This is a story I'm not supposed to tell, but it's based on my own life.

I've had many great moments, but also many others that, if they happened to anyone else, they'd probably choose death over living through them( r@pe, su!c!de abu$e$ are also part).

Despite everything, this is my life, and I'm writing it like a novel. Each chapter will dive into different experiences—past, present, and what I might face in the future.

I don't know how long or short this novel will be, but I'll do my best to update it once a week.

A special thanks to Nahar, who I met online. She's been there for me through everything. She's my best friend and will always be the love of my life.

Note:

New chapters will be updated every Saturday at 12 AM (JST), assuming there are no setbacks. I might also upload more chapters out of the schedule.

Each chapter will reflect a part of my life. If any topic feels too long to cover in one chapter, I'll split it into multiple parts.