Beep. beep. beep

I couldn't seem to get that sound out of my head.

Beep. beep. beep

First it was my father.

Beep. beep. beep

It was like being like this runs in the family yeah?

"She can't go like this...."

I could hear faint voices.

"Daniel, listen..."

I couldn't grasp the conversation because I was going in and out of consciousness.

Beep. beep. beep

Could someone please fucking shut that thing off?!!!!!

"You have to calm down....the doctor..."

What is going on?

Why can't I move my body?

Beep. beep. beep.

"I'd lose myself if she dies."

I recognize that voice. Anywhere

"I shouldn't have let her go that night. I shouldn't have let her walk out on me that night. I should've....."

His voice was starting to break.

What does...?

Oh right.

I remember now.

Why I keep hearing all these fucking machines.

Why I keep hearing distant voices.

I was fucking shot.

And on my death bed

All because I fucking married Alan Carter.