"Risa, will you marry me!? "
out of nowhere I was asked by that....
what!? i want to become a bride but I am not desperate so this kind of situation is kind of awkward? shall i take that as an insult?
"No! Way" I Refused him flatly
He took another smoke and blow as he tried to make a moment in there.
"How can I make you say yes? "
huh? is he desperate to get married?
thinking what Roan said there is a shortage of real women here. Thinking about it and lead to a conclusion, does he wants to... as I touch my belly... No! i'm not gonna marry him for child! what does he thinks of me? i'm not a child-bearing department so I need to avoid this guy in the future.
"Charles! I have no plans in marrying you. So, don't expect a positive result from me after what you DID" I emphasize it to him that I'm gonna reject him with all my might as I put a grin to my face.
***Charles POV***
should I force her? no, I shouldn't do that
"I apologize for what I did just no.."
I sincerely told her and wait for her reaction.
she let out a sigh and tell me,
"what you did is offensive... tell me? did you just want to taste me because i'm a women by origin? "
she told me off like that and made me speechless. Did I want her because of that? I don't get it and when I am about to open my mouth she cut me off by,
"if I am a real girl? how can you prove it that I am not lying? " she said,
how will I know, the answer was "Man's Instinct." I said to her as a matter of fact
she is, she somewhat can't believe to my words and ramble, "Then... then... am I just a child bearing for you? "
seeing her like this i see her insecurities because of how our society was, even I want my own family and my very own child naturally, what would she be expecting? I put down my smoke and stared her with clarity,
"I don't want you to just bear me a child, I want you to be my wife."
i said to her straightly...