Some days you want to leave everything behind and fly away.
You want to believe that you can just go to a better place, come across a miracle maybe just succeed with luck "after watching a cool movie ha!
However, on the morning of that day, you were even afraid to leave your house. You were afraid to see your own world and you didn't leave. Even couldn't open the front-door.
Poems and cool words didn't work that morning. Your strength was not strong enough. You didn't even feel alive ha. You felt weak!
Do things always change in you that easily? With a little bit sci-fi and cheaply bought original soundtracks..
A good music and special effects in a movie, how can those things changed your view and perception of life?
Can you really change? No, not this question..
Are you ready to change?
Then Fly Fella! It is not rocket science! It is just a leap of faith!
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(Same day on a magical world)
Yuzu smiled when she saw the little Eren waiting her as usual by sitting down in front of the house. This little boy would be in front of the door every day's evenings when she arrived. Yuzu was used to this situation.
On that day, Eren was sitting on the same ground and dreamly looking at the ground. He wasn't moving, only remembering the old memories. Some bad ones, some weird and some family related things.
"Eren, let's go in. Come on, ah. What were you thinking a second ago?
Eren didn't answer. He would listen da same question almost everyday. But he always kept his mouth shut, be silent and ..sigh.
But this day he really wanted to answer. This time, he kept his mouth shut with great force. Walked through the door quickly before talking about his old life.
Some days he wanted to ignore all magic and logic and tell everything. Those days he felt fully weak and unstable. Even some times in the past, he thought to kill himself.
Thinking about his old mother, it was very difficult to enjoy even a piece of this new life. When he remembered his father, whom he barely met on Earth, he sighed and sat down.
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It had been 7 months since he visited the stupid altar alone. The days were the same for Eren. This planet was like a little primal village from Earth, except for the Grandies looks elvish with shining hair.
Winter long time ago finished and the weather was finally warm. Eren was spending his days with his grandfather. He ate, went to the bathroom, washed herself with water that was half cool half hot. He used a strange metal tool to cut off his fingernails and was ill for the first time because of the stupid shoes he wore on his feet.
Maybe because he felt sick all the time in his old life. But this was the first time in this life he felt sick and weak. Especially Eren wasn't used to feeling perfect every moment. But this feeling.
He was almost forgotten this feeling of weakness and despair. Now, while pulling his nose and coughing, his psychology was equally bad.
He sighed and lay on his back.
Sometimes it's hard to remember ... That was one of those moments that day! Feeling cool and handsome, seeing magic or remembering old fantasy movies could not help. No!
Nothing could stop him from remembering this despair.
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The day they entered the house, it was already middle of spring. Everyone was so relieved that the overly intense agricultural season of the village for Grandi closed. Winter time was both cold and mentally intense. After a harsh winter Grandies were celebrating and making holidays in spring. But even in this time some would check the fields. But it was okay. These minority would spend no more than 2-3 hours a day. Also other free people decided to concentrate on their private affairs.
Yuzu also thought that they had to start serious education with Eren. She decided it wouldn't be nice for them to be lazy before Eren become an adulthood at 14.
In the Territory of Kelewan, which the Grandi Village belong to, quite a number of communities have divided adults into two steps. For men 14 is the time to enter the first manhood. And they're a full grown-up at age 17 three years from now. In girls, the situation was also almost the same. At age 13, they reach the first maturity and are considered to be grown up at 16 years old.
Of course, between boys and girls, at the "growth phase"-for 3years- marriage was prohibited. It is only appropriate to engage them between these two transition ages. The so-called "arrangment at birth with money" or "linking at birth" was a complete ban. This situation, which was very common in ancient times, was banned because of some special circumstances. Because of the many cases of noble families, we can say that war happened for more than one country in the past. Some stories were even funny but that's not the point.
Yuzu wanted Eren to be able to achieve a good level in elements and go to elementary school until his first adulthood. So that day, they wanted to go to the woods to pursue education. At least that was the plan.
Eren had noticed after at least 20 people saw and shouted before. Many Grandi, including Yuzu, raised their heads with excitement. A few people were be scared so they immediately "hided and warned the others. Even if their first reaction look selfish, they were Grandi, so they felt terrible too.
...
Under the darkening sky, an object was seen flying towards the center of the village. The weather was light and there was no cloud. But for a strange reason, the flying thing was not fully understood.
The new world for Eren was almost boring. But on that day, things began to change again. "Bird?" He didn't even believe his own mouth. The flying creature didn't have any feather at all.
Soon he saw a long and skinny creature. It was like some kind of snake. But..
Einstein's laws and high school science lessons came to mind.
"This pimp has violated at least 15 Basic Physics Laws!!!! "
Eren followed the flying snake-like creature while it continued to fly at the same speed for several minutes. After that time, the creature passed over them and disappeared on the other side of the sky.
It was motionless for humans or villages and fast. Really fast.
"Do you know what it is, Munmer?"
"Hee I know. What do I look like! A library or traveler who has gone all over the world? I've spent my whole life in the same village with you!
Munmer was very tense because of a mad old man who occupied his house in those days. So he took out his rage from one of the poor Grandi of Sisna. Then he turned around and walked away to his house.
Eren kept looking at the sky a little more while shaking his head.
"There are no wings or rockets pushing from behind. But it can fly a little more slowly than a helicopter. Even if it sounds like ridiculous, it really didn't have wings! How?"
Eren entered the house with crazy questions in his head and fed her belly. His grandfather wasn't home. Yuzu had canceled the class and went to look for his friend Hanna. She had a good story to tell to her unlucky friend who went to chect fields. Probably Hanna didn't see the snake thing.
Eren, sitting alone at home, thought about be a snake-like creature.
"Maybe if Einstein saw this planet, he'd put a gun on his head and shot. Hahaha ...."
Eren hated to say how much fun this planet gave him. Before growing up it was a little bit same, but this didn't change the facts! There were too many questions waiting to be solved and too many questions to be answered. Yet I wish I had someone to understand me. Help me.
"I need somebody."
But Eren wished too early.
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Planet B-46–– "Little and Blue Planet"
Local Name–– "Earth"
Coordination–– "Macau Peninsula"
"I just want my money. It shouldn't be difficult.
There was a wallet falling on floor in front of the door and a sexy woman who reluctantly gave the man service and room payment.
She fled this small country for vacation. This famous and beautiful woman was in a bad state because she came here to clear her mind but she had a fight with her agency yesterday. Worst of all wasn't to know her money was blocked. Her feelings were hurt because she was refused an offer to pay to the hotel employee with a french-kiss instead of money.
At first, she thought this while trying to find her cards in the purse. It was just a joke. But the fact that the answer was negative reminded her the time she had spent on her own and hurt her heart looking for a little compassion.
After all, she used her money from an emergency account. This also didn't feel good.
She was lonely. She was found unattractive and been rejected. -And worst of all, he was just a hotel secretary!
She played a song that would relax the environment. Her phone in her hand she started to sing the song for no reason. She was almost losing her mind. For a second she wished there was somebody who understand her. Then she forgot her wish and continued singing.
..
Life was always like this for Taylor.
Sometimes she would look at the wall and start dreaming about different worlds through the music she had imagined. She would occasionally think of bad things she did experienced, remember and sigh what she could say or would happen afterwards.
She knew from the outside she totally looked shallow and stupid. How did an American woman who earned money with her appearance not know?
But she was lonely because of the pain of things she couldn't say or achieve in the past.
When Taylor was changing the music, there was restlessness. Her heart speeded up, she got a goose bump. She turned to face the horror of panic and started to look into the empty room. Taylor was thinking about calling the police when she pressed the home screen key of phone in her hands.
"What's the police number here? Fuck.."
Although the room was empty, the tension in her body did not decrease. Fear has caused paranoia.
"We don't have Korean drama here. Be quick if you want to kill me."
Although she was pretending to be brave, Taylor was not okay at all. She was afraid!
For Taylor, who had suffered from paranoia, hysteria and severe depression in the past, it was not easy to survive in California. Now after all her life, her fears were the reasons why she is unusally moderate and sweet in the sector.
It wasn't because she was nice. In reality she was shaking with fear even in the casting. She always run to the bedroom to relax and clean all the paranoia.
In primary school, because of her quivering voice caused coldness among her girlfriends. She learned the social status of society with her father's job, which is garbage recycling and the poor state of their house. Life wasn't like the one in the fairy tales or the tvseries in which she played. As a result of humiliation and unfortunate working in the streets, it could have seemed like she was a moderate and nice actor. But she was deeply afraid for every fucking thing.
Taylor had to force herself to convince her hearth that there was nothing in the room. She raised the voice of the song on her phone and started to sing until she finally calm down.
In a strange holiday city, in a luxurious hotel, Taylor began to question what was she doing here? Why did a choose here exacly? Or why running away from my campany without answering their calls. What am I waiting?
"One day, if I have enough force in the campany, I will ask a protection. A special bodyguard, and like the old war soldier, like Rihanna wanted from her company. I want his bloddy hands washed with old wars of past.
..
Maybe she spoke too early. Or it was a very pitiful and innocent request for someone above? Who knows?
A wind blowing from the sunrise embraced the dry leaf of a small oak tree. The cool breezes of spring and east carried the leaf sitting on huge winds to the sky. Even the butterflies sat on a hot breeze at a height where they was afraid to rise and passed over the horizon.
Leaves' speed on the clock was so fast that even the planes couldn't catch it, but it was also lucky. It should have been shattered normally. But a miraculous coincidence kept it's body warm in the heat of a hot wind just above the corridor, already filled with cold wetness. Under it there was a hot air corridor, above and around it, there were cold air blowing to a single direction. Did the miracle do this on purpose- Who knows?
The oak leaf shivered near Macau, even surpassing the huge islands and the so-called big metropolitan cities. Kilometers passed away and the leave just sat on the hot air corridor like it was
a cargo delivery for a special purpose over the sea.
In a moment, the miracle disappeared and the leaf was divided into pieces. Fragments of leaves scattered over even the clouds to different directions and sprinkled on top of Macau.
As the night fell, most of the parts fell to the sea. But one of them insisted, as if to continue the miracle of the near past.
After passing a couple of Casino Hotels and little shops, it entered from a open balcony window and fell on a hotel room's bed. In front of a sexy drama artists' eyes, the little fella stood out on white sheets.
Perhaps the youngesters who are living in two different worlds had wished early, their simple wishes.
They didn't think somebody would hear and answer with a miracle.
But the Gods send miracles in the times- they were most unexpected.
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