The next day I got up on my own in the morning which was really rare. I took a shower and dressed up for school. When I boarded the bus the first thing I notice was that his alluring eyes were now obstructed to be seen by a pair of spectacles. But even through those spectacles his charm was overflowing. I was teased by the seniors about him. Everybody was talking "See Alleisa has her eyes on the new boy!!". I blushed so much on the thought that what 'he' will be thinking of me. Will he think I am flirting him (which is actually not bad) or will he think I'm an immoral person. Thoughts went all the way through the bus in my head. But I saw he took no notice of it. Thank God!!! I was relieved. My whole day in school was so blushy that my friends started suspecting me. Suddenly in school I was told by one of my friends that, "Hey, do you know the name of the new boy in our bus?"
I was literally about to shout and ask her 'his' name, but I kept calm and asked her casually, "No, I am clueless about it."
She said, " Yesterday actually I was going through some Facebook profiles of the students of our school, suddenly I saw the new boy's profile. So I visited his profile and saw his name which is most probably Robin Brown as far as I remember."
My heart started to beat faster and the blood circulation around my cheeks cannot be controlled. I replied nothing to her and just nodded my head as she was talking. While returning home in bus, I was so busy on the thoughts of jumping into my computer at home and search his profile that I forgot to see what 'he' I mean Robin was doing. As I reached home the first thing I did was throw my shoes away and open the computer. I typed as fast as a court attendant could do. And when I got his profile, my heart started to beat faster and the feeling of butterflies in my stomach was there again. Bravely enough I clicked the profile. His profile picture was adorable and his cover photo was more adorable. From his profile I came to know he was a year senior than me. I was not able to move my eyes even from his one picture. I literally tried to learn his whole bio.But suddenly a storm raged on, the storm of surprise,sadness and jealousy. I saw he made a collage of two photos: one of him and another of a girl.To my utter surprise,that girl was from our school!! And most heartbreaking thing was the caption:"My love and my life, whatever worthy possession I have is yours". I went through like a current of trauma. Just a few seconds ago everything was so beautiful and subtle. Why did this had to happen now, when I was just ready for exploring the subject called 'love'. I was so grief-stricken that I shut down the computer and ran up the stairs to the terrace. It was a dark and cloudy night. Everything seemed invisible except the pain in my heart. Tears fell down my eyes as I embraced the cold night with the so called pain of love which people say is supposed to be sweet. But in my case it wasn't !