Illimitable Until Death

„What per­son is a nor­mal per­son?"

This issue, can very funny, can the un­usual phi­los­o­phy.

The funny rea­son is very sim­ple , be­cause av­er­age per­son not with no rea­son at all asked a such ques­tion.

If one day, one­self per­son sud­denly asked such an issue, that own first re­sponse def­i­nitely is smiles?

After all, nor­mal per­son def­i­nitely not sud­den wants to ask such a ques­tion.

But the rea­son of phi­los­o­phy was sim­pler, noth­ing but is such an issue from the ob­jec­tive per­spec­tive, same can be­come a rich de­bate topic.

Just, such a de­bate topic, does not ar­rive at the high school words, some that peo­ple will not say ab­solutely, re­gards a school­work.

How­ever, this kind of issue, Fang Li in at­tend­ing the el­e­men­tary school first grade in first day has then raised to Teacher.

That year, Fang Li was only eight years old.

It can be imag­ined, when such an issue ap­pears from a mouth of eight -year-old child, stands on plat­form el­e­men­tary school Teacher with re­sponse of sur­round­ing one group of in­no­cent chil­dren's has awk­wardly with being at a loss.

Is cur­rently speak­ing, Fang Li al­ready not can be re­garded nor­mal per­son.

A such issue, should not emerge in eight -year-old child body ab­solutely.

No mat­ter but, looks from any as­pect, Fang Li is ac­tu­ally a nor­mal per­son.

The same age child when plays nois­ily, Fang Li is play­ing sim­i­larly nois­ily.

The same age child in caus­ing trou­ble, Fang Li is caus­ing trou­ble sim­i­larly.

Same age child in sim­ple-hearted, Fang Li is sim­i­larly sim­ple-hearted.

The same age child when the naivete hits fart, Fang Li hits the fart in the naivete sim­i­larly.

In other words, Fang Li is not pre­co­cious, is not un­usual, on the body on mind/en­er­getic is a nor­mal child.

only, Fang Li, in eight years old go to the el­e­men­tary school in first day, can­not help but asked such ques­tion.

Be­cause, ig­no­rant Fang Li, un­der­stood and other per­son only dif­fer­ent un­usu­al­i­ties.

...

That year, Fang Li was only seven years old.

Be­fore seven years old, Fang Li has grown up as an or­di­nary child.

But at that time, be­cause the par­ents need to be busy the re­la­tions that works to sup­port the fam­ily day in day out, most often ac­com­pa­nies in Fang Li per­son is the grand­fa­ther.

The grand­fa­ther loves Fang Li very much.

Fang Li wants to play, grand­fa­ther will ac­com­pany Fang Li to play.

Fang Li the par­ents scolded, the grand­fa­ther will come out to main­tain Fang Li.

The Fang Li clash breaks, grand­fa­ther will com­fort to be hard to en­dure Fang Li.

Fang Li to any toy has the in­ter­est the time, the grand­fa­ther will buy sim­i­larly that toy, only to let Fang Li is happy.

There­fore, Fang Li likes grand­fa­ther sim­i­larly very much.

Even if after is grows up, Fang Li can also very nat­ural told per­son, the per­son who one­self most liked was a grand­fa­ther.

When such a per­son dis­ap­pears from your world, what can you be re­spond?

Be­fore, Fang Li has not con­sid­ered this issue.

But sev­enth that year, Fang Li ac­tu­ally has to con­sider.

„... wū wū wū..."

Weep­ing sound sound in en­tire space.

Some of them are very de­press­ing, some are un­scrupu­lous, is ac­tu­ally ap­pointed every­one can feel in sad­ness and sad.

Under that weep­ing sound, en­tire vast space is fill­ing the sad at­mos­phere.

Under that weep­ing sound, the in­no­cent chil­dren were ex­ag­ger­ated, one by one then cries.

Fang Li like this places one­self in a such en­vi­ron­ment, a hand was being held by mother, the vi­sion throws to own front.

In there, is putting a black and white pic­ture.

The per­son on pic­ture, is Fang Li's Grand­fa­ther.

Watches that pic­ture, Fang Li thinks of the grand­fa­ther re­ally very much.

Fang Li knows that the sur­round­ing per­son thinks of the grand­fa­ther sim­i­larly very much, will there­fore burst into tears at this time.

But, Fang Li ac­tu­ally links drop of tears not to have the means class to come out.

Even if the par­ents are sob­bing, the sur­round­ing Sir and child are sob­bing, Fang Li does not have the means to burst into tears.

There­fore, Fang Li asked.

„Mom, why are you cry­ing?"

At that time, flowed mother of tears to reply Fang Li's like this.

„... Be­cause, the grand­fa­ther will not come back."

Fang Li knows.

This fact, Fang Li knows.

Fang Li knows that the grand­fa­ther will not come back.

But...

„But, why can this cry?"

When Fang Li asked such when an issue, mother's ex­pres­sion is some­what is sur­prised, some­what un­cer­tain.

Then, mother then like this replied Fang Li.

„Grand­fa­ther will not come back, the nor­mal per­son will feel sad sad, will there­fore cry."

Heard these words, Fang Li again has not then said any­thing.

Just, in the Fang Li's heart, has a ques­tion.

„Should nor­mal per­son cry at this time?"

Be­cause of this, Fang Li in eighth that year, will ask a such issue to Teacher.

After grow­ing up, Fang Li knows that truly is the nat­ural mat­ter.

The death of fam­ily mem­ber, re­gard­ing a nor­mal per­son, should sob nat­u­rally.

Be­cause, will be sad, will be sad, that is a nor­mal per­son.

Looked from the angle of psy­chol­ogy, when an one's sub­jec­tive world and ob­jec­tive world of per­son have the uni­fied prin­ci­ple, that was nor­mal.

Be­cause, the psy­chol­ogy is the re­flec­tion of ob­jec­tive re­al­ity, there­fore any nor­mal psy­cho­log­i­cal ac­tiv­ity and be­hav­ior must main­tain the uni­for­mi­ties with the ob­jec­tive en­vi­ron­ment, even if only for­mally with con­tent.

When mind/en­er­getic or the psy­cho­log­i­cal and the out­side world per­son en­vi­ron­ment loses the uni­fi­ca­tion, then, this per­son can­not be un­der­stood in­evitably.

At that time, this per­son be­comes un­usual.

There­fore, from this the­o­ret­i­cally, Fang Li is not a nor­mal per­son.

On that day, Fang Li has not sobbed.

Oth­ers when sad sad, the Fang Li's in­ner­most feel­ings are calm.

Oth­ers in nat­ural, the Fang Li's in­ner­most feel­ings only then have doubts.

Oth­ers when the sob burst into tears, the Fang Li's in­ner­most feel­ings are sur­prised.

So is in­com­pat­i­ble, even can be called is un­feel­ing, not to be how un­usual?

How to say again that the op­po­site party pro­vides from young fel­low in a big way, is ex­tremely good with own sen­ti­ment, more­over fam­ily mem­ber who most like.

A such per­son has passed away, could not see again, be­cause is just a child, there­fore should sad sad not?

But, from be­gin­ning to end, Fang Li had not felt has tiny bit sad, the tiny bit sad­ness, and even an im­pul­sion of con­vec­tion drop of tears does not have.

At that time, the Sirs have not cared about this point, when only Fang Li had not un­der­stood that re­ally sig­nif­i­cance of death, or some­what pre­co­cious, had not been given the in­flu­ence by the sur­round­ing child, thus was ex­ag­ger­ated to sob.

Has Fang Li, under ig­no­rant con­di­tion, un­der­stood a mat­ter.

That is...

„I with the sur­round­ing per­son dif­fer­ent..."

That was Fang Li at that time an only idea.

After grow­ing up, why Fang Li un­der­stood then to be able such.

Not is only be­cause Fang Li started sen­si­bly, sim­i­larly was be­cause Fang Li un­avoid­able and ex­pe­ri­enced sev­eral same mat­ters.

That time Fang Li, is un­able to sob sim­i­larly, is un­able to feel sad sad.

Then, Fang Li un­der­stood.

No mat­ter the op­po­site party has how im­por­tantly to one­self, with one­self how in­ti­mate, once he ( she ) died, one­self ab­solutely will not shed drop of tears, will not feel that has sad.

That is not Fang Li is in­no­cent, is not Fang Li is also un­feel­ing.

A that only flaw.

Fang Li when seven years old then starts to have ig­no­rant, hide in the deep in one's heart per­son­al­ity flaw.

„I do not have death of means to the oth­ers to have the sen­ti­ment..."

Then...

„I do not have cer­tainly the means to have the sen­ti­ment to my death..."

This fact, in Fang Li 18-year-old that year, was con­firmed.

...

„Pēng!"

That is to­gether ex­tremely re­sound­ing im­pact noise.

That in­stance when the im­pact noise re­sounds, Fang Li only thinks a dizzi­ness, when the field of vi­sion re­stores, first in en­ters his view only piece of sky.

But, this sky ac­tu­ally grad­ual dye­ing has be­come the red, and bit by bit was given the sub­sti­tu­tion by the black.

The red ap­pear­ance is be­cause the Fang Li's iris starts to bleed.

The black ap­pear­ance is be­cause the Fang Li's con­scious­ness starts to van­ish.

At this mo­ment, Fang Li only thought body is not own was the same, the gear­ing can­not move, even did not have in­clud­ing the feel­ing.

The Fang Li only feel­ing is heat.

Very hot.

Very hot.

The whole body is giv­ing off heat.

Sur­round­ings, the one by one pedes­trian started to en­cir­cle, ap­peared in Fang Li that fuzzy field of vi­sion.

Fang Li did not have the means to hear them to say any­thing.

How­ever, Fang Li can ac­tu­ally re­al­ize that pe­riph­ery is fill­ing a star­tled fright­ened mood.

But body that one­self that given off heat has prob­a­bly any im­por­tant thing to be the same in the out­flow, mak­ing the ground under body start changes wet.

Fang Li trans­ferred under one dif­fi­cultly, saw near at hand as­phalt road.

There, grad­ual dye­ing is be­com­ing the red.

Is given dyed red by the blood that flows from the Fang Li's whole body.

There­fore, Fang Li com­pre­hended fi­nally.

Im­por­tant thing that own within the body that drained, is not only the blood, is the life.

Mean­while, Fang Li then un­der­stands that had any­thing.

Traf­fic ac­ci­dent.

Sud­den ac­ci­den­tal/sur­prised.

Such ac­ci­den­tal/sur­prised, this coun­try will have over 100,000 every year.

Fang Li, but is this year in these 100,000 traf­fic ac­ci­dents, in.

„so that's how it is..."

Fang Li ac­cepted own des­tiny in­stan­ta­neously.

Not un­will­ing, has not hated, even does not have the fear or the re­sis­tance.

After all, Fang Li does not have the means to have any mood to 『Death』.

This was sev­enth then started the fact of ig­no­rant re­al­iz­ing that year.

Now, but con­firmed.

Must say that Fang Li will soon die this mat­ter to have any feel­ings words to one­self, that has one.

„After per­son died, where will go to?"

Had a such idea, Fang Li to close own eye.

In of Fang Li thor­ough los­ing con­scious­ness in an in­stant, cold voice has rinsed his mind.

„Se­r­ial Num­ber 11273 enter Main God's Di­men­sion."