"Roan!? " "You are a male!?" I asked in shock, I mean he was so-so and then she become a dude! not just any dude but an Idol Dude! How dreamy🎵 No! No! ahem.
"What you'd expect?" he asked weirdly and to my reply, "I mean, Roan?! You are so beautiful that I will not doubt tha... "
he bagan laughing and told me, "What are you? Risa!? from another planet!? " he said sarcastically.
"What does that mean? all humans are male!? how could that be!? It's not like the world can lived without a women. "
When I said that he became silent like he was pondering something but before that, I become embarass because he was not wearing anythingvand I look around and said. "Roan, can you get dressed please like it was nothing? I mean..."
"are you for real? " he asked with his eyes wide well what does that mean!?
"Hey! Roan! Not everyday I see a naked guy in front of me except my brothers but can't you get considerate that there is a lady at your home? " I said angrily and extremely embarrassing because do I have to say that?
he become seriously and don! kabedon! wall thud style pinning, these are the legendary shoujo romance that can only be read thru manga and I am experiencing with these to a half-half guy.
***Roan POV***
I pinned her to a wall if she is for real? looking at her she is young, thinking about her body and face is so natural just by looking at it, no suferficial or perfect symetry, I can say she is the perfect common girl that can be found to some village and like, so simple and ordinary that kinda disappointing yet she has no experience when it comes to this but she is, thinking about it earlier in a men's inner wear, she excude a female like aura like no other have so maybe the least I could do is explain to her what in a world she's gotten to if she is an alien or what, hahah.
***Risa POV***
what in a world!! Roan said there are zero female, nope, almost zero but what's the difference if that rarity is equivalent to an extinction of women? heeeh-huuuuhhh, I breath deeply as I digest about human genetic science, surgery? success rate of transfering a fetus to a 2nd generation women but aren't they consider a transgender? because they are born a male and become a she? and made it possible for them to get pregnant but as time goes by, female are on decline due to surrogacy and as time goes by, it declines more due it was unthinkable to make an outsider to carry their babies to another body because a women can bear and gave birth so a transfer of egg cell made possible for those trangender to get pregnant and for uterus to make bearing a child possible but risk must be noted for it might be a child or a bearer may be in danger. So a capsule fetus which made them grow inside of it until they become a lady? did I get that right? what the hell? although I don't hold prejudice against a male with a heart of a female, this is crazy because there are no longer girls here? what do they call if there are no real mother for breastfeeding? is a breastfeeding possible for 2nd generation ladies? but.. but.. and then Roan said because there are no longer female donor for egg cell they are trying to make genetic engineering for an eggcell, although success for the birth of male due to it has their DNA, what about women, less and less they are on decline due to short life until there are no longer female, a real female hohohohoh.. It felt like i'm going crazy but I just can't accept this?
If I were a women? If they are called a women? if majority are called a so-called women out there then what am I?
i become depressed but it's not like I hate them or what, it felt kinda sad because as a women I felt like I was stepped on and deemed as no longer needed because there is a much better than me, than my fellow ladies, that gays are much more feminine than us originals. Yep I felt like my world crumble how can I become a bride anymore with these kind of reality.. blah..blah... blah..
***Roan POV***
seems Risa become a stone after I explaon to her the news, she seems in shock and maybe what she is saying is the truth after all.
"Roan... " she said downhearted, I look at her waiting for her next word..
"why am here?" sniff sniff (as she sniffed she started tearing)
"I mean Roan, it's not like I hate you, meaning I don't hate males who tries to be females but I wish that the "real us" wasn't disregarded."
she look at me with her eyes swelling at tears and I took a closer step thinking how should I comfort her? I wiped her tear stained face hoping for it stopped and told her, "we didn't mean it that way, Risa."