Chapter 1 Mom is a Camgirl, Dad is a Thug
What comes to mind when you think of "mother"?
A mother who wakes up early to prepare warm soybean soup for her son before school?
A mother who quietly wipes her sick daughter's forehead with a cool cloth, shedding tears unseen?
A symbol of devotion who silently endures hardship, forgetting her own pain to support her children?
Others may have such mothers, but unfortunately, that wasn't the case for me.
My mom is a camgirl.
10 PM.
I'm a freshman in college, busy working on assignments in my room after returning from my part-time job.
In the room next door, mom is also working.
Well... if you can call wearing revealing clothes, applying oil to her body, and begging for virtual gifts while gyrating suggestively "work."
"Oh, Taeo oppa! You're crazy! 10,000 star balloons...!"
"Should I change outfits? What should I wear? Hm? That one from last time...? Ah, but that's too risky..."
Our family lives in a cramped 430 square foot two-room apartment due to our tight finances. Through the thin plywood walls, mom's sultry voice from her "broadcast" next door comes through as clear as if there were no wall at all.
Mom's "broadcast" is what's known as a "bj bang" (broadcast jockey room).
It's a room where scantily clad women entice viewers to send virtual gifts in exchange for increasingly risqué reactions or outfits.
Of course, as viewers become desensitized, they demand more and more extreme content, making it quite burdensome. So camgirls with actual talent - those who are good at talking or gaming, not just stripping - try to develop other content to delay escalating the level of exposure. But...
Mom had no talent in that area. She wasn't particularly good at talking or skilled at anything else.
So stripping was her only option.
"Gasp! An additional 20,000 balloons...?! You're insane, Taeo oppa...! Ah, okay, I'll wear that. Just a moment? I'll go change."
The thin plywood walls fail to block any sound, vividly transmitting every noise from the next room.
Mom's excited voice as she receives a large gift.
The creaking of a door opening. The sound of rummaging through things in the living room.
Mom is probably digging through the pile of clothes in the corner of the living room. Since mom's camming has been our family's main source of income for a while now, one corner of our already cramped 430 square foot apartment is cluttered with boxes full of mom's broadcasting props and outfits.
Even after taking over that corner of the living room with clothes and costumes for her broadcasts, there still wasn't enough space...
The door bursts open!
"Just a second, Hyeonseong. Mom's looking for some clothes..."
So she even keeps some clothing boxes in my room, often coming in to look for outfits in the middle of her broadcasts.
"What are you looking for?"
Mom's appearance as she entered my room was quite a sight. She wore skin-tight bloomers that were practically underwear, and a cropped PE uniform top that exposed her entire midriff. Plus, her exposed skin was glistening with sweat and oil.
A normal son would be shocked to see his mother dressed like this, but it's nothing new for me, so I just calmly looked at her and asked.
"Oh, you know... that sky blue bikini..."
"Isn't it in this box... here?"
"Oh, is it?"
Mom lacked talent. She wasn't particularly good at the chat skills needed for broadcasting, and she was clueless about games so she couldn't do gaming streams either. Even when she tried normal jobs, mom lacked patience and work ethic, so she usually quit within a month.
She wasn't good at housework either - cooking, laundry, and cleaning were all beyond her abilities. Her complete lack of organizational skills was evident from the chaotic mess of clothing boxes.
"Oh... found it. Thanks."
The outfit that viewers had gifted her to change into today was a white bikini that had caused an explosive reaction when she wore it once before. She had worn it about half a year ago - it was so small it barely covered more than the palm of your hand. The front clearly showed a woman's Y-zone, while the back was practically a T-back thong that dug between the buttocks, exposing the rear end as if she were naked.
Why do I know about such a thing?
If my damn friends hadn't shoved their phone screens in my face saying "Yo, isn't this chick insane?", I wouldn't have known either.
That cursed sky blue bikini-clad mom, her whole body covered in oil, on all fours like a bitch (I think it's called the rear cat pose?), moaning and gyrating her hips as if having sex - that lewd image circulated all over the internet with the title "Crazy Soybean Paste Whore Seo Nayeon". It's no wonder mom, who had been just another mediocre BJ, suddenly exploded in popularity after that broadcast. She had caused a massive stir.
"I'll change quickly."
When I found the outfit for her, mom was in such a hurry that she started stripping right in front of me and changing into the tiny sky blue bikini.
Earlier I said mom had no talent? Actually, she did have one incredible talent. Her statuesque 5'8" height, legs longer and prettier than most models, breasts just the right handful size, a face that while not quite celebrity level still oozed sex appeal...
These are advantages that most successful camgirls have, but mom had one outstanding talent that overshadowed other camgirls.
Her hips and buttocks measured an unbelievable 43 inches in circumference.
Even as her son, my eyes were drawn to them... truly top-tier buttocks rarely seen on Korean women.
"..."
Gulp.
Not caring whether I was watching or not, mom quickly stripped off her bloomers and changed into the palm-sized panties, or rather bikini bottoms. The T-back style lewdly displayed her huge, jiggling buttocks...
That's right. Though I said she had no broadcasting talent, this one asset propelled mom to become a supernova in the camgirl world.
Shamelessly changing clothes in front of her son, mom returned to her room to continue camming and begging for virtual gifts.
Whimpering like a dog that needed to poop, I finally gave in. I closed my study materials and went to a site called "Melon TV"...
"..."
Though no one else was in the room, I nervously glanced around before carefully logging in as if I'd committed a crime. Because... Melon TV was the streaming platform where mom was currently broadcasting.
"Fun with Seo Nayeon". Mom's room had a tacky title like that. With trembling fingers, I clicked to enter the broadcast.
"Ahh... haha... Do you like it? Huh? You fucking bastards...?"
Mom... no, BJ Seo Nayeon's eyes looked slightly unfocused as she stuck out her tongue partway, making a lewd expression while rubbing oil all over her body. She sat on the floor facing the camera directly, legs spread in an M-shape.
She kept cursing at viewers in a sultry voice, but for some reason those bastards seemed to get more excited the more she swore at them.
As her slick hands slipped inside her panties and bra to apply more oil, mom's already fair skin glistened even more in the lighting, becoming the embodiment of arousal.
"Holy shit..."
To think this person is my real mother. If I weren't her son but a first-time viewer, I'd 100% think "Damn, what an insanely hot bitch."
"Thanks for the star balloons, oppas...! I'll do a bow to thank you. You like that, right?"
In the video, mom was already caressing her oil-slicked body with a sultry expression. She climbed onto the bed and bowed towards the camera.
Well... it was called a bow, but in reality...
She deliberately posed in a doggy-style position, then
"Haah... haaah... ahhh..."
Raised only her hips in that prone position, moaning and moving in a way that explicitly suggested doggystyle sex.
Her 43-inch wide hips and overwhelmingly voluminous buttocks jiggled like jelly or pudding... it was essentially simulated sex, watching intercourse via broadcast.
Then she turned to face the camera again, sticking out her tongue slightly and making a vulgar "orgasm face"... The one saving grace was that she looked to be in her mid-20s rather than 30s, so at least she wouldn't be called a desperate middle-aged woman.
In fact, it made sense given that mom and I are only 14 years apart in age. I'm 19 and just became an adult, so she's only 33 now. She's 31 in Korean age. She had me ridiculously young... so she's more like an older sister than a mom.
"Ah fuck, I can't take this anymore."
And despite the intense guilt I felt, I slipped my hand into my pants while watching my impossibly young mother.
Fuck... fuck.
If I can make a small excuse for why this was unavoidable... the earliest memory I have is of mom panting beneath my father's body.