I couldn't take it anymore and it's a miracle I lasted sitting for long. If it wasn't for Chanyeol and Dad's relationship, I would definitely decline his condition.
My eyes drifted to the crowd of fans lining up for our interactions and I felt miserable. The end of line was like a kilometre away and the vibrating tool inside me wasn't pleasing when I twitched every time someone touches me.
I groaned and a hand was placed on my shoulder made me flinched and Joonmyeon's bright smile appeared.
"If you're still sick or tired, we can just tell them and I know they'll understand." I wanted to tell him that it's not that. I shook my head and tried acting comfortable despite the cold beads of sweat forming on my forehead, I took the mini fan.
"Don't worry about me hyung... I was only wooed by how much fans seems to stay and loved us over these years." I beamed a smile and he nodded in agreement and sighed.
"I wish they'll stay until we get old." I only smiled at what Joonmyeon said and felt my mood dropped a little. Yeah, I don't know what to do without our fans if that time would come.
I nearly gasped out loud good thing I quickly covered my mouth and crouch a little. How the vibration could get stronger? Strange, it feels good yet unpleasant in my situation. I silently took a cardboard and covered the tent on my pants. It's very embarrassing. My hand felt something liquid and slimy and I noticed my mouth was hanging open for a minute already until a fan came across our table and that's when I felt my world shaking besides my body.
"H-Hello!" I bit my lip after I stuttered. The fan seems star struck which was a good thing and didn't notice I was wiping the corners of my lips and tried to sit comfortable, but comfortable is an understatement.
"Baekhyun? You looked pale, are you not feeling well?" The fangirl asked and heat crept on my face. I felt someone reacted and I glanced at Chanyeol who smirked at the fangirl's remarked but ignored me as soon as another fan came in front of him. I bit my lip and turned my attention to the girl in front of me.
"Kind of, but because you're here I feel a lot better." I cheered and the fangirl smiled as she placed her own The War album for me to sign. A scoffed and a grunt after were audible and before I knew it, Chanyeol was standing behind me and placed his long veiny hands on my shoulders silently massaging me like with a little threat in it, I think?
"Thank you for loving us, take care!" I said when the fangirl moved in front of Joonmyeon. I sighed, finally she's gone but another was here to make it more impossible to last longer.
"Chanyeol-"
"Manager-nim!" I blinked and I have no idea what was Chanyeol planning to do until our manager approached us and Chanyeol confronted him.
"Baekhyun wasn't feeling well. I think I need to take him backstage for his medicine." Chanyeol reasoned out and upon hearing his words I know he's planning something. I prayed that manager would retort.
"Let's just get someone to fetch it for him."
"and he wants to take a leak." My face paled and I knew I loss when he nodded and Chanyeol took my wrist to pull me up as I walked behind him to dressing room. How unlucky I am when we got there, unfortunately the room was empty and he let me got in first until I heard the door lock clicked behind me.
"How is my Baekhyun?" He leaned back on the door as I fidgeted in front of him. I swallowed before I met his piercing gaze and my hole twitched staring at how he was staring at me. It was too intense that I got conscious with my obvious tent below.
"Chanyeol... Can I r-remove it? I'm not used to this and we still need to go back." I reasoned and he narrowed his eyes at me. He took me by the hand as he sat on the couch and lied me on his lap, chest first. My heartbeat raced and my body tensed as the air around us intensified.
"W-We can't do something here Chanyeol-ah..." I tried sitting up but he pushed my back down on his hard thighs. He's silent. Why he's silent? Is he thinking of doing something more lewd and embarrassing than this? I gripped on his free hand yet his other hand unbuttoned my pants and pulled it along with my boxers letting me shiver with my butt up exposed. I never liked this position because I know that there's something bad and punishment are on its way but I never said I dislike it though.
"You still did not answer my question Baekhyun."
"What question- Oh... I feel uncomfortable but..." My breathing was ragged and his cold fingers grazing on my exposed butt wasn't helping.
"But what?" I moaned when he spread my buttcheeks slowly. With the thing inside me, I was getting sensitive by his touches.
"But- it does f-feel good..."
"You know I am itching to make love with you, fuck you senseless and all but you said you wanted it to be special and remembered so we're not going to do it here. I know how much you wanted to remove that vibrator from your hole but you flirted with the fan earlier." Chanyeol said in a very sexy and low voice.
"I-I did not- Ah!" The vibration intensified more and my mind was getting blank from the different pain and pleasure going up and down in my body.
"Next time,"
A slapped came across my exposed buttcheeks and my screams sounded more like moans resonating inside the whole room and he delivered a stronger slap before caressing it with his calloused hands might be from playing instruments.
"watch what you are,"
Spanked.
"saying to other people,"
I wiped my tears threatening to fall and another spank came that made me closed my eyes and felt my climax nearing. How weird that Chanyeol could do this to me?
"except to your boyfriend."
The final spank and the removal of the vibrating toy from my hole made me shivered in delight, my eyes rolling up and ended up dirtying, staining Chanyeol's jeans. I was huffing, tired and feeling numb as he carefully let me lie on the couch. He took some tissue back from the vanity mirror and cleaned his jeans and started wiping some of my essence before buttoning my pants up. He sat beside me and stared at me blankly, I pouted and avoided his eyes. He roamed his eyes around the room and I saw him took the toy and simply threw it inside the small trash bin. What if someone see it?
A second after, he spooned me and left a long chaste kiss on my forehead.
"Let's go." He helped me stood up and he went to the door first. I was startled when he turned around and stood for a good few seconds before he clicked his tongue.
"Wh-What?" I asked wiping my sweaty hands on my pants.
He irritatingly pointed at his lips and I quickly got the idea. I tiptoed and pecked his lips until he pointed on his cheeks and I planted another kiss there. The corner of his lips was twitching and he pointed another on his chin that I gladly obliged.
He was hungry for my kisses. I blushed at the thought and met his eyes to found out he was smiling wide, how charming.
"I like it when you take the initiative." Chanyeol whispered and intertwined our hands.
"Just tell me where." I replied unknowingly that I was grinning like 14 years-old middle school student and went back.
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"Hey can we talk for a minute?" I whipped my head to see Sehun walking behind me. Finally, the fan meeting has come to an end and we took our leave going back to our dressing room. First in the lane, I was walking with Junmyeon, Jongdae and Xiumin hyung. While Chanyeol and the others were talking something about a fangirl who was already married and went with her husband earlier. I also felt happy about that and then Sehun kept on insisting to talk to me. Somehow, Sehun became a dangerous person not in a way he's physically hurting me but Chanyeol doesn't want me getting close at him or talking to him because he said Sehun likes me.
"Hey, we'll go first. Just call us if you have any plans for tonight." Joonmyeon-hyung said and only Sehun nodded and I watched them disappeared in my front. Sehun cleared his throat drawing my attention to him.
"Y-You know that we have nothing to talk about right?" I said averting from his deep gaze. He sighed as he laughed and took my wrist that made me panicked. I looked back at where Chanyeol was standing with Kyung and Jongin but Sehun turned my head with my chin and my heartbeat speeded up not from the bare move he did but the possibility that Chanyeol might do something because of Sehun.
"I like you hyung. Very very much. I thought I would never love someone as much as I loved Luhan but when you stayed beside me the time Luhan left, I feel like you lit up a little bit of hope that I could love again. However as time goes by, Chanyeol seems taking you slowly away from me until I couldn't reach you anymore."
I swallowed and my mind was blank after hearing his heartfelt confession.
"This is wrong Sehun. What you are feeling is wrong Sehun-ah. I comforted you before because you need it-"
"It is you that I need..."
"You don't understand because I love someone even before you liked me." I confessed. Good thing the staffs went out first earlier. I would be dead if that confession become a news tomorrow morning.
The silence was unbearable and little by little, Sehun's grasp was getting loose when a hand turned me around and closed me into a hug. The manly scent that I love sniffing until I fell asleep, Chanyeol...
"You should know what is yours Sehun so that you'd stop holding what's mine."
Chanyeol's words made me blushed and I did not heard a retort from Sehun yet footsteps that were audibly fading away.
"Chanyeol he confessed to me..." I whispered and his hands were placed on my hand and the other one on my waist holding me dearly like securing me.
"Now you know the reason why I'm not letting you an inch closer to that boy." He hissed and I broke the hug but he took my hand.
"I only wanted to be friends with him when I saw how sad he was when Luhan hyung left. Somehow, he took my actions and understood it differently." I bit my lip with how tight he was holding my wrist and a second after I decided to yank my arm from him. He grunted and glared at me as I stopped and I noticed how it dark it was outside when I glanced at the window.
"I'm so mad that I wanted to punch his face earlier and slap you from letting him held your wrist. One of the things I hate about other people is when they try touching what's mine." Our eyes met and I couldn't find right words to tell him after what he said.
I was about to open my mouth but he cut me off.
"Don't you dare saying sorry or a slap would really come not just on your face but with your bottom."
I decided to clamped my lips shut and observed his figure from head to toe leaving me astound on how sexy he was today. I pressed my lips thin when he took my hand with his and slowly, left the area heading to the parking lot.
We halted after we arrived in front of his jeep and my heart seems like not planning to stop beating fast. It's obviously Chanyeol's fault. He narrowed his eyes at me and his posture seems calm unlike earlier.
I felt dumb not knowing why he was staring at me like I have something on my face because of being stupid. He clicked his tongue and pouted his lips. He did it twice until I realized what he wanted. I timidly reached in and kissed his lips.
Chanyeol took my head and placed a chaste kiss on my forehead in return and I instant butterflies were flying wild inside my stomach.
"What do you say about buying soju and buffalo wings?" He asked with a chuckled as he caressed my left cheek that me broke into a smiling idiot.
"Sounds like fun?"
"You sound unsure. Don't worry we'll just drink, eat, talk and maybe a little fun?" His hand fell on my neck caressing it in a seductive way making me nearly close my eyes. I purred silently and I looked at him unsurprised seeing him satisfied.
"But the guys might see us drinking alone or walk in on us seeing us in an-"
"We're going to Hotel 99 Baek."
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"I think we need disguises." I whispered as we entered the hotel with the soju, beer and steaming deliciously chicken on Chanyeol's hands.
"It's not like it is unusual for two guys to be seen together. All guys hang out and we happen to be guys except we're inlove." He said not caring if someone hears us or not. We're already attracting eyes around the lobby yet Chanyeol was still calm while I was on the verge of peeing myself in nervousness.
"Stop."
Chanyeol was all happy and enthusiastic with what we were about to do. We're only going to drink and eat in a hotel. Why so anticipated and happy when he was in rage like an hour ago? He talked to the lady in front desk and checked in. Taking the card key, someone insisted on helping Chanyeol carry the box of buffalo wings and the liquors but he silently declined that's why the service boy tried helping me insisted. Our bags were a little heavy with our shirts and Chanyeol's laptop in it but I could manage though I was about to agree.
"Just walk us where our room is and it'll be fine." Chanyeol said firmly. With different thoughts bombarding my mind I barely noticed that we arrived inside our room and the boy just left and closed the door on his way.
I observed Chanyeol placed the boxes on the mini table and approached me, taking our bags and placing them down the couch.
"Do you want to shower first or eat before you do?" Chanyeol asked and I took a good minute to decide with him staring at me like I was the most interesting person in the world while I contemplated yet came into a decision to shower first.
"Call my name when you need something, or me." He winked before I ran inside the bathroom with things I needed blushing like a little lady.
He's a bipolar and I'm a hundred percent sure of it. This whole day was too much too handle, exhausting and not the day I used to spend in my life. Stripped and composed, I step in the shower and let the hot water calm my nerves from my head to toe. I was too occupied with how relaxing it was that I nearly forgot to lather myself in soap. I used the shampoo Chanyeol bought from Japan for me the last time he went there and the last time he went there didn't turn out so good. As I bubbled my hair with the vanilla scented product, I remembered how I acted miserable the days he spent in Japan. No one knew why I drank 4 bottles of soju and why I avoided talking to everyone. But what's worse with what I did was that when Chanyeol arrived from Japan and Jongdae told him every hilarious things I did while he was gone, he bursted out in rage and after he scolded me what I only knew was that my butt was full of his large hand marks and stayed standing the whole variety show we taped the day after. I sighed and proceeded to cleaning my body. Everything I used was from Chanyeol. Just like married couples he said.
I finished bathing and dried myself before wrapping my body with a warm bathrobe. When I went out of the bathroom, Chanyeol's shirt was on the floor leaving him topless on the couch while drinking a can of beer. His muscles flexing everytime he moves an inch and his tattoos were so visible that he looked sexier than how see him with his clothes.
"Are you going to stand there or cuddle with the sexiest Idol?" A smile crept on my lips and complied. I sat beside him but he pulled me closer putting an arm around me, sniffing my damped hair and burying his nose on my head.
"You're too excited to drink Chanyeol-ah, what's up?" He bumped his beer can on my mouth and I gladly took a sip. I closed my eyes at how strong it was for my taste buds felt like my throat was flooded with poison acid or I might only overreacting.
"I'm mad about the fact that Sehun likes you and I want to do things to you but can't." He sounded frustrated and I fell silent without knowing what to say. Should I say I don't care if Sehun likes me or if he could spank me all night if that's what he want and I'll put a sticker on his luggage saying 'I'm a sadistic boyfriend'
"Well... the wings look good to eat. Did you taste it?" I tried averting the topic. I reached out for the saucy wings inside the box but Chanyeol pulled me back beside him with my bathrobe.
"The fact is I was planning to do things to you later." He whispered. I swallowed and looked up at him.
"I knew it."
"I also wanted to spend some time with you, something like this since we've come to an agreement never drink outside or with other people. I don't really care about that agreement because I honestly only want to spend my seconds, minutes, hours and my fucking days with you."
I blinked.
"By drinking beer?"
Chanyeol groaned and rolled his eyes as I laughed at my silly question. He looked back at me and he pointed at his lips after he took a sip from the can half-empty can. I quickly obliged and I got surprised when he locked our lips together, letting some beer transferred in my mouth. I cringed but he started kissing me passionately that some beer essence was dripping on our mouth's corners.
"I honestly hate beer." I confessed after we broke apart. He never removed his arm and kept me closed to his armpit and his chest. His body scent was addicting it was making me comfortable against his naked top.
"Then why were you wasted when I came home from Japan last year?"
I paled and tried to avoid his question with my second attempt to eat a spicy wing yet he kept me on place and bump the beer can on my mouth and I surrendered and took my second drink.
"S-Soju is a wine, isn't?"
He raised an eyebrow and I furrowed mine.
"Don't answer me with a question Baekhyun."