"I never thought you had humongous appetite" he teased me with a whispering voice so that he can't disturb others. I am lost of words. I don't know what to say, should I say hi! or should I just ignore him. I never thought that I'll be in a situation like this. It's like I'm in a life and death situation. But then I have to reply.
"Hi!"
"So whose with you? Are you in a date?"
"No, I'm not! I'm with my friends" How could he think that I'll date someone?
"How about you, are you in a date?" I was just trying to escape this awkward situation. When is he leaving? "Yeah! I'm with my girlfriend" So he's with his girlfriend. "Come on let me introduce you." he grabbed my hand and pulled me up, we walked towards their table. Then he introduced me. "Keith, this is my girlfriend Sarah and Sarah this is Keith my junior in med department and arts club" This is awkward. Sarah reached out his hand to me to do a hand shake then I reached out my hand to show some respect. Can you just imagine? I was introduced by the guy who brought me up to his room and spent the night with me, to his girlfriend. Let's just say nothing really happened. "Please take good care of my boyfriend. Don't let other girls take on him, I'm a jealous girlfriend" This girl is demanding. "Oh! come on you know I would never do that to you. Besides you have my heart" I really wanna get away from this situation. Seeing these lovey-dovey gives me cringe.
"I guess I need to go back and finish my food, please excuse me" I slowly turned around to go back when his girlfriend suddenly called me out "Hey Keith! we should follow eachother on instagram, twitter and facebook, so that I could ask you what this guy doing without me" How dare this girl ask me a favor. "Sure" so I gave her my social media accounts and then left. Then again someone shouted, "Hey! Keith" he ran towards me and said "I should get your phone number. You've been inactive on your social media accounts and I can't find a way to contact you. I just wanna hang out with you, you know have a drink." Is he teasing me again? "Sure" Then I gave him my number. "You should answer my call all the time and reply to my messeges" Then he smiled and left. His smile is astonishing and again I'm out of words because I was dazed of by his beauty.
Sarah, I admit she is pretty and hot. I have no match to this girl. She got the vagina and I've got penis, she got that sexy body while I've got a fit tall and manly built. How could I win in this competition when Kris is straight. Atleast Sarah and I have 1 similarity. We both have flat chest. Not to bodyshame her but I just can't see it.
It's a goodthing that he did not mention what happened that night. I would wish to die if he did. Jason and Stacy arrived with their plates full of food. "Who was that guy?" Stacy asked. "Was that senior Kris?" Jason added. "Yeah it's him, He's with his girlfriend" I answered. "Is his girlfriend hot?" Jason asked, this guy is just so pervert. I just don't understand this guy, on the first day that we met he claimed that we are gonna become bestfriends, and I can't believe it happened. This guy is just so crazy, the craziest person I've ever met. I just don't understand this guy. Sometimes he's a gentlemen sometimes he transforms from a gentlemen to a total perverted maniac, but I like this guy he's just so considerate and whenever you needed someone he will always be there.
After eating we went home directly, I drove both of them to their dorm buildings. While driving, the atmosphere inside the car was very quiet. I just can't help it. I can't help thinking about his pretty face, his bright smile, his sparkling eyes and his rosey scent. Everything in him is just so perfect. If he is single, I would totaly flirt over him even though he's straight. Until now I can still smell his scent (Although he's not around but I can still remember though) Thinking about him made me smirk, so the quiet atmosphere in the car turned into confusion.
"Are you okay?" -Stacey
"Are you drunk?" -Jason
"Drunk? I only drank water and juice" I responded with an awkward tune.
"Then why are you smiling?"-Stacey
"I guess they added alchohol on your tea" -Jason. This guy is really strange, he always say whatever comes out of his mind.
"I did not, did I? hehe" That was kinda awkward, I did not expect that making myself thinking about him made me smile unconciously.
"Yes! you did" -Jason
"I said I did not" -Me
"I guess they really did add alchohol" -Jason. This guy is just so... How did we even become bestfriends?
"Then why are you being so defensive?"-Stacey
"Am I?" I guess, I am just too obvious. "Just-just don't mind me, something just came in my mind" Good thing they never asked me questions anymore, I don't know how to respond them if they did. Maybe I'll just throw them out of the car and let them go home by themselves. But I guess I can't do it because I'm not that kind of a guy. I drove Jason first since his house is just by the way to Stacey's home. When Jason went off the car, Stacey looked at me. "That guy awhile ago was cute" -Stacey. "Who guy?" What was Stacey thinking? "Come on Keith, I know you. I know it when you like someone." -Stacey. "What do you mean?" Is she getting a hint, that I like Kris? "What I mean is that with that look, I knew it that you like that guy. I know that you are good at hiding your feelings, but I know that you know you can't hide something from me" -Stacey. I guess I can't really hide something from her. Besides why am I even hiding if she already knew everything. "Yeah! He's my type" I responded in a low voice. "So tell me about him" -Stacey "Nothing much about him exept that he's got a girlfriend" Stacey became speechless, I don't know what runs through her mind or what does she really think, but I know that look. That was the same look when she found out that a bastard broke my heart. It was the look of seeing your friend being broken. I know that she just wanted me to be happy and that she'll support me in every decision I make, but I know that she doesn't want to see me broken again. Ever since I was broken 3 years ago, alot of things changed. I had a hardtime adjusting, but I know Stacey had a harder time adjusting with the new me. I know that she missed the old me, but I can't help it. It's just so hard to go back.
I need to change the atmosphere, or she'll end up regreting that she asked. "But it's okay! Besides I have no plans on flirting with him. How would a straight guy turn his eye on me" I guess this is enough to convert the awkward moment. "But you-..." -Stacey. "I know,I know I was once straight, but I guess his situation would be totally different from what happened to me 3 years ago" I guess this is enough. "Just don't make your hopes high" -Stacey. "Yeah! I won't" I looked at her with a big smile just so that she won't worry, but I know she would still.
- Next day 7:30am -
"Ppzzt!" I setted my alarm at 10 why is my phone ringing? A buzz from my phone woke me up on the next day after Kris and I met at the mall. Ofcourse a buzz won't wake me up but the phone was placed below my pillow, so the vibration would definitely wake me up immediatly. "Goodmorning!" A text came from an anonymous number just popped up. "Ppzzt!" Another text just arrived again "It's me Kris" Of all times should he really text me at this hour? I shut down my phone so that no one could disturb my sleep. I just hate it when someone disturbs me from sleeping.
While I was preparing for school I remembered that I shut down my phone so I picked it up from the floor and turned it on. I was expecting that Stacey would leave a message asking if I would pick her up, or Jason asking me to let him copy my assignment. When I checked my phone, I got a bunch of text, but neither of them came from Stacey nor Jason. When I checked who it was, It came from Kris.
"I guess you're really sleeping"
"You should call me when you wake up"
"What's your schedule for today?"
"Where is your room assignment?"
"Should I come and pick you up later? We could go and grab some drinks"
"I guess if you won't reply, I'll call you again by 11:30"
11:30 when I checked the time was already 11:29am. Sh*t is he really going to call me at exactly 11:30? Then my phone rang. Yup! he really did call at exactly 11:30am. I don't know what to do, should I answer the call or should I just ignore it, while my thoughts are battling in my mind, the phone stopped ringing. It was a relief that the phone call stopped. Then it ring again. I guess he's consistent. Since I don't know what to do, I grabbed a coin and tossed it in the air. If it turns to the head side I won't answer the call, but if it turns to the tail side I guess I should do the other way. Then I flipped the coin, unfortunately it turned to the tail side. Sh*t I guess I should answer it. I'm still bothered If I should answer the phone call, I just don't know what to say. It's like I'm in a life and death situation. When I was about to answer it I realised that I should'nt, because I'll end up saying nothing. So I did not answer the phone call and shut my phone down again.
-At school-
I am with Stacey and Jason since I picked them up. When we were about to enter the school, I looked all sides hoping that Kris won't appear. I mean it's not like I don't want to see him, actually I'd like to see him but I just can't have a conversation with him. Jason noticed that I am acting strange so he asked me. "Hey bro! are you alright? Are you still drunk?" -Jason. "Yeah! I'm alright and wtf no I'm not drunk" I guess both of them can easily sense my clumsiness. "You've been acting strange since yesterday" -Jason. "Just don't mind me" Ughh why is he so curious? "Don't mind him, he's having his period" -Stacey. Thank god, Stacey is there. "Keith, tell me the truth, are you hermaphrodite?" -Jason. Wth is wrong with this guy?
.....
It's been a week and Kris kept texting and calling me but I never aswered any of them. It's not that I don't want to be friends with him, I just can't get attached with him. All my life I've been lonely. My mom and dad got divorced 4 years ago. Since then I lived with my mom together with my baby brother. His name is Archie Lee, 16 years old. He's now in junior high school. Just like me he's got all the girl's eye in his school. I guess we really came from good combination of chromosomes. While my older brother is living with my dad. He is now a graduating student in the same university, where I'm at now. I know that he loves mom more than dad, but he just can't leave dad alone, and he knows that mom will understand. Since then, our home is like a library. So silent that the silence could make my eardrum rapture. This is the reason that, I easily get attach to anybody that makes me feel that I'm not alone. So I just can't dare to get attach to him, especially he's got a girlfriend.
"Hey! Are you really that busy?"
"Can you just answer atleast one of my calls?"
I guess this is the best way to get rid of him easilly. Our school decided to have a seminar for all freshmen about sex education. I kinda find this topic boring, because I've read it many times in different biology books. Out of all time of the day they decided to have the seminar at 10:00am -12:00pm. So this means that I have to wake up before 10:00 am. Of all time should it be morning? On the day of the seminar I woke up early and picked up Stacey and Jason. The topic of the seminar is just so cliche. It's like I've heard this for like, 5 times already. Since the class starts at 1:00 pm, We decided to eat lunch at the cafeteria. I love our university's cafeteria. They have pork tonkatsu, which I like the most with some curry sauce. While eating, Stacey, Jason and I talked alot of things. We talked about the b*tchy, slut classmate we had, named KZ, who's planning to date all the handsome boys from our school. He even flirted me, but I just rejected her in a cool way.
"Hey! Keith, I think you're hot" -KZ
"I'm sorry KZ but I can't be one of your hourses from your carousel, whom you just want to ride whenever your bored"
I guess that was kinda cool way to reject a slut. I admit that I was a bit harsh, no I admit it was really harsh, very harsh. But it's the best way to reject her and never bother me again. So while we were talking about that b*tch someone covered my eyes from the back of my head, at first I though it was Ali one of my classmates, he's gay and once asked me if he could suck my d*ck, so I said "come on Ali, you know I can't let you suck my d*ck" I held his right hand and pinched it. "Ouch! that hurts" Then I realised it was not Ali. "So tell me about this Ali" I gave force and got his hands of my head and when I turned around, the heck! it is Kris. "You really eat well, you should've answered my call so that I could treat you with food" -Kris. I don't know what to say because I don't have any reasons to tell why I didn't picked up. I can't just tell him that, I didn't pick up because I like you and don't want to get attach with you because I'm gay and your straight. I just can't dare to tell him the truth, so this came out of my mouth. "Oh! Its already 1:00pm, we need to get to class" I picked up my bag and looked at Stacey and Jason and told them that we need to leave without any sound. "But I'm not yet done eating" -Jason. This guy is putting me so much trouble. "Yeah! and its still 12:10pm" -Kris. "I've been looking for you, so can we just talk, please?" -Kris. Did he really looked for me? Why is this happening?