I don't have any ambition…
I just want to be happy but I think my wish is too good to be true
Bai He Lian
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When Chen Sheng Lian hear what I said his face changed suddenly. It's like Chen Sheng Lin is so shocked. In this dream how come everything seems so real. I don't know what happens here? Don't say that everything is real and now it is the reality. His kiss also feels so real. My eyes widened because I realize one thing... This is reality.
Chen Sheng Lin looked at me with a smile on his face as if he knows what I am thinking about. I close my eyes awkwardly. I think tonight will be my last day in this world. Chen Sheng Lin touch his lower lips with his slender fingers as if he wants me to remember our kiss.
Do you know? I don't have a face to looked at him right now. What should I do? How I can be so stupid and don't know if this is reality.