After Mark helped me calm down, I said goodbye to him, and quickly shut of the videocall. I wanted him to be with me, and I already miss him. I just wanted to have someone to lean on, that I could trust, but I won't see him in person for another 6 months...
For some reason I was walking to my bedroom, to be fair,it was 3 in the morning. My body probably just wanted some sleep. I make the chose to sleep. I fell into a world that Mark and I could live together, and not be afraid of being myself. I WISH that I could live so carelessly! But.. life is a dick, it will never let me be like that. And thats when I remembered that I have to post the "Coming out" video, this is going to end everything good in my life but, I still have Mark, right?
I god-darn hope so..