There is a book from the past, now it just opens suddenly
As he comes and wants to talk about the painful memory that I have been through
Do you know? It's like there is a dagger that pierces my heart again and over again
Red Dust
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My heart feels the same pain like when Xu Feng had been left me ten years ago. It's so painful and traumatic event in my life. If I still feel the same pain, is that mean that I still have affection towards him? But why at the same time, I feel so afraid if someone like Xu Feng will hurt me again. Ten years ago, I'd learned that someone like Xu Feng is the most dangerous man because he can do anything to get what he wants and I don't want to be his prey anymore.
