aloneinthisworld

a Neet who has worked hard his entire life, who has experienced the vicissitudes of life, living much of his life in poverty, depression and drug addiction, at the end of his difficult road, dies of cancer at the age of 26.

Having suffered his entire life trying to face the cruel reality of the world, always chasing higher pursuits and exploring ideas but his pursuit of truth only leads to his own collapse.

In his last days instead of weeping, he laughs, he laughs at the absurdity of it all.

It seemed as if fate had played the biggest joke on him, he had taken too seriously what had no value.

What is life? a blink of an eye! as unreal as a dream, what a mysterious world, we are just born out of nowhere only to vanish later on.

A profound sigh was uttered "If only I wasn't dealt such bad cards! I was made for the heights yet here I am crashed in the abyss of life." 

Looking at the world he was soon to leave, he sighed "Humanity truly has fallen in this era, it has crashed from the heights of embodying divinity to succumbing to their animalistic selves becoming creatures of decadence, slaves to pleasure, lust and the lowly desires of the body.

Truly my heart weeps for the tragedy of humanity, the industrial revolution, a slave society disguised as 'modern society', poisonous foods filled with chemicals, an entire network engineered to enslave minds called the internet, an absolute infestation of decadence and mediocrity in the very Human spirit that used to overpower all.

All humanity is enslaved, what can't parents even teach? they are slaves themselves.

Atleast in this life, I refused to be a slave, I was a free being, atleast in the later half of my life, I followed my own passions and lived my own life but in the end, sigh I failed!

But oh well, who ever lived a perfect life in this world?

as the darkness of death engulfs him, he fully accepts it and is gone.

A pair of eye opened and an absolutely stunning sight appeared, he was transmigrated.

For the first time in so long, he could see clearly without glasses or contacts, he could feel physically powerful instead of a sickly body and a destroyed pleasure system.

He resolves that this time, this life, He would pursue his own freedom! He would never give up on himself and he will walk his own path to the very end.

"That's right, I was wrong depending on sympathy. 

Cold, heartless, I won't forgive them, they can't be forgiven!

That's right, it wasn't me who was wrong, it was the world that was wrong!"

A descent towards Madness.

A cruel world where no refuge can be found, countless obstacles obstructing one's path, mountains of corpses, an abyss of blood, a heart of darkness, a cruel fate to all living beings.

No heart or soul, only an abyss of despair and a heart to ascend beyond.

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Table of Harbinger of Calamity

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Volume 1