I deleted the photos out of respect
But they were some of the few memories we had
I gave you a second chance
Two, three years ago
Why am I now thinking of a second romance
With my best friend, one of three,
When I'm about to be off to college
My best opportunity needs me to be romantically free
If I hadn't dated you I would date you now
But you made mistakes while we were young
To take you now is quite the risk
I won't jump in two feet first
I'm naive, not dumb
Interview one was a good start but felt incomplete
So you get an interview two
Part of me just wants to say yeet
And fall into these feelings for you
Alas that is not who I am
However the heart never was one for listening
To logic or reason or anything reasonable
The heart is a rogue
And does the unthinkable
It feels and it beats when I think of the possibility
Of you and me
It gives me the butterflies to think of us together
But my brain won't let my heart go astray
I'm analyzing the facts of the matter at hand
More than emotions must be taken into account
Like potential and boundaries and the very dark reality
That perhaps all of this is because I'm lonely
And you're my best choice, my best friend
But I look back to the times where you had me
And I had you
Before we fell apart
Now and again I wish I could hit undo
So a brand new story had room to start
Life doesn't work this way
Sad as it may be
So time will tell what I'll let you be