Eva
"The world doesn't stop when you're about to die. The cars keep moving. The wind still howls. People laugh in the distance completely unaware that someone is about to disappear forever. No one ever notices until it's too late."
The rain is getting heavier, as I am standing the edge of the bridge, all I can hear is the scream of all the girls who I forget their names, what a waste of life, the river seems angry too, I hated it, I hate that there is nothing left in me, once I had hope, now there is nothing, even if I scape there is no where safe for me in this world, I am not even exist in public, I am just a seial number, no name, just an empty shell, I am scared, but every cell in my body, my soul, hurts, I want to this pain go away.
I shout "there is no god in this damn universe, there is no devil either" as I cry out my left of damnation ...
I put my hands on the rails, my whole body shivers, I am soaked in rain, trembling in cold, I put one leg over the other edge and the other follow, I shut my eyes, this is it Eva you can finally be free, ...
I jump ...