Hi I'm Keith Lee, 18 years old freshmen in McArthur University. I'm just a normal teenager guy who likes reading, sleeping, eating and watching netflix, but most of my time I spend it on drawing instead of studying bacause I really hated studying.
I usually spend most of my money on "starbucks" its just worth the money. They provide such good drinks. "Peach black tea latte" is my favorite drink. I'm just inloved with the ambience. You know, just chilling out having such a good drink, listening to some country music, holding my pencil and just drawing anything that comes out from this brainless mind.
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My friends always told me to go get a girlfriend, they say that i've got alot of choices since alot of girls like me wherever I go.
"With such a pretty face, hot body structure, with all the money and smartness any girl that you like would totaly fall for you"
"Yeah! and I'm sure that this girl would be really lucky that you chose her."
"I agree! Every girl who spots you sees all their fantasies in you."
My freinds always tell me those things, like everytime. Sometimes I get annoyed but I just can't blame them. All this time they thought that I'm just not into relationships. All this time they just thought that the wounds of my heartbreak 2 years ago are not yet fully redeemed, but honestly the thing is, its not because of I'm not into romantic relationships yet, its just that the truth is I'm not into girls anymore. Although I find some girls hot and seductive, sometimes they even give me hard time (The dirty hard time, if you get it MMWAHAHA) I just can't feel any romantic or sexual attraction to them. (maybe a bit sexually attracted tho)
Maybe my past broke up 3 years ago is one of the reasons but I can't really say. It just happened, just like the "Big Bang Theory" it just exploded into different shades of color.
No one knew, I never told anyone exept my bestfriend Stacey Lim. She was the first one to find out when she scanned my search history and found out that I was watching "BL Series" Ofcourse she was a bit shocked but end up accepting me.
I asked her not to tell anyone since ofcourse being out and proud is a hard thing you need to decide when you are physically, phsycologically and emotionally ready.
Ready to answer questions, ready to hear their criticisms, ready to desregard your bashers and ready to face the world looking straight and never to look down. I myself know that it is hard and I know that I am not yet ready. I don't know when and how all I know its not yet time.
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If you are going to ask me how many boyfriends I had. I had none. You know? Its hard to get a boyfriend when no one had a hint that I am gay.
Yes! I'm Keith Lee and I'm gay