
Ooh! That's gotta hurt. One of the boys got hit by the soccer ball on his face.
A girl who was also with them on the table yesterday, quickly rushed towards him and checked if it's bad.
Are they a thing?? If they are, it doesn't look obvious! Well, I'll give my blessings to them. Hehehe. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
I placed my elbow on the balcony and propped my chin on my right palm as I watch them play soccer, the girls were laughing and cheering for the boys who are having a two on two match.
I sigh and looked at my left hand as I continuously open and close my left hand.
I looked at my upper left arm and still saw the mark where my IV was injected at.
I slumped myself on the balcony as I sigh again. And when I looked back at the fancy-looking students, I saw the boy whom I got captivated by, was looking upwards towards my direction.
What is he looking at? I can't see clearly where he was looking at. This is the third floor, and they're on the ground floor, his eyes are almost like a beads in my vision!
Well, anyways...!
I didn't look back or to my sides because that would make me an idiot like looking if he was looking straight at me or hoping that he was looking at me.
And so for the next five second, I was staring at him while he was still looking upwards until a boy hits his side asking what he was spacing out for.
He's kinda weird for a guy who made me interested in him. HAHA!
"Uhm... Serina." I turned around and saw a timid-looking girl.
"Can you please help us decorate the banners for the sports event?" She asked.
"Sure!" I said as I smile at her.
Her face lit up and the two of us went back to our room.
That guy is weird... yeah, really weird but looks nice but still weird.
I'm crying. 〒_〒
Why is this happening again? My eyes took a picture of the moment that guy was looking upwards with sweats all over his face and his messy ash gray bowl cut hair became even messier than before but he became much 'cooler'.
And right now, my right hand is nagging me to draw it right now but I'm currently helping my class!
Jeez! Save me from my workaholic right hand! 〒_〒