*Distant voices and laughter's* "you really should just go die somewhere lonely jin,no one wants to see your pathetic face around here"
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"Reika wait up" I called trying to keep up with my only friend but the weights I had on was too much for me to do so, "reika please slow down" I called again getting tripped over by my own feet, reika turned around not for concern for me but for concern for her books which I carried. "My my way to go jin...."reika huffed her voice filled with rage "I'm sorry reika ...I..."I tried speaking but got hushed as she gave me a slap which thunderd down the school hallways "not another word loser"she said picking up all her books and bags she then stared at me her eyes filled with disgust at the sight of me "no wonder you have no friends Jin, Being seen with an ugly looking guy like you would only give me a bad name you know..."reika said before walking away leaving me behind as I laid on the floor my knees hurting from my fall earlier...
"My life had always been One for many to laugh at, and as long as I could remember I had always been alone. My parents didn't want nothing to do with me because of how ugly I was so they disowned me out of my four other siblings. Sinc then I barely made a progress in life, barely got in school,barely fed barely did anything, and I've never had a real friend at least not one who didn't have nothing to nenefot from being associated with m....."
[You're a non talented ugly freak,who no one would want to be close to, stay with or ever love]
"Those were the exact words my sister said to me when I saw her for the last time,was this really the way my life was going to go?....."I asked standing and heading down the hallways for the stairs which I followed to the school roof "never" I yelled within me climbing and standing on the edge of the roof stareing down at the students of the academy who would really help anyone in my situation except me, this was one bold move I was taking but I wasn't going to let that one being control me in this simulation called life (I've always had a theory that life was just a simulation set by one mighty being and we were all pawns being used by him,merely NPCs) I was tired of everything,tired of the pain,tired of the emptiness, I just wanted to end it all at once. If this was what they wanted I was now willing to give them the satisfaction of not having me in their lives.
*FALLS... YELLING....*
"I did it didn't I ?"I asked floating within the darkness surrounding me "lonely *smirks*"I smirked realizing I've always felt this way since that day
[GET LOST AND NEVER SHOW YOUR FACE TO US AGAIN]
"I swear I'll never trust family ever again" I swore with a clenched fist "but if I'm dead how do I still feel and hear things?"I asked hearing distant birds chirping from the distance as I felt my consciousness slowly fading away