Why did I get this curse?
I don't want to see you anymore but how can you always come to in my dream?
Red Dust
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I know I am still in a daze. At this point, I can't differentiate between dream and reality. This dream is too real to be a dream. I must be so tired that's why I see Chen Sheng Lin right now.
"Chen Sheng Lin, I don't want to see you anymore can you just disappear right now?" I still don't know it's real or not but I really don't want to see him anymore.
"Why I have to disappear in front of you?" Chen Sheng Lin asked me with smile on his face.
"I just don't want to see you." I try to open my eyes again to make sure it's he is in my dream or he is really here but how come I am so lazy to do that? "Ah! I am so lazy… can you just go?"